Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[Tinkerbell2]

I was lying in bed all night last night , and I couldn't stop crying ... My heart was aching so badly. I couldn't see a picture of Michael withouth crying.. And when I saw the coroner's report ... Oh god.. Justice or not justice, we won't ever get Michael back.. It's so hard to believe all this is happening.. I hope you all are okay :hug:

 

[camille]

How do you know that? We cannot say anything for sure here.I have a different opinion at least about Bonnie. I followed her and this thread from the beginning (big thanks Amy for this that she started this thread) and I was VERY sceptical too. I had a chance (it was given to me) to check Bonnie and it was more then enough for me to realize that she is not fake. I do not know about other mediums. I think most of them are liars, some even deal with bad energies and I would never go to see them. I even would not go to see Bonnie because talking to a medim it feels like they go into my privacy. I do not want to do it. However Bonnie has a very positive good, energy and she is very nice peron with a real gift.imo. Look at her website, she even put all those videos to clean Michael's name from all garbage the media were putting on him for years. She did all those updates not a long time ago, not from the firts or second session, much later.It tells me something....

well of course i don't know for sure ... as i suppose neither do you .. my opinion is just based on my spiritual beliefs as well as a limited experience to draw on......

i also have gone thru this thread from the beginning .. :bugeyed lol....i watched all the bonnie videos and read about the group sessions as well........

bonnie struck me as odd..because she has alottt of evidence to back up what she is saying .... but i have learnt especially when it relates to michael jackson that almost everyone has an ulterior motive......and as such i just wonder if she couldn't have done a lot of research BEFORE "channelling" him .....as opposed to AFTER ....i'm referencing the fact that she says that she channels him and then she discovers all these tidbits of information that correspond and validate her channelling....however how do we know that she didn't find that information first and then do her "channelling".

she also gives information that everyone already knows ....and any information that she does not give is the stuff we don't know and she says she can't release that information because a case is pending...

it just strikes me as odd....

the group sessions ...you guys just need to be careful that you are not opening yourself to bad energy beings that can toy with you and manipulate you .

i say all of this with love ok guys ...i just want you guys to be careful :wub:

 

[amygrace]

Btw...interesting to see how many people actually read along in this thread without saying something apart from when we talk about other subjects. It makes me feel a little...uncomfortable? Really not mean to diss anyone at all, everyone is free to join in ofcourse! But I feel a bit like I'm being watched or something while I'm open to tell my stories and feelings here. Guess I need to remind myself that this is a public forum...hehe.

Hehe...I've had that feeling occasionally. I'm such an open book, and especially with how close I've come to feel to all of you who actively participate in this thread, I share a lot. I know we have lurkers and of course we welcome anyone who wants to join in...but I guess it's just not really knowing who is looking in here...makes me uncomfortable sometimes.

bonnie struck me as odd..because she has alottt of evidence to back up what she is saying .... but i have learnt especially when it relates to michael jackson that almost everyone has an ulterior motive......and as such i just wonder if she couldn't have done a lot of research BEFORE "channelling" him .....as opposed to AFTER ....i'm referencing the fact that she says that she channels him and then she discovers all these tidbits of information that correspond and validate her channelling....however how do we know that she didn't find that information first and then do her "channelling".

Just wanted to point out that a few of Bonnie's confirmations on what she had channeled, came from events that happened after his death. So she has channeled information that nobody could have known...until someone said something in an interview about it.

the group sessions ...you guys just need to be careful that you are not opening yourself to bad energy beings that can toy with you and manipulate you .

Had to quote this too because our sessions are meditations, not seances. :lol: And we all know how to protect ourselves. But aside from that, although there are spirits out there that wish to manipulate, you have to allow that to happen. Participating in anything 'spiritual' isn't just an open invitation for dark spirits. Especially with meditations when your intent is focused on the light. :angel:

 

[mjbunny]

^ Had to update this to say, that's right. Light and love and meditation.

