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oh my god! I just realised Michael really loved me!

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Thank you Stine for this lovely thread:heart:...it really made me smile which is something I rarely do now:cry:
if its ok I put the link to this thread in my siggy:)
 
^^aww bless you!
thank you for that and I'm so glad it made you smile

*big hug*

edit: suzie B, that is one AMAZING story!!! this shows exactly how Michael was!! all about the L.O.V.E
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*gives a big hug to EVERYONE who's posted in this thread*
be strong guys!
he'll continue to love us as deeply as he did here on earth..wherever he is now! and we'll always love him back
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Wow, thank you for making this thread. It really helped me today. Today has been a hard day for me :cry: I just miss him soo much. D;

It's a nice feeling to know Michael loves me because I love him too and I always will.
 
Michael loves all of you.. each and every one very very much! :)

I also like to believe that every fan has their own special bond with Michael. :)
 
cleopatra09 said:
please tell us more...

this made my day.

please, i just want to hear more ...:8-25-03pray:
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I have heaps of articles stashed away written by fans who had met Michael. I'll have to find them and post them here. You really do get a sense of how important it was to him that his fans knew they were loved and appreciated. He really tried to go out of his way to let them know he cared for them.

I remember reading stories about Michael covering costs for accommodations for some fans who were stranded in New York after the September 11 terrorist attacks. Seriously, what other celebrity does these things?!

Here's a post I saved from a one of the fans from way back... For whatever reason fans at the time were debating whether Michael really meant it when he said "I love you" or whether he was just "saying the right things", and I remember coming across this post and saying to myself I had to save it. I think it was posted on one of the boards that was closing... could've been MJNO or MJJF, I'm not sure.

Someone mentioned that Michael always took the trouble of waving to the fans at the courthouse last year, no matter how he felt. He did more than that. I don't know if this was reported on these message boards back then, I was there and wasn't much on line.

Oftentimes, when Michael came back to Neverland in the afternoon, he wanted to talk to the fans. Every day, in fact, unless he was in too much pain to manage it. He stopped or drove real slow, and opened the window for us. Later on he would do so from behind the gate. And several times, especially in march and april, he drove up to the main house, and then made a phonecall to the little gatehouse near the main gate. He would ask the guard to call one fan, or two, into the the little house, and we would talk on the phone. Several times, I was that lucky one.

Every time I spoke to Michael this way, he would give a message to the fans, and it always came down to one basic thing: I love you. But he also made sure every time to say something more, to elaborate, to drive home the messsage that he really meant it. He would point out specific things that individual fans had done for him. Banners he'd seen, letters he'd received, etc. He said in many different ways that he felt the support and the love, and that it made a big difference for him. One time, he said "When we're inside the courtroom, and you guys are sitting behind me, I can feel the love. I literally feel it. Oh, it's amazing."

Whenever he would speak of this love, there would be an urgency in his voice, like this was the most important thing in the world to say. So... does Michael mean it when he says 'I love you?' Hell yes, more than you'll ever know.
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During this time, Michael was in so much emotional pain, as you could imagine, but he still took the time to do things like this. I'll post more stories as I find them (seriously, I'm so not organised, they are all over the place :lol:), but you guys get the picture. Michael really loved his fans.
 
stineLOVESmichael said:
Hey guys. I hope you don't find this post stupid.
but this suddenly helped me heal a little. Maybe it will for you too!

Michael always said "I love you", "I love you more", "I love you most!!"
at concerts.. to his fans!..award shows, interviews.. he always expressed his love for his fans.
sadly, when he was alive I didn't pay TOO MUCH attention to it. Don't get me wrong!!! I believed him. He meant it!! But.. I always thought, well there is so many of us! his fans.. does he love ME? He's never even met me :( I'm just a fan in this small city in Norway..
Tonight I was sitting and thinking of Michael, crying..
I suddenly remember him saying these words somewhere "I love all of my fans in EVERY LITTLE CORNER OF THE WORLD."
that means.. he loved me aswell!!! Michael Jackson loved me!!!! :cry:
I didn't need to meet him to make him love me! I'm his fan. i support him, I love him with all my heart and that was enough!

