June of 2003 back when I was still watching Hollywood movies. Now I would rather watch Bollywood movies only. I truly hate all Hollywood movies now. All except Hollywood movies about the bible and about India.
Last time I went was October 28th 2009 to see "This Is It". Just as the "Jackson 5 Medely" plays I have to go to the bathroom really bad and I've been holding it in until the film is over.
Probably a year or so ago. When I choose to be more of a Shahrukh Khan fan than an MJ fan. Since thanks to my depression over what had happen to Michael. I can very barely call myself an MJ fan now. :boohoo Shahrukh Khan is the only king I want to see anymore.
I have to be honest, I've never made a serious decision I think in my life, and when I think about it, the decisions I've made in my life hasn't been important ones... so I would have to say NEVER actually...
Over Michael that would be yesterday. Then I turn to Shahrukh Khan to help cheer me up again. Who I am so extremely thankful for. Since thanks to my depression over what had happen to Michael. I can't really call myself an MJ fan anymore. :boohoo Shahrukh Khan is the only king I want in my life now.
Probably a good several months or so ago. I have a Facebook account but I very rarely use it. I have since forgotten what my username for it was. Which doesn't matter since I really have no use for that site. I only was a member of that site for the games on it.
Like right now. Being miserable is all that I have ever felt. Ever since that horrible June date over 5 years ago. Being happy is something I very rarely feel anymore.
October of 2009 was the last time I had watch my one HIStory Concert. I was feeling great watching it until Billie Jean came on. I was crying so badly that I was forced to shut it off. And back in September of 2012 I did try to watch the Wembley Bad Concert. After getting Bad 25 in the mail. I ended up suffering a panic attack. As I was watching the Dirty Diana performance. It was the first performance I saw from that concert. That was truly my final time watching an MJ concert. Now thanks to that panic attack I don't even dare go near any of my MJ video related stuff. Most especially my MJ concerts. Out of the fear that I could suffer another panic attack. And never once thought I would ever suffer a panic attack while watching one of my MJ related videos. :boohoo And to think back when we still had him. I was a true hardcore MJ fan. Michael was my total obsession. But now I can very, very hardly call myself a fan.
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