Oh, Tink and darlingdear & everyone... :heart: :hug: :heart:

Mrs Music - yeah, I know what you mean. A lot of personal info :mello: And at the same time, talking about something openly gives others 'permission' to talk about the topic as well. Still, it's a strange and a bit disconcerting thing to consider.

Been trying to work my way through the coroner's report thread here, ever so slowly, in case others noticed something I didn't. And then I found here on my computer my accounting of June 25th that I wrote down on July 13th (what all I did on that day, hour by hour). One thing that made me kind of... a bit was that during the 10:00am-noon (in L.A.) timeframe, when I got really shaky for a while and couldn't figure out why (whole other topic), I apparently took a break from some research I was doing to go to YouTube. There I seemingly ran across the 'piano recital in Warsaw' video for the first time and watched it over and over, feeling all :wub: . God, I don't even remember that! I wrote that I favorited it that day, right when Michael was leaving us. Man, I'll never see that gif in my signature the same way again...

 

[Louise.]

Hey everyone. Hope everyone isn't too bad. I feel really rubbish today, so emotionally drained. I read the autopsy report (God knows why) and cried my eyes out.
Reading it made my heart literally ache. I just want Michael back so much.

Hugs everyone. :group:

 

[darlingdear]

Extending my love and hugs to you all :heart: :hug:

I just finished reading the autopsy report. I didn't fully read it really intensely, I just skimmed over it.
It was hard to believe it was actually MJ's. Like when I was reading it, I didn't connect it together in my mind (I think cos I'm still feeling numb..). But then after, when I saw 6/25, just came screaming back to me
I'm having one of those paranoid moments, whereby at the time I felt like I wanted to read the report, but then after I was a bit like, invading Michael's privacy? But I know that us fans just want to know what really happened, since some are unable to give us these answers!
I think that feeling of guilt/paranoia is just because I haven't felt Michael around me/in my dreams for a while now, so that was playing on my mind, I hope I haven't done something ya know (sounds silly I know...) but now I hope this won't make Michael stay away more..I know I am being very silly about this.

I don't think I can cry anymore, I think, like Lou, I'm just emotionally drained. Everywhere I looked today it was just Michael, Michael, Michael. Tonight I know I will get emotional again, when the distractions of the day die down. My heart was aching last night, exactly like June 25th, exactly like the memorial, exactly like the grammy's. Sorry I'm having a stream of consciouness moment. :heart:

edit: I forgot a couple of things I wanted to say.
First, I love this thread, as you all know. It's so much more than the title states. It's like my little secret cos we discuss so many spiritual related things as well as the Bonnie stuff. I think the title acts as a filter-like system. If you all get me? (I'm not being rude to those who do not believe in all this spirituality stuff, but just like to pass-by from time-to-time. :flowers

Secondly, a bit late I know, but I read your post mjbunny on the MLP website, about personal love tutor. Really, really wonderful words you wrote :hug:
This made me think today about this: Listening to MJ's songs, they always feel timeless, you know. The sound never ages. To me this is like, helping to keep MJ's message of LOVE alive, cos (well me, personally) I can listen to MJ's songs from say the 70s & 80s & feel like they could of been released right now, whereas sometimes a lot of songs can feel a bit...dated? So I think this..ageless quality..helps to continue spread the message of LOVE..do you all see? I hope so lol.

 

[Bee]

Double post.

 

[Bee]

Glad I'm not the only one feeling uncomfortable with that...I guess it's indeed the 'not knowing' who reads it and stuff. Sometimes I'm afraid we will get hijacked or anything. This thread means so much to me, it would be so sad to see this whole atmosphere here go away...this all gives so much comfort...it's hard to really put a finger on what it means but yeah...guess you guys feel the same. Hope we can continue this on the long run! :huggy:

Been trying to work my way through the coroner's report thread here, ever so slowly, in case others noticed something I didn't. And then I found here on my computer my accounting of June 25th that I wrote down on July 13th (what all I did on that day, hour by hour). One thing that made me kind of... a bit was that during the 10:00am-noon (in L.A.) timeframe, when I got really shaky for a while and couldn't figure out why (whole other topic), I apparently took a break from some research I was doing to go to YouTube. There I seemingly ran across the 'piano recital in Warsaw' video for the first time and watched it over and over, feeling all :wub: . God, I don't even remember that! I wrote that I favorited it that day, right when Michael was leaving us. Man, I'll never see that gif in my signature the same way again...

