^ Oooo, that reminds me! Late last night (so, like at dawn
) right before bed I had some thoughts and then said something to Michael in my head briefly. Geez, I can't freaking remember what I said :doh: It was a question, but sort of posed light-heartedly, I think... agh, can't remember. So I said this looking at his picture across the room and then turned back to the computer screen and as I turned there was a big BRIGHT spark of light several feet away, up near the ceiling, sort of a purple/lightning color. I just smiled
Somehow I forgot to say something about that pic you posted about from K.F.! Can you share what you 'saw', or is it one of those ethereal and unexplainable kinds of moments? I admit that picture does have something eery about it, but crazy that you had some kind of experience like that just looking at it! :blink:
I seriously cannot look at that picture without slipping into some sort of "zone", it's odd. I usually don't get that with any pictures of him, I'm very much into colors and all that stuff, but with him personally I don't get hung up on any "periods" of his life for example. I definitely love the later styles for some reason but I'm not very visually focussed on him, hard to explain.
A year later I almost don't associate him with his physical appearance in life anymore. Don't get me wrong, I do find him to be one of the most beautiful men to have EVER graced this planet but when I think of him I see less and less "Michael Jackson in stage outfits", I couldn't even tell you WHAT image I have in my had when I hear his name. It's more a feeling of what he feels like. Does any of that makes sense??
Also, whenever I do see him he just morphs and morphs into all sorts of appearances, some of them have absolutely nothing to do with your standard human face AT ALL.
Last night he was showing up behind himself in that photo.
I'll try to find photos that show aspects of it.
Take the colors of this, ignore the face and body. Just go with the feeling of the picture.
Here's another picture, the colors of it correspond to what he "felt" like showing himself. He didn't not chose an Angel look at all, it's more the feeling I'm trying to describe, no wings etc.
Now, that this and imagine a "being" with that. Very tall, very slender, the proportions were too tall and slender to be human.
It would be more like a non-human mix of Angel, Merlin the Magician and Gandalf the Grey turning Gandalf the White, having transformed. Very difficult to describe. I do call him magician at times and always get a Merlin vibe with him, too. There was also an Indian yogi-vibe to him, I think that's the mentor vibe I get off of him.
He was standing from left to right, raising both his arms with the palms up.
Very impressive. Incredibly calming and loving. Nothing to be scared of. Looked nothing like himself in human incarnation, nothing at all.
I loved it.