Probably sometime back when we still had Michael. And I am never going back to one. Since I now absolutely hate McDonald's food. I would rather have instead either Subway's, Wendy's or Burger King's food. At least their food still taste good. McDonald's food taste really disgusting to me.
I think sometime either last month or 2 months ago. When I went back to read more of my Left Behind book Desecration. Which I only have one more chapter to read. Then it is on with the next book in the series The Remnant. That is the book I finally been waiting to read again. Since God turns the world to total darkness. For Carpathia and his supporters. I am in the slow process of reading the Left Behind series again. I just totally love that series. This series makes me damn glad that I went back to my Christian religion.
I really don't remember. I love puzzle type games. Most especially the ones I have for my iPad, Kindle Fire hd, and Nintendo 3ds. But crossword puzzles have never really been my kind of thing. I prefer word searches and other word puzzle type games over them.
Probably last month when my mother had a birthday party for her 11 year old grandson. Where I really wish she did not do that. Since seeing people celebrating their birthday only makes me really angry. I had to hide my anger that day. It is just a constant huge reminder that they still get to celebrate their birthday. Where I can never celebrate my birthday. And it is all thanks to that nameless ahole for doing what he did to Michael. Is why I can never celebrating my birthday again. Every year on my birthday I always spend it watching and listening to MJ. And happily wondering what he and his children were doing on my birthday. Thanks to that fcking piece of sh!t I can never celebrate another birthday ever again. It still really makes me sick and angry that my 29th birthday was the last one I was ever going to have.:boohoo
Probably about a week or so ago. Fighting is all that I do with my MJ hating mother. Mainly because it is the only way I can get through that very thick MJ hating skull of hers. Of why I constantly need video and computer games. Ever since what happen to Michael it is all that I have to help me deal with my depression. Since because of my anxiety attacks and depression I can't really call myself an MJ fan. My MJ fandom is still on live support.:boohoo
When I last celebrated my birthday. Which sadly was back when we still had Michael. I used to always ordered something MJ related off the internet. Not knowing my 29th birthday was the last birthday I will ever celebrate. For someone else I never did that before. And plus seeing other people celebrate their birthday. Especially my 2 little nephews. Just tends to make me really angry. Thanks to that nameless piece of sh!t birthdays means nothing to me anymore. Sorry just seeing the word birthday. Just tends to really angers me to no end.
I know we still had Michael the last time I had laugh that hard. I remember since I was watching the silent 1924 comedy movie Girl Shy starring Harold Lloyd. That whole scene where Harold had to go and stop this wedding is just so extremely funny. I never laugh so hard and for so long as I did with that scene. I have been a silent movie lover since I was a teenager in the 90s.
Well thanks to that nameless ahole for forcing me to suffer from depression and horrible anxiety attacks. All because of what he did to Michael. I tend to feel sick almost all of the time now. Thanks to that damn ahole I have gotten quite used to it. Just like I have gotten quite used to my insomnia. That ahole also force me to have now. And I can still remember back when we still had Michael I very rarely ever gotten sick.
2003 was the last time I saw the inside of a movie theater. Love to go back to one. But unfortunately all of the movie theaters where I live. Only shows stupid boring Hollywood movies. Bollywood are the only kind of movies I would watch now. And maybe Tollywood and Kollywood made movies as well. Since those are Indian movies as well.
Early April of 1995. I was 15 years old then. And I went on one of the ferries to go see The Statue Of Liberty. With my 8th grade class. But whats really sad is the pictures I had taken of the World Trade Center. Not knowing what was going to happen to them 6 years and 5 months later.
Never I wish I could go to another country. Especially to 7 of my very most favorite countries which is India, Morocco, Israel, Russia, England, Scotland, and Ireland.
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