Aww...I'm sorry for you. I have these kind of feelings so often....I was deleting my phone text-inbox and saw a few texts a friend of mine send me on that night...and one a few hours before from another person, just so hard to read and know what would happen in a few hours. Or even when I see other dates from the past...everything reflects me to 'that time Michael was still here'...*sigh*.


Hugs for everyone needing it here!

 

[xo_lola_xo]

:wild::wild::wild:

OK, I can barely contain myself!!!!

First, let me just say that if anyone has a bit of meditation, telepathy-like abilities in my family, then it's definitely my mom. She prays and meditates a lot and is able to pick up energies and spirits whom she asks to pray for our family. She grew up on MJ, they are one year apart in age and she has always loved Michael. She is not the biggest fan in the world, but you catch my drift...nothing but love for MJ.

Well, tonight I came home from grocery shopping and walked into my mom's room...mom is smiling from ear to ear. I ask, "Why the big smile? whats up?"

Mom: "I spoke to Michael."

Me: :mello:...

"Well what did he say?"

She said, "No wait, I'm not just going to jump straight to our conversation, I have to give you details on what I saw and what happened in the vision."

So, there I stood, ANXIOUSLY waiting for her to get to the point but then I realized the details were worth the wait.

She said she was doing her usual praying and meditating when she saw a HUGE vision of Michael. She was thrilled and said Michael was transparent, very healthy and put on some weight (not chubby or anything, just a good healthy weight -think MJ Dangerous Era, etc..), his face looked very smooth, soft and youthful -almost without any stress from life. And his hair... curly!!

She then went on to describe his clothing. The clothes he had on was something no one has ever seen, it was similar to his regal jackets but the color was in black. The shoulders were similar to the outfit he wore when he accepted his grammys for the Thriller album. Except, the shoulders were made of real solid gold, it was gold from the top of the shoulders and narrowed down to the mid-point of his arm (close to his elbows).

On top of that, Michael was decorated like an honored soldier from war! These decorations and medals were also in real gold, and it was a ton of them -from the middle of his chest, up to the top of his shoulders. She said it was almost blinding how bright the gold was. She also said that he has been elevated to a VERY high status and is now called King Michael (on the other side), this is due to all of his humanitarian work as well as his ideals and aspirations for humanity as a whole while he was here on earth.

She then asked Michael "why me? out of all the people, why did you choose to talk to me?" He said that it doesn't have to do with age, sex or race but it has to do with your soul. He said that he goes around and speaks to those who have good hearts and whose souls are bright. I believe someone posted about this earlier, well I'm writing to confirm that YES, Michael sees our souls and I'm sure he will be talking to you soon. Just keep focusing and meditate with disregard to such a chaotic world.

In the middle of all of this, Michael held my mom's hand and said that he will take her to the people who has the ability to change the world. She found herself holding Michael's hand as well as the hands (in spirit) of Oprah

 

[Asedora]

bonnie struck me as odd..because she has alottt of evidence to back up what she is saying .... but i have learnt especially when it relates to michael jackson that almost everyone has an ulterior motive......and as such i just wonder if she couldn't have done a lot of research BEFORE "channelling" him .....as opposed to AFTER ....i'm referencing the fact that she says that she channels him and then she discovers all these tidbits of information that correspond and validate her channelling....however how do we know that she didn't find that information first and then do her "channelling".

she also gives information that everyone already knows ....and any information that she does not give is the stuff we don't know and she says she can't release that information because a case is pending...

