Summer of nearly 5 years ago. When I was absolutely terrified of going to sleep. Because I knew I was going to have another horrific vivid nightmare about Michael again. I was constantly plague by them all through that horrible summer. And in to the Fall. Even now I still tend to be haunted by some of them. Because they were so very vivid. It is no wonder why I am still so mess up now. And it is all thanks to what that evil nameless monster did.
Thank you Ferrari. And you know what makes it more worst for me. Is that Michael never received any kind of justice for what had happen to him. 4 years is not what I call justice. That evil monster should have been given the death penalty. Now that evil monster is out now walking free somewhere. Where my Michael is never going to do that ever again. :boohoo I swear if I ever see that evil monster. I will do to him that the court fail to do. Why should he get to do things. That my Michael is never going to be able to do. It is all because of that evil monster is why I am still so very mess up now. He totally destroyed the happy life I once had. And Ferrari Sorry to hear about your grandmother. But I am glad that she is alright now. I think a heart attack might have what killed my one grandmother.
Back on January 4th on what used to be my birthday. Thanks to that evil monster I can no longer celebrate my birthday like I used. And I used to L.O.V.E. to celebrate my birthday at one time.
Sometime back when we still had Michael. And that was the last time I had made dinner. Since I was the only one that ended up eating it. And my dinner was very good. Cause I am a good cook. It was some sort of a chicken dinner that I had made back then. Yet my mother and her husband didn't want any of it.
January 4th on what used to be my birthday. Thanks to that evil monster I no longer can celebrate my birthday. Not when I no longer have Michael to make my birthday a truly happy one. The kind of cake I had made was a chocolate cake with store bought cream cheese icing.
That is something I never really have the experience of doing. Since I never really had any friends where I live. It all has to do with me being an MJ fan. And the other kids believing those sick horrible lies about Michael. This was during and after the 93 allegations. Is why I never had any.
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