Gatesy2006
Proud Member
Music is dead to me now. this is one of the worst days of my life.
Right now I can't bear to think of playing his music, others will find comfort from it, we all react differently.
Im having suicide thoughts. I cant take it, he was my life. God bless
I've been crying my eyes out the whole morning...still cannot contain myself now...What could I do now...what should I do now...This is someone who is as important as my parents to me! He is my backbone...I don't know how to think positively, no no...
To all who feel ovewhelmed by pain right not: do NOT despair. One of the biggest lessons Michael taught the world was about the fraility and sanctity of life. Do not let yours be threatened in any way. He wouldn't want to know that. His life and his craft were all about living life to the fullest, joyful giving, but also sharing the pain of those most in need. We all have to pull through this horrible times, we MUST, there is no alternative.
There is no better way to honor Michael's life and legacy than to stand out there into the world and live out his dreams of peace and brotherhood. We can and WE MUST. We might be engulfed in tears right now, it's only natural, but, as someone said in another post in time, we will be able to smile again thinking about Michael and all the generosity he shared with us by his art and example. Be comforted in the fact he is in a better place right now. Pray for his dear children and his entire family and keep him always in our hearts, that way he won't ever be far.
Its like time has stopped.. a horrible nightmare, I want to scream and wake up.