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This is what I was thinking before too. But like I said I was given a chance to check her info. I would say 2 chances. Bonnie doesn't know me and she does not know what kind of experience I had.
I have learned and I believe that in spiritual world nothing is accidental and no coincidences imo. When Amy started this thread it was NOT an accident too imo. When one girl came to this thread and warned ppl not to share personal stuff here it was not an accident as well. After she warned ppl here I received my own warnings 2 times and it was impossible to miss them. It makes perfect sense at least to me. Now I know what I can share what I cannot.
Bonnie could do any kind of "research" before her channeling but we have an example of mediums who know about MJ no less then Bonnie but their channeling sounds pretty much fake. Think about it. I am surprised actually that you have been lurking in this thread for such a long time and you never posted anything here? I wonder now how many ppl were reading this thread….

 

[Asedora]

Just wanted to point out that a few of Bonnie's confirmations on what she had channeled, came from events that happened after his death. So she has channeled information that nobody could have known...until someone said something in an interview about it.

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Exactly. Good point.

 

[Neeve]

Hey everyone. Hope everyone isn't too bad. I feel really rubbish today, so emotionally drained. I read the autopsy report (God knows why) and cried my eyes out.
Reading it made my heart literally ache. I just want Michael back so much.

Hugs everyone. :group:

:better: :better:
Oh honey, I know, I feel the same way. I'm caught between wanting to talk about it to get it out of my system, and not wanting to ever think about it again. It hurts so so much. Just remember that we're all in this together.

Love to everyone
xxx

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Oh yesterday was just awful. It felt like I was living in a nightmare. It was horrible I didn't read the autopsy report. I'm too afraid to. I don't think I could handle it. Maybe it's better I don't.

honestly i feel sorry for Dr. Murray ....i think he got caught up in all that maginificent energy that was michael jackson .. and he lost his head ....i think michael seemed more than human to him .....e does to all of you.... he seemed something out of this world ...and i don't think Dr. Murray ever once thought that Michael would have died. He made a stupid decision...and Michael obviously went along with it ...and the inevitable happened.....it's so sad cuz its something the seemed to have done regularly.....

Ok, but why does it seem like Murray doesn't feel any shred of remorse for what he did? That really bothers me. I'm sorry, but I just can't ever feel sorry for this man.

Anyway, I hope everyone is doing all right. These are hard times. :hug:

 

[Asedora]

Guys! I wish to say something more about Bonnie. It is IMPORTANT pls read Something I found out just recently.

I was reading Joe statement to the fans from yesterday and paid attention that Joe was talking about STOLEN POSSESSIONS from Michael. And it just hit me! Remember the first Bonnie channeling session? She was saying (Michaels was saying lol): “Stop grabbing pieces of Michael Jackson, there is no pieces left. The material possessions I loved when I was a live they do not matter, I am telling you they do not matter…” Remember that?

I was reading Joe statement and was like wow! Now I understand what Bonnie was applying to who these words were addressed to. We did not have this info before. Did we? No we did not… .I did not know about it till I read this statement that items were STOLEN. And see, Bonnie was talking about stuff MJ loved. Joe was talking about possessions they wanted to use for the exhibition. I find this coincidence very, very accurate. This channeling session was on July 7th 2009? I doubt that she knew at that time that somebody stole MJ items. If we fans did not know how would she know it on July the 7 just 12 days after Michael's death? It doesn't make any sense.

Here is a part of Joe recent statement:

There has been an exhibition planned that will display many of Michael’s personal items. Joe wants to inform fans that those items were STOLEN from Michael’s estate after his passing. Michael nor the family ever intended for those things to be taken. Michael’s personal possessions should belong to his children and the estate, not some company wishing to exploit them.

It is believed that one of those people, Dr. Tohme Tohme, took those items illegally.

What do you think?

 

[amygrace]

^We actually had confirmation on that a month or so after Bonnie channeled it I think. There was a news story saying some items of Michael's had been stolen. Pretty crazy.