Michael Jackson..loved YOU!!... you!!!!
His fans!!
We have something very special that non-fans don't and that is, we've been LOVED very deeply by Michael Jackson.
Me..you..his fans!!
this is very strong! and for that, it makes things a bit easier.

so if you feel sad, think about it!

michael jackson loved YOU!! with ALL his heart!! he LOVED YOU!!!!

and oh... how I love him back! :cry:

EDIT: here is the quote from Michael which came to my mind that night:

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I just want to say to fans in every corner of the earth, every nationality, every race, every language: I love you from the bottom of my heart.
-Michael Jackson
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Nice post Stine :yes:
He really did love us ALL, we meant the world to him. :flowers:
 
Thank you posting this.It's beautiful, i cried a bit.
But now,my heart is peaceful. :girl_butterfly:

We fans always loved him,supported him and tried to protect him.
But eventually,as he often said "I love you more",we were protected ,supported and loved by him!!:dance2:

Even now,maybe...
 
Just realised he also love me makes me happy and want to cry :cry:
I also had that though that he never meet me before.. he never knew me.. cause im just a normal girl in denmark... But yes.. he do really love me :cry: and our fans of course
 
MJForever94 said:
Just realised he also love me makes me happy and want to cry :cry:
I also had that though that he never meet me before.. he never knew me.. cause im just a normal girl in denmark... But yes.. he do really love me :cry: and our fans of course
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**hug**
Me too. I'm just a normal girl.

Thank you stineLOVESmichael.
This post is really nice!!:clapping:
 
Thanks for this thread, brought a smile to my face :)

Michael really loved us :) We are special :)

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Thank you for this thread.
I know how much he loves every single one of us and we love him even more.
 
stineLOVESmichael - Thank you so much for this thread! It gave me goose bumps and I had tears in my eyes - but happy tears. It makes me wanna change my siggy too. I love this sentence sooo much - and I love Michael so deeply!! I recently was asking myself that question too - and this gives me comfort!! :wub: :hug:

StephluvsMJ - Thank you so much for the Michael stories. I love to read EVERY Michael story. About the pizza. It's not the first time I heard it :) When he was visting a friend in Hamburg in 2006 he did the same. I thought that was soooo sweet :wub:
...Banners he'd seen, letters he'd received, etc.
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Thanks for mentioning it. I have sent Michael a letter in 2003 but I was telling myself that he maybe never read it. It gives me hope that he maybe read it :)
 
StephluvsMJ said:
I have heaps of articles stashed away written by fans who had met Michael. I'll have to find them and post them here. You really do get a sense of how important it was to him that his fans knew they were loved and appreciated. He really tried to go out of his way to let them know he cared for them.

I remember reading stories about Michael covering costs for accommodations for some fans who were stranded in New York after the September 11 terrorist attacks. Seriously, what other celebrity does these things?!

Here's a post I saved from a one of the fans from way back... For whatever reason fans at the time were debating whether Michael really meant it when he said "I love you" or whether he was just "saying the right things", and I remember coming across this post and saying to myself I had to save it. I think it was posted on one of the boards that was closing... could've been MJNO or MJJF, I'm not sure.



During this time, Michael was in so much emotional pain, as you could imagine, but he still took the time to do things like this. I'll post more stories as I find them (seriously, I'm so not organised, they are all over the place :lol:), but you guys get the picture. Michael really loved his fans.
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Wow, thanks so much for sharing these stories. :cry: Michael was such a beautiful person with a big heart. :heart:
 
FunkeyJay said:
stineLOVESmichael - Thank you so much for this thread! It gave me goose bumps and I had tears in my eyes - but happy tears. It makes me wanna change my siggy too. I love this sentence sooo much - and I love Michael so deeply!! I recently was asking myself that question too - and this gives me comfort!! :wub: :hug:
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I'm SO glad it's happy tears!
*hugs to everyone!!!*

those stories are just mindblowing!!!
can you imagen being one of thos lucky fans he'd talk to on the phone???
oh gosh the things I'd tell him:cry:
 
stineLOVESmichael said:
those stories are just mindblowing!!!
can you imagen being one of thos lucky fans he'd talk to on the phone???
oh gosh the things I'd tell him:cry:
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I think I couldn't believe it at first and didn't know what to say.
There is also this video where people give Michael their mobiles phones and I always thought, what these people might think in that moment, if they didn't believe it at first too. they are so lucky!
I wish I just had one little moment in the past to speak with Michael :cry:
 
