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Mature Era - Michael in the 2000s

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LinLoveMJ said:
my pc is blowing up, pics pics everywere to save
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having our own lil picture party arent we haha ...yeah we grew up with him so its like a relationship in a way you know? i never got to meet him but u just love from affar
 
wendijane said:
having our own lil picture party arent we haha ...yeah we grew up with him so its like a relationship in a way you know? i never got to meet him but u just love from affar
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yes great party! yes its love. I am ashamed to say he is my only love. real love.
 
its deep many layers and thats why theres pain cos we had so many memories ...you know?
 
LinLoveMJ said:
yes great party! yes its love. I am ashamed to say he is my only love. real love.
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You cannot be ashamed of that. Cannot b ashmed of love Theres so much to this and ....it's time, we invested in so much time with him and we invested and we invest - in so much emotion.
 
wendijane said:
You cannot be ashamed of that. Cannot b ashmed of love Theres so much to this and ....it's time, we invested in so much time with him and we invested and we invest - in so much emotion.
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so much emotions. its real. one minute happy, next so sad and all in between.. I will never get over it. He is deep in my heart, and took a piece of it with him. (now I destroyed your party haha)
 
LinLoveMJ said:
so much emotions. its real. one minute happy, next so sad and all in between.. I will never get over it. He is deep in my heart, and took a piece of it with him. (now I destroyed your party haha)
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haha awww nah no but the thing is , well it is like a relationship right? has some factors to it. the emotional value is so high ...like all those years invested , and the there's the memories and theres nostalgic aspects , and then there is our youth too -theres so many layers to loving Michael and people who we cant love fully so we do it best way we can and ...he is not here anymore , so ...that shit hurts.
 
LinLoveMJ said:
so much emotions. its real. one minute happy, next so sad and all in between.. I will never get over it. He is deep in my heart, and took a piece of it with him. (now I destroyed your party haha)
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well i went mute i was never the same i used to do weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee across the board like that . i would get really excited to the point of being sick - he got me so high ...so imagine that film crank - it was like that every day seeing him - you know this cause you feel it too and just ..yeah ...so i get what you mean. It is very very painful....theres so much ...like a parrot again - but i get ....choked up cos there is alot of emotions invested.
 
wendijane said:
well i went mute i was never the same i used to do weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee across the board like that . i would get really excited and just ..yeah ...so i get what you mean. It is very very painful
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It really is. Broke my heart, never healed. I have to believe he is around (above) otherwise I will loose my mind too.
 
LinLoveMJ said:
It really is. Broke my heart, never healed. I have to believe he is around (above) otherwise I will loose my mind too.
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i totally ..cosign
it is high voltage emotional enamoured of him. it is being bewitched and besotted and enraptured i think. I am trying to figure out what it is but i will never know! many ways to look at it. it is a personal thing.
 
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