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what are you tired of?....

1. tooth pain!!!!!!
2. incompetent dentists!!!!!!!!!!!!
3. pills the size of bullets!!!! wtf? WHO can swallow this crap?!
4. not being able to get some things done becuz of other things out of my control. :(

The only thing that's keeping me sane about the above is the fact that right now there's some person in China stuck in the rubble, possibly with a serious injury, waiting to be rescued....or some person in Myanmar suffering much worse than I am. It doesn't make my pain any less, it's just makes me a bit more grateful that my problems aren't as dire as theirs right now.
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yes forever! I'm really sick and tirrrrrrrred of this place (oh goodness you've started a rant here lol) I've been irritated with it all DAY LONG lol, for some reason I woke up completely irritated with this hokey *** town

first town i've ever HEARD OF that doesn't care about anything except SEEMING to be a great place to attract tourism and revenue (did you know that in 1996 when the Olympics was here do you know they "cleaned" the streets of the homeless by putting them in JAILS! and when the Olympics was gone they let them back out on the street again LOL) its just a "fake ***" place, if you're not used to it its so hard to adjust to how it really treats the folks that live here like CRAPOLA and that's everything from the social malieu to the stupid rapid transit system and I do mean stupid - whoever heard of a place that sells you a 7 day pass that's only good for 6 days? How do they get away with it? They count 12:01 am as the 7th day! But the **** thing closes down at 1 am!!!LOL okay!? gee wizz lol sorry I could go on and on. This is the only place I've ever seen where people get jobs PURELY because of who they know rather than who they know AND what they know :lol: - I stopped by the biggest arts center here for just a MOMENT of pure santuary today - do you know I could not find not ONE peaceful spot in the whole dang place! oh goodness :lol: I'm sorry

So I go to a security guard to ask him whether the only peaceful room in the whole place (that is CALLED "CENTER SPACE" okay??) is a SPACE that a person can just BE in, and he told me its only for banquets! :lol:

Then he got this bright idea for me and took me to an exhibit room that had a silent slideshow of the art works. THAT!! is the ONLY quiet space in the ENTIRE place! :lol:

:lol: no idea why I woke up this morning thinking about how much I actually just DETEST this place :lol: I'm here because of .....oh I can't say it.....:lol:

:no: I'll be okay but good grief Charlie Brown :duh: its just krayzee I know that much, this is one krayzee *** place :banghead:

KRAYZEEEEEE I TELL YOU!! ITS KRAYZEEEE!!!!
 
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wow... that is really hard to accept that they would arrest the homeless!! That is really sick, really sick. Their only fault is not having a permanent home? Can you move if you detest it that much? or at the very least take a break somewhere else?

I suppose you could start looking for the good in it. There might be some good...maybe?
 
you knowwwwwww... i've been looking for the good in it for over 10 years and there is some...one my mother is here ... my kids really needed that when they were little and she's so dependent on us now emotionally that's another story ...two there are some arts here or else i'm sure i'd have to jump regardless.... the standard/cost of living is bearable for my situation...single mom..safe...raising kids etc...the weather is nice and balanced... (lessee what else) i feel kind of at home since i grew up here (at least i run into old acquaintances now and then which is sort of refreshing)...i've closed up some circles meaning found peace with the past etc....this experience has consisted of the good, the bad and the just downright ugly

like i say...i'll be okay

my dear mother has no concept of how this place drains my creative energy....yes ...a change has gotta come......you know the old sayin, "if mama ain't happy ain't nobody happy"?......well i'm mama now...and although i really hate to leave her (I love my mother very much!!) my kids are so ready for and in need of a change although they do an amazing job of making the best of this...........................................................................madness......now that they're older its time to to look at getting them out of here............there's so much more to life......i guess that's why i woke up thinking about it ..

Dang that was therapeutic! lol thanks Ape ..... sorry folks for the rant and now that you all know my life story :unsure:

:lol: well ain't it just a hoot
 
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:better: we should talk more I think. I understand those feelings. I swear there is Gypsy somewhere on my dads side. None of us can stay put anywhere for longer than a few years without feeling like we have to leave. Maybe it's a bit different than how it is for you but I do know that desperation. The feeling of having to just GO!.. I haven't figured it out for myself yet though I do know I love being in a nice peaceful place. I really wouldn't like the fakeness that you talk of. The place I grew up most of my life in was very cliquey and full of fake people. Guess that's why I usually stuck to myself and a few friends.
 
i've come to understand why i had to come back...to make peace with it as a part of what makes me who i am and for that i'm eternally grateful.... i don't really like that roving/rootless feeling...i do like a sense of stability especially for my youngunz...its just before they grow up....i need them to know that when it comes to life....this ain't it...its really not ...i owe them so much more
 
being anemic, it really weighs you down. you never have any energy and are always sick. it takes the fun out of everything!!!!!!!
 
guys... (sorry to any guys) but really.. my god... just weird. weird... ick.
 
the hammering on the roof of this building, it's a little annoying right now
 
I'm tired of lame a** people....The world would go around so smoothly w/o em...
 
:unsure: ^I hope that wasn't directed at me, but if so, you got it completely wrong...lol I don't know anybody on this board, and I surely wouldn't go around "bullying" anyone...lol Not my thing, especially on the internet...lol That in itself is lame....

But if that wasn't directed at me, please disregard...lol
 
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