I want to reply to all you guys more in depth but I gotta run. Again, hugs and happy thoughts to you all! :group:

 

[Asedora]

^We actually had confirmation on that a month or so after Bonnie channeled it I think. There was a news story saying some items of Michael's had been stolen. Pretty crazy.


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Yaeh, preatty crazy! I do not reamember the article, probably I missed it but still, an article is something you can believe or not. If it was one 1 month after his death it is still crazy, I agree. This statemens came from Joe. Also, I was on Karen FB and 3 days ago she posted there that all MJ material possessions were gathered and cataloged a few months before his death. I thin that family just realized recently they are not getting them back if KF and Joe started talking about it just now. We have even more confirmation on this part of channeling

 

[FunkeyJay]

:wild::wild::wild:

OK, I can barely contain myself!!!!

First, let me just say that if anyone has a bit of meditation, telepathy-like abilities in my family, then it's definitely my mom. She prays and meditates a lot and is able to pick up energies and spirits whom she asks to pray for our family. She grew up on MJ, they are one year apart in age and she has always loved Michael. She is not the biggest fan in the world, but you catch my drift...nothing but love for MJ.

Well, tonight I came home from grocery shopping and walked into my mom's room...mom is smiling from ear to ear. I ask, "Why the big smile? whats up?"

Mom: "I spoke to Michael."

Me: :mello:...

"Well what did he say?"

She said, "No wait, I'm not just going to jump straight to our conversation, I have to give you details on what I saw and what happened in the vision."

So, there I stood, ANXIOUSLY waiting for her to get to the point but then I realized the details were worth the wait.

She said she was doing her usual praying and meditating when she saw a HUGE vision of Michael. She was thrilled and said Michael was transparent, very healthy and put on some weight (not chubby or anything, just a good healthy weight -think MJ Dangerous Era, etc..), his face looked very smooth, soft and youthful -almost without any stress from life. And his hair... curly!!

She then went on to describe his clothing. The clothes he had on was something no one has ever seen, it was similar to his regal jackets but the color was in black. The shoulders were similar to the outfit he wore when he accepted his grammys for the Thriller album. Except, the shoulders were made of real solid gold, it was gold from the top of the shoulders and narrowed down to the mid-point of his arm (close to his elbows).

On top of that, Michael was decorated like an honored soldier from war! These decorations and medals were also in real gold, and it was a ton of them -from the middle of his chest, up to the top of his shoulders. She said it was almost blinding how bright the gold was. She also said that he has been elevated to a VERY high status and is now called King Michael (on the other side), this is due to all of his humanitarian work as well as his ideals and aspirations for humanity as a whole while he was here on earth.

She then asked Michael "why me? out of all the people, why did you choose to talk to me?" He said that it doesn't have to do with age, sex or race but it has to do with your soul. He said that he goes around and speaks to those who have good hearts and whose souls are bright. I believe someone posted about this earlier, well I'm writing to confirm that YES, Michael sees our souls and I'm sure he will be talking to you soon. Just keep focusing and meditate with disregard to such a chaotic world.

In the middle of all of this, Michael held my mom's hand and said that he will take her to the people who has the ability to change the world. She found herself holding Michael's hand as well as the hands (in spirit) of Oprah

 

[MJstarlight]

That is very beautiful Gina_Marie!!!

 

[Tinkerbell2]

:wild::wild::wild:

OK, I can barely contain myself!!!!

First, let me just say that if anyone has a bit of meditation, telepathy-like abilities in my family, then it's definitely my mom. She prays and meditates a lot and is able to pick up energies and spirits whom she asks to pray for our family. She grew up on MJ, they are one year apart in age and she has always loved Michael. She is not the biggest fan in the world, but you catch my drift...nothing but love for MJ.

Well, tonight I came home from grocery shopping and walked into my mom's room...mom is smiling from ear to ear. I ask, "Why the big smile? whats up?"

Mom: "I spoke to Michael."

Me: :mello:...

"Well what did he say?"

She said, "No wait, I'm not just going to jump straight to our conversation, I have to give you details on what I saw and what happened in the vision."