FunkeyJay said:
I think I couldn't believe it at first and didn't know what to say.
There is also this video where people give Michael their mobiles phones and I always thought, what these people might think in that moment, if they didn't believe it at first too. they are so lucky!
I wish I just had one little moment in the past to speak with Michael :cry:
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oh yeees is it from the cd signing?
I was shoooocked!!!! can you imagen.. omg
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I just wish I was old enough at that time to go to the cd signing! I'd be sleeping outside for days to be sure I'd meet him!! seriously..ah woao. so lucky fans! I love that "may I hug you" t shirt someone had :D haha he could def. feel the love!!
 
Here's another story... I can't remember where I got this from... It says it's written by "Janye T" I have no idea if she's a member here :scratch:

4th April 2005​

I woke up about 4:30am again today and I was at the court for 6:15am, ready for the 6:30am lottery draw. Unfortunately, neither me or Sam got in today. Seany and Jillie got in! It was so busy outside the courts today. There was a lot of media there it was unreal! Photographers, TV’s, magazines, papers. We took the 15 foot banner to the court and it has been shown on TV and is on the internet/message boards etc… Sam was interviewed a lot and I think Ronan was too. I was even in some photos I found on the net. Go me! Some weird guy arrived at the court house in some strange “Innocent Mobile”. I was really convinced he was on Michael’s side. He seemed a bit of a loon. When Michael arrived the banner was up against the fence, so I think Michael will have seen it. I saw him arriving, although wasn’t in the best spot but I saw more than enough!  He looked so good! Couldn’t say exactly what he was wearing….All I know it was dark and he had a red band around his arm. He gave some waves and walked slowly into court. There was so much screaming! This day there was definitely a lot more fans than usual.

When Michael had gone into the court and things had settled down, a lot of fans had wandered off for a while. I wandered around too; back to the hotel, the library, shopping centre, went for ice cream, drinks etc…

We met a fan called Jenna who was originally from Las Vegas but had moved to Santa Maria for the trial who said she would take us up to Neverland. Karen Faye was going to be there to give Michael roses that a lot of fans had contributed towards (myself included) and everyone wanted to be there. Jenna, Jane, Moonstreet Sam and I all drove up at 2pm and arrived about half an hour later. There were already soooo many fans there. I couldn’t believe it. We walked upto the gates where everyone was standing and Karen Faye and co were putting baskets of roses; red, white and some other colour outside the Neverland gates, along with a white teddy bear. There were a few fans who were helping who later got to meet Michael.

We were all told to stand in a long line down Michael’s drive way so we would be out of the way when Michael arrived. Of course Michael fans are so crap at staying put and staying calm. That line would not stay there for long. We must have waited about 40 minutes for Michael to arrive, but oh my God when he did….. Everyone went nuts! I ran next to the car door and saw Michael and Joe. I don’t think I saw Katherine…. As Michael went inside the gates, they closed and all the fans crammed up against them. I was behind one girl and a guy so my view was pretty good. Michael got out of his van and walked into his security hut. Not sure how long he was in there for but a few fans went inside the hut who had helped organise the rose thing. I didn’t get to see the meeting but one of the fans was a girl who pushed and hit me at the Killer Thriller party a while back. I can’t stand her! She is such a cow…But anyhoo…. Those fans then came out and so did Michael while holding a huge bouquet of roses! He looked so beautiful. His face. His hair. His smile. He was just sooooo sexy! He came and stood inside the main gate of Neverland so we could see him. He must have stood there for a good few minutes. My view was pretty good apart from a few arms in my way.Moonstreet was stood right behind me and because my camera had broken a few days before I took hers and tried to get what I could. I think I took about 3-4 of him holding the roses and then about 1-2 of him in the car. I have no idea how they have turned out but she said I could have copies when she gets them developed! Yay! I can’t wait!

