Re: Random Thoughts
sigh, on any side any angle, the healing time for myself, the 2.5 conditions is just so right---far more than i can image.
sometimes i just wanna i got the same abilities of telling people'bodies/dances/singings as i can do on poetry&people's heart. but i havent that abilities. it made me wonder: after i pass the healing time, maybe i had to studying music(the normal meaning) at least for 10 years, then i might get the abilities to know to tell. well you can accompany by my side in these 10 years, you also can study and help my studying music... whatever you want including second by second by my side. but i do need to know clear the truth before we can go to bed(ugh those "gotobed" more than sleeping)
i do hope we both wont be too old to those "gotobed". take care baby
oh and, if i take this step, then it lead to the additional step--------had to be friend with all the EX(including the nonES the Libra)(well i admit it's more and more acceptable to meet all in a weekend @@ maybe dinner. we will get old finally, i do hope people i know i had loved have a good memories in the end of life. since they all are so childlike just refuse the "should be" way. so...)
well the whole life seems really a messy drama---but i do more and more acceptable this way: friends and meet, none of love business---people please dont mess up GOD's glory theories. only if i can assure DONKEY yourself then there might be a way to love.
i dont know what's next future after such a 10years, i just hope we all can find the exit of truth&morality&beauty for love. it was a long long time, 10years, and i do feel we might can build the enough new-truth in 10 years, then let you all know it's worthy to pay for the beauty&love on the base of truth.