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This is how I felt after the trial too...Just as long as he had freedom and his children and that I knew he was somewhere out there was enough for me. I don't know how to cope with this. :(
 
im going tell a short story that will make cry and think about michael would like you to do to rembmer him
im not asking to bring back our michael
back in jesus days
michael's brothers/sister michael has died
but jesus seen it all/more saw that michael was buired alive
few days jesus made michael a saint by rising michael from the dead
that was a mircale in its self that one person can accidently get buried alive
his brothers/sisters never knew mircales can happen did not believe it
till michael become a living saint

in our days not much persons don't believe in god/jesus
and experinece that god has other plans for them
what michael want us to do is not forget about michael
just live our lifes know that jesus has other plans for us without michael in our lives

we can keep michael legacy a life by
listen to michael's music
watch a few tributes on youtube
do few things that michael teach us- give money to charties
we tell other persons about what michael meant to us
reality michael died and nothing can bring back michael
plans that jesus has michael can not be undone
and if believe in god and what plans he has us without michael in our lives
you will feel/see other mircales happen around you
 
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I so totally agree with you. I still so very badly want my Michael back. It is nothing but absolute total torturous hell living in a Michaelless world now. I still sometimes wish I had kept my suicide promise. Because my pain as well as my depression and sadness still tends to be very intense for me at times. That I end up thinking about death almost all of the time. And it really can't be helped. I know I will be in deep mourning for him for the rest of my life. I tend to show that I am in mourning for him by always wearing all black. Most days I wear black pants and a black Michael Jackson t-shirt. I am wearing that now.
 
I know how your all feeling..it's still hard for me to get over the fact Michael's not here anymore its like a bad dream I need to wake up from. Like you stated forget those