So, there I stood, ANXIOUSLY waiting for her to get to the point but then I realized the details were worth the wait.

She said she was doing her usual praying and meditating when she saw a HUGE vision of Michael. She was thrilled and said Michael was transparent, very healthy and put on some weight (not chubby or anything, just a good healthy weight -think MJ Dangerous Era, etc..), his face looked very smooth, soft and youthful -almost without any stress from life. And his hair... curly!!

She then went on to describe his clothing. The clothes he had on was something no one has ever seen, it was similar to his regal jackets but the color was in black. The shoulders were similar to the outfit he wore when he accepted his grammys for the Thriller album. Except, the shoulders were made of real solid gold, it was gold from the top of the shoulders and narrowed down to the mid-point of his arm (close to his elbows).

On top of that, Michael was decorated like an honored soldier from war! These decorations and medals were also in real gold, and it was a ton of them -from the middle of his chest, up to the top of his shoulders. She said it was almost blinding how bright the gold was. She also said that he has been elevated to a VERY high status and is now called King Michael (on the other side), this is due to all of his humanitarian work as well as his ideals and aspirations for humanity as a whole while he was here on earth.

She then asked Michael "why me? out of all the people, why did you choose to talk to me?" He said that it doesn't have to do with age, sex or race but it has to do with your soul. He said that he goes around and speaks to those who have good hearts and whose souls are bright. I believe someone posted about this earlier, well I'm writing to confirm that YES, Michael sees our souls and I'm sure he will be talking to you soon. Just keep focusing and meditate with disregard to such a chaotic world.

In the middle of all of this, Michael held my mom's hand and said that he will take her to the people who has the ability to change the world. She found herself holding Michael's hand as well as the hands (in spirit) of Oprah

 

[Bee]

JACKSON'S SPIRIT 'CONTACTED' IN SEANCE
10 February 2010 08:11 - MICHAEL JACKSON has spoken out from beyond the grave to LISA MARIE PRESLEY in a spooky seance, according to the KING OF POP's former make-up artist.
Beautician Karen Faye and Jackson's ex-wife Presley allegedly made contact with the singer, who died in June (09), with the help of a medium last week (ends07Feb10).
Faye insists the Thriller icon's spirit seemed to be "unsettled" and expressed remorse for any wrongdoing.
Faye says, "He seemed to be on a mission to reach out to people in his life and be forgiven. Michael spent his time explaining his faults and wanting us to forgive him. He seemed unsettled.
"He seemed more jovial with Lisa. The psychic turned to me and said Michael is telling me, 'You took such good care of me, and I am so sorry I hurt you so much.'
"He said he should have listened to me more. It hit me straight in the heart."
The 53 year old insists the psychic had "no idea" of her relationship with Jackson, adding, "There were definite, deep insights that would have been difficult (for a psychic) to make up. It was detailed about the inner dynamics of his family and his levels of pain and emotional inability."
Elvis Presley's daughter wed Jackson in 1994 but they split just 18 months later.

Source: http://www.contactmusic.com/news.nsf/story/jacksons-spirit-contacted-in-seance_1131599

*sigh* Wonder if this is true at all....although maybe KF would do and indeed go to the media.
But yeah...strange...thought I just post it here for you guys to read.

 

[cyberjackson]

I don't know what to think of that seance. Did it really take place and with whom? Does LMP really hang out with Karen Faye? There are some more questions running through my mind. I feel like I'm going to explode with ya know everything that is going on. I won't even read the autopsy report..too afraid and oh everything is just bad right now... it feels like the end of the world. :mello:

 

[FunkeyJay]

Ooh, ooooh I have to emotional dreams recently. But I forget them after a few hours (..oh btw, remember them with you tips worked!)
But I just had a emotional right now.. I wish it was about Michael, but instead it was about Murray I didn't see him but he was in a building, there was a window on the first floor and I stood there with fans (at least it looked like that). They were screaming they hearts out to Murray, I couldn't not only feel my pain, but I felt all their pain, it made me cry in dream.