After this, Michael walked back to his car and got in. You could see him through the back of the car which I think was open. This was when I tried to take some more photos. I saw Joe there too. They got back in the car and drove up to Neverland.

Everyone started crying when Michael left… Well,… not everyone but quite a few people did. I couldn’t believe what I had just experienced. First I was able to go inside the courts and now I was watching Michael at his Neverland gates collecting roses from all the fans.

The Neverland gates opened again once Michael had gone inside and one of his security guys just stood at the gate. We all just stood there staring at him. lol It was so funny. Then he said: “I don’t have anything to say yet. I’m waiting for confirmation”. I wondered what confirmation he was waiting for. The only thing I could think of was that Michael was going to let us inside. I thought being let inside for a second time was a bit too good to be true so to be honest I wasn’t expecting much at all…. But then, just moments later (I don’t remember the exact words) but moments later everyone crowded around the gates again as the security guy announced something: WE WERE GOING INSIDE NEVERLAND!!! Everyone just started screaming and jumping up and down. Everyone started crying! Moonstreet turned around and we just hugged each other. Then I turned to look at Sam, screamed, jumped around and hugged him. I honestly could not believe it! I know people had not been inside Neverland for months. The last time I remember was actually when we were last there in August 2003. It was such a shock! We were asked if we had all drove up here in a car/van as you have to drive up to the actual Neverland gate/car park. I ran straight to the car and I was ready to go in. Sam had gone in Allans van with the other camera guys. It kind of made me wonder if he would actually get in because there was no way they would let camera crew inside. I didn’t worry too much for now as we started to drive through the gates of Neverland. (My second time but still as happy and amazed as the first time!) *sigh* We drove up to the car park anyway…. Seeing the huge Neverland sign was amazing – Thousand times better than what you see on the Martin Bashir documentary!

We had to line up, sign the agreement that we wouldn’t sell any stories to TV or papers. (I’m not mentioning every little detail in this report before anyone asks.) We also got given a yellow wrist band, which I still haven’t taken off, and won’t be until I really have too! lol They had to check us with the wands as well, just like they did when I went into court on Friday! When the guy got to me (I was right at the back) he said to me: “How did someone like you get all the way back here?” … I just laughed… Then thought I should have flirted with him. Then I could marry him and then I would be able to come to Neverland every day! lol Oh, and Sam showed up with Allan in the end, but the other camera guys weren’t allowed in, so Sam and Allan had to be escorted up to the next gates. It was so lucky that they actually got in. While we were queuing we saw a guy who most people were very sure was an MJ Hater. He was with those other losers earlier that day who were holding up signs with things like “Neverland is a sex trap” and “God bless Sneddon” written on them. Sam told one of the security guys and they were taken aside and questioned. Eventually, they were escorted out!

We were hanging around in the line for quite a while. We saw Grace drive into Neverland while we were waiting. We then were eventually lead by Karen Faye up to the actual Neverland gate, through the gate and to Michael’s actual house. I couldn’t believe how close we were to Michael’s house. I wasn’t this close last time I was in here. Last time I just went to the Amusement park and the cinema. I really thought we would just be walking past it and onto the Amusement park or something….but all of a sudden, Michael’s front door opened and who was standing there? MICHAEL JACKSON!!! He was standing there, wearing his black outfit with a red armband. He had Prince, Paris and Blanket by his side….I really couldn’t believe it. Everyone rushed to his front door which I assume we were allowed to do as no-one was stopping anyone. I dodged quite a few people while trying not to fall and trample on everything. When we got to the door Michael moved just inside the front door. We all walked in one by one. I was standing right behind Ronan at this time and as we walked in Michael was stood on our left. There was security there for Michael but Ronan managed to shake hands with Michael and say to him: “Scotland loves you Michael” and Michael replied by saying: “Ohhh, I love Scotland!” – So cute! Security was telling everyone to keep walking but I wasn’t going anywhere until I had held Michael’s hand, so I reached my arm out to him. Not sure if I called his name or not. I was a little dazed, but as I reached out to him, he looked at me and went to firmly grab my hand. He shook my hand very tightly. I thought he was going to break my hand or something! lol I feel really stupid when I look back though as I didn’t really say anything to him. I guess I was just a little gob smacked that I was standing inside Michael’s actual house, right in front of him. We had to quickly move on anyway so it wasn’t all that awkward. I walked around the house and I swear I nearly knocked something over. (****!) I saw the area that was shown on the Martin Bashir documentary anyway – Where Michael and Gavin were recorded! - Grrr!! Hate that **** head!

