before June 25th, I kept having this feeling that he'd die during the concerts. I couldn't seem to shake that feeling but of course didn't say anything because it's such a negative thought or feeling. For me it was more a fear of someone doing something to him though at the concerts. I think it was that I worried if I gave it any power or attention, it might happen, so I tried not to think of it.
I just felt like I should share that though I don't know why.
Then not last night but the night before I dreamed of MJ trying to fly on an airplane to me (?) and then I woke up with a song in my head
http://www.trilulilu.ro/so_cold/1f6fb8b38f372e
Which I don't think I knew the words "But you know I won't be traveling forever". I thought it was interesting. I guess we all can have our own special MJ times in our dreams?
Leo Sayer — When I Need You lyrics
When I need you
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so wanna give you
It's only a heartbeat away
When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day
Miles and miles of empty space in between us
The telephone can't take the place of your smile
But you know I won't be travelin' forever
It's cold out but hold out and do I like I do
When I need you
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so wanna give you babe
It's only a heartbeat away
It's not easy when the road is your driver
Honey that's a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won't be traveling a lifetime
It's cold out but hold out and do like I do
Oh, I need you
When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day
When I need you
Just close my eyes
And you're right here by my side
Keeping me warm night and day
I just hold out my hands
I just hold out my hand
And I'm with you darlin'
Yes, I'm with you darlin'
All I wanna give you
It's only a heartbeat away
Oh I need you darling