Have a blessed day everyone

 

[Asedora]

*sigh* Wonder if this is true at all....although maybe KF would do and indeed go to the media.
But yeah...strange...thought I just post it here for you guys to read.

According to KF page (i did not read it myself) she and LMP went to a medium to "channel" MJ. From Karen's words fans say MJ said "sorry Karen" but she did not say what medim said to LMP.

This is BS about him asking to forgive him about "wrongdoing". It made me laugh. These ppl who create this article are bunch of liars. It looks like they did on purpose to paint Michael as a child molester even in death.

Also, I do not know what kind of medium LMP and Karen went to, but because it was not Bonnie I would not even pay that much attention to it. Bonnie would never channel MJ "expressing remorse for any wrongdoing". Sounds like 100% BS. What a crazy medim the went to?


edit: this message appered with number 1111 on this page.

 

[mjbunny]

Update: ^ So apparently KF did mention it, but the comments have been deleted.

I checked Karen's FB page and can't find that she's commented yet about that seance article. When someone asked her about it on FB, however, they were immediately jumped on by others with the now ubiquitous 'fakers GTFO' style comments. So God forbid anyone dares to ask. Also earlier my hubby read to me a summary of answers fans got from LaToya and some representative she was with here recently in Germany and it was about finding a note with names like Dileo & Branca and Thome on it (probably all stuff known over in the IU) and I'm just feeling so... uke: .... really upset today. Just torn up inside. All the conflicting stories are driving me insane. I don't want to believe something and have it turn out to be wrong I just want the truth. I'm left feeling "my God, what if I'm misinterpreting the answer I've received every time and believing the wrong thing????" (But my gut still says it's right.) So it's all left me in this effed up feeling where I'm doubting the world, myself, the other side, everything. I just want to... cry, sleep.... just not deal with any of it anymore!!!! Then there's a whole ton of crap personally (financial & medical stuff, etc, etc)...
:tonofbricks

I dreamed of Michael a bit last night. Just about being at a concert and seeing him from a distance. It was nice. Later all kinds of weird, confusing things like writers of two MJ blog sites being killed by their fathers (?), but like tricked into killing them by some anti-MJ group. :mello:

 

[Lucilla]

I had this dream like 3 days after he passed. I was broken, but also was worried for his soul even though I know he’s a good man and always innocent, I wanted a confirmation that he finally got the happiness he deserved.

I’m not religious but I’m very spiritual. I have to say that I was worried because I grow up with some believes like the limbo, purgatory and that kind of stuff. (Actually a few years ago the same pope denied those place existed :lol But I was still worried. I wanted him to be in peace and happy right away, I didn’t want him to wait for that happiness. It’s funny I’ve never dreamed about him in 15 years of loving him. Not once, but after he passed I dreamed about him like 5 times and this was the first dream.

So I was looking through a glass door, doors like those Parisian coffee houses have. I was looking outside and there he was playing and laughing (laughing his a** off, sorry but he was :lol:, he was so cute) with some people. He was playing with one of those supermarket carts, running with children and grown up people, they were all dressed in white but Michael was dressed up in red like the Blood on the dance floor video. He was so happy and beautiful, he was having fun playing in the sunshine. It was a beautiful place, kind of looked like Neverland. He was laughing then he looked at me with a big smile and got close to my door and made a move like inviting me to join and play with them. I wanted to go but then I woke up :doh:

When I woke up I really felt like that dream was my answer. He was as happy as someone can be, I felt relax and I was so happy for him. Now every time I think of that dream I can’t help but smile sorry for my english.

 

[Asedora]

I checked Karen's FB page and can't find that she's commented yet about that seance article. It's probably BS.

it does not look like BS. Fans said that it was a very long thread on Karen FB, but she removed it later. Ppl talking about it you can read in LMP thread on this forum. Looks like a medium they went to was BS but the information about them going is more likly the truth.