I wandered around a little more and bumped into Moonstreet. She was in total shock and I just muttered out: “I just shook Michael’s hand!” and I burst out crying! She just hugged me which was when my sunglasses decided to get caught in her hair! So there we were inside Michael’s house trying to untangle my sunglasses from her hair! What a moment! lol We walked around some more after that and I think Michael was around but walked off somewhere around the other side of the house to get out of the way a little! We then saw Katherine where everyone was just hugging her. I just kept thinking how loved she must be feeling right now. Sam just said to her: “Will you be my mum?” and she was like: “Awww” and hugged him. She then hugged someone one else while I was standing there thinking of what I could say to her. Unfortunately my mind was just as blank for Katherine as it was for Michael so we just hugged and she said to me: “Thank you for your support!” Phew! At least someone said something! lol I walked around the house until I got to some steps. I was at the bottom of them and Michael at the top of them. (there was only about 3) I just stood there and all of a sudden our eyes just met and it seemed as though they locked. We must have been all of two metres away from each other but unfortunately because of security and Karen Faye I couldn’t do anything or go anywhere. Michael just stood there and he was just staring into my eyes while I stared into his. I just melted. We must have been staring at each other for a good few minutes. At least it felt that way! *sigh* I think he fancied me! lol Karen started to ask fans if they could go outside. I was stood behind her so I had to think quickly. Michael had stopped looking at me at this point but I thought if I could get his attention again I could sort of ask by pointing etc if I could go up to him and see him. (It usually works!) Unfortunately he then went out of my view so it was too late. Karen then asked me if I could go outside, so I started to walk out of the door. I saw Joe on the way out so got to shake his hand. Again, still totally gob smacked. I left the house but hung around outside to see if I could get another glimpse. I did! *sigh* He was looking so beautiful! Everyone was looking through one of his windows but we were being told not too so I walked the opposite way towards everyone else. Everything was so amazing! The views… Everything! Fountains, pools, mountains…trees…

We were then taken to the arcades. We had to line up as only a certain amount of people could go in at a time. I went in, and oh my God there was so much stuff. Every kind of arcade game you can think of was probably in there. I didn’t really play on anything – I just wandered around, nabbed a drink from the fridge and ate an M&M, which was peanut! Yuck! I needed the toilet so I went in there next – Can I say that Michael uses Scott toilet paper and Pine-Sol toilet cleaner! lol (Yeah I know it is a pretty sad thing to remember and make note of!) I took a little hand tissue from the toilets too keep! (I know, I’m sorry. I really am sad!)

While I was using the toilets and discovering what toilet cleaner Michael uses, everyone was back, standing outside Michael’s house again. Unfortunately for me, I missed Michael coming ouside with Prince, Paris and Blanket. *gutted*

After this we were lead round the front of the house again. On the way Joe was standing there, holding a lot of boxsets (the white version) and handing them out to all the fans. As Sam took his he said something to Joe about the family being very generous and kind. Joe said “Try telling that to Sneddon”. He then got to me and gave me a boxset. I just said: “Thank you so much!” and smiled at him. (At least I got SOME words out!) Someone who was walking behind us then just started crying, which then set everyone else off. Everyone was just so happy and greatful. Michael is going through the worst thing he ever could but he still manages to think of us. He’s just so amazing!

