I really think Forest Lawn is a good place. Especially after being there myself, it's such a quite and calm place... I think it's good. I know a lot of fans want it to be Neverland, but personally I don't. Not after what Michael himsel said about it. He abandoned it, it was not his home anymore, it stopped being a happy place after the trial... I am all for creating a museum there and probably even an amusement park like the one Michael had when he lived there... But I don't like the idea of Michael being there... I just don't think he would have wanted it... And Forest Lawn is a good place. I don't know how to explain... Being there just brings some sort of comfort, you know... Being there for me was devastating at first, because it finally hit me that he's gone. And I was so afraid to go there, I ended up sitting on a bench on the other side of the Mausoleum for almost an hour. My legs were shaking and all that... And I cried.... But then after some time I got this feeling that Michael was with me, you know? Like he was everywhere around me. And this feeling hasn't left me since. And it's a bit comforting and I feel a bit stronger... Although it still hurts like hell.... but Forest Lawn is a good place, in my opinion. Katherine made the right choice for Michael...
By the way, when I was there I saw a statue build in the memory of someone who's buried there (I don't remember who, but it was some public figure) by his friends and admirers. And I had this idea, that if all the fans collect money maybe Forest Lawn will put a statue in the memory of Michael near the Holly Terrace where the fans could bring flowers etc... I think it would be nice... Although leaving flowers at the door is good also. I don't think it's necessary for the fans to actually go inside to be near Michael. You can feel everything there is to feel just standing at that door...
just my opinion..
Oh, I know how you feel. Just seeing the gates the of Forest Lawn for the first time was such a reality check for me. Then on the right hand side you have the flower shop and then something funny happened. Good luck on trying to find a restroom...I was described which door but I am someone with absolutely NO sense of orientation so I bravely had to open every single door in that building trying to find it...I bet Michael was laughing his head off. *opensanotherdoor*, hm, no, those are also burial spots in the main building :doh:, *letstrythisdoor*, hm, :no:nothing. *letstrythisdoor* :angel:- oops, it's a couple buying their own spots. FINALLY
unk:, the right door. :wild: I was so glad.
Forest Lawn is a very peaceful place, very well taken care off, when I went on Valentine's Day (was a Sunday this year) it was a beautiful, sunny day.
Also, someone told me that Holly Terrace is overlooking the old children's section- so Michael would be overlooking the children and that thought alone made me happy once more.
I do find it serene. To me it does suck having to leave your flowers at the door and shed your tears in front of it, leaving those flowers and letters at the door sucks because you are leaving a little piece of your soul behind.
I agree with Neverland hopefully being something fun again sometime in the future but I honestly wouldn't want Michael's body being buried there, he said that it felt desecrated after the raid or something to that degree (don't remember the exact words), so burying him there would go against the sentiments he held in the end.
Man, that day was just strange in itself. First I couldn't my rental car out of the parking garage of the Hotel, because the machine for the ticket in that lane was broken, I almost drive down the ramp the wrong way just to get the heck out.
So, Michael, it took me some real effort to get to ya.