 

[twinklEE]

Faye deleted the comments she made regarding the seance.

 

[mjbunny]

it does not look like BS. Fans said that it was a very long thread on Karen FB, but she removed it later. Ppl talking about it you can read in LMP thread on this forum. Looks like a medium they went to was BS but the information about them going is more likly the truth.

Ok, so if she removed it that would be why I've searched down her entire wall and can't find her mention it :doh: Gotcha. Problem is that some FB friends (like ones who post there every day) are acting like it's a disgusting false article, so wtf? You know what? I give up. I just give up.

 

[Bee]

I'm just feeling so... uke: .... really upset today. Just torn up inside. All the conflicting stories are driving me insane. I don't want to believe something and have it turn out to be wrong I just want the truth. I'm left feeling "my God, what if I'm misinterpreting the answer I've received every time and believing the wrong thing????" (But my gut still says it's right.) So it's all left me in this effed up feeling where I'm doubting the world, myself, the other side, everything. I just want to... cry, sleep.... just not deal with any of it anymore!!!! Then there's a whole ton of crap personally (financial & medical stuff, etc, etc)...
:tonofbricks

Aww..sorry to hear this hun, know what you mean with all those conflicting stories. I often don't know what to read or not, what to believe or not...etc, it's quite hard...especially now with this Murray thing coming on I just don't know. On one hand I want to fight to get justice out there, but on the other hand...I'm so emotionally drained even looking at that surrender thing last time and yeah...can't get Michael back with it anyway. Even though Michael so much deserves the truth and the justice.

Guess I need to think carefully about what to focus on and how to divide the attention to it 'cause it's so much more important to stay focussed on this love, this power..you know? I don't wanna lose that for getting into too much negativity. Ugh.

Also sorry to hear the crap piling up for you - hope you'll feel better soon! :better:

 

[amygrace]

Interesting about the 'seance' info from Karen. Hmm...I'm not sure what to think about it. I would doubt that she would lie about something like that in public, knowing that Lisa could hear about it too. If she removed it on her FB it's probably because of people finding it a "disgusting false article" and that wasn't the response she wanted. While I don't fully trust Karen, I also can't fully trust any fans who made that statement without reading the whole article myself. It's just like how some fans would come to this thread and say how what Bonnie is doing is awful and misleading. Everyone has their own beliefs. From what was posted of the article here though, I don't see what is so terrible about it. I think that for Michael to "express remorse for any wrongdoings" doesn't suddenly paint him in a bad light. I mean...he was human like us! And we don't know all that happened between him and Lisa. To me the overall session, whether true or not, sounds like Michael was doing what he could to help with any "unfinished business" him and Lisa may have, while giving her comfort at the same time. The psychic they went to could have been getting information through a thick filter also, so the underlying message got through...but just not in so many words. I don't know. Just giving my own analysis at first glance.

eally upset today. Just torn up inside. All the conflicting stories are driving me insane. I don't want to believe something and have it turn out to be wrong I just want the truth. I'm left feeling "my God, what if I'm misinterpreting the answer I've received every time and believing the wrong thing????" (But my gut still says it's right.) So it's all left me in this effed up feeling where I'm doubting the world, myself, the other side, everything.

Sorry you are feeling this way girl. :better: I know what you mean though. It's really hard with all these conflicting stories. I seriously just want to scream out to people WHY CAN'T YOU JUST STOP BEING SELFISH AND TELL THE TRUTH!!! I sometimes doubt if everything I think I know about the situation is wrong...then that would be awful for me to just sit here and not doing anything about it! But I just don't know what is what. I have a feeling... but what if that's wrong? I just want to support Michael in the best way I can. I wasn't able to be there for him in his lifetime, I want to be there for him now. Sorry if I'm rambling... I hope you feel better about things soon. We're all just hangin' in there, doing the the best we can. I think it's important we just don't let all this stuff get the best of us. We need to keep our heads above water. :huggy:

lucilla - what a sweet dream. :wub: thank you for sharing!