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25th December, xmas will never be the same again!

Christmas is my favorite time of the year but not this time, I just can't get over this.
Every now and then I just get so sad about it....... I cry and can't make sense out of anything. Life is just so hard, when will this stop hurting....
 
This Christmas is so hard, I was dreading this day from the beginning, all I can think about is Michael and his poor children not having their father around, how can I celebrate the holiday when he's not with us? :weeping:
 
This morning when I was dressing they played Will you be there and Gone too soon on the radio. :eek: I could not help but cry, it simply was too much ... :cry:
And to think that it's already six months ... half a year ... :(
Christmas ...
 
I know and what a coincidence of dates. It wouldn't have mattered when Mike passed it would still be sad but exactly 6 months from Christmas (!) I hope the kids are doing OK especially little Blanket who's meant to really love xmas.

Just think though, Mike would want us to be happy today - though i know it's easier said than done.
 
I feel empty.. and so sad... just crying.. omg, half a year has passed away already but the pain doesn't let me go.. cuz I love him so much..
 
There will be christmas again in the future. . . . The first Christmas should be difficult because it's just half year ago. We will not remember 1,5 year. . . 2,5 year etc. then it will be 1 and 2 years ago....
 
Just remembered something from "Dancing the Dream"

You and I were never separate,
It's just an illusion,
Wrought by the magical lens
of Perception.

Heaven is Here,
right now,
this moment of Eternity.
Don't fool yourself.
Reclaim your Bliss."

:wub: :cry: :cry:
 
the first Christmas without Michael.... but always with his music... an this will be forever!!
 
I've been crying last night thinking about him... for the last 2 days I've been having all kinds of flashbacks from last year's Christmas, when he was still with us
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Christmas won't be the same this year without you Michael
 
Indra said:
Christmas is my favorite time of the year but not this time, I just can't get over this.
Every now and then I just get so sad about it....... I cry and can't make sense out of anything. Life is just so hard, when will this stop hurting....
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I don't know when it will stop hurting, i'm sure it will one day...
Miss Michael so much, miss his smile, his words, I just miss him....
 
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