We got around to the front of the hours again and I was just trying to see through his windows from a distance. I saw Katherine as she was wearing that bright green outfit. At least I think it was green. Sam said it was yellow? lol All of a sudden I saw someone run past one of the windows. I think it was Michael as I saw a red armband. Then, a few moments later we saw Michael, Prince, Paris and Blanket upstairs in the window – They were all just waving like mad at us, and us at them! It was sooooo amazing to see them in their natural, home environment! The children looked so grown up and Michael was looking damn fine! We must have been watching and waving to them for a good 10 minutes. Michael kept disappearing and appearing again. I’m sure he was playing with us. I was just smiling the whole time. I just couldn’t believe what Michael was doing for us under the circumstances. Jane from Brazil even got a hug from Prince. Michael was letting us soooo close to him an his family. No masks to hide ANYONES faces. It was all just so personal.

Michael walked away from the window after this and we all had to line up again and be counted to check that we were all there and no one had run away to hide in the Neverland bushes! lol We walked back to the main gate and I was just walking through Neverland in awe. It was all just so amazing! I’ll never forget it.

When we got back to the gate, Lee (Michaels cousin) wanted some footage of us all in a group screaming and chanting. (He’s been recording footage of the fans at the courts and everything for Michael.) Me and Sam were waving our British flag!

We had to leave after this. I hugged and thanked Karen Faye, Lee and a few others who had helped make going inside Neverland possible and headed back to the car. We hung there for about 10 minutes and then drove to the gate near the security hut to leave. As I left the gate I saw Jillie. I just wanted to hug her as she didn’t get in. We stopped the car and I went to give her a huge hug and I gave her one of our Promotional copies of the box set. (Remember, promotional copy Jillie!) I felt so awful and heart broken for her. It’s happened to me before so I know exactly how it feels. (The time will come though – hold on!) 

But anyway, moving on – we collected the banner which had been attached to the Neverland bush and we headed off for something to eat. We went to some Mexican place with Jenna, Jane, Moonstreet, Lee, Ronan and some other people. I have no idea who they were. After a lot of: “I can’t believe it……. I can’t believe it” we ate and headed back to the hotel. We went straight to Seanys room to see if he knew what had happened. He had been in court all day (like Jillie) and didn’t make it in Neverland either. We knocked on the door to see him with Angel and Majestic. Majestic was actually very polite. He asked if we had been inside Neverland today and looked at me and just said: “Oh yeah I remember seeing you there”. We stayed in their room for quite a while anyway, just talking to Majestic about Michael and watching “CourtTV”. Majestic was talking about a fan who Michael apparently really liked. (I can’t say too much about her) but Majestic was like: “She looked a lot like you” and I was like: “Woohoo I must be Michael’s type! I’m in!” lol We are going to get married and live happily ever after!! *chuffed*

But hey, later Majestic left. We stayed for a short while longer and then we went back to our room for a bit. I was exhausted. (again!) I think Sam later went out with Angel, Ronan and Seany to play pool but to be honest I don’t really remember! And I don’t really care – WE WERE AT NEVERLAND!!! Woohoo!!!

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He was one of the most famous pers on the planet yet he cared so much about his fans :) not many famous people do that nowadays apart from Janet :)
 
Michael was an amazing human being, i just know for sure there's no other human being just like him. Not with such a kind and loving soul. Not who has experienced the most horrible things and still fought and survived it. I really wouldn't know who that be.

The fact that that person is taken away from us...is just so wrong.
 
I just need to BUMP this because I am feeling so so sad..I've been crying all evening :cry:
Michael loved EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US!!!! you...you...AND YOU!!!!!

giving michael a BIG hug ****

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stineLOVESmichael said:
I just need to BUMP this because I am feeling so so sad..I've been crying all evening :cry:
Michael loved EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US!!!! you...you...AND YOU!!!!!

giving michael a BIG hug ****

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:huggy: Michael loves us all, you and me... but I feel you.. I'm feeling so sad the last days :cry:
 
FunkeyJay said:
:huggy: Michael loves us all, you and me... but I feel you.. I'm feeling so sad the last days :cry:
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you know that people say time is a healer.. well.. I disagree!
to me it doesn't HEAL in time..and does it get better? well..SOME days! SOME days are better than those first days after his death.. but then it hits back just as hard as the day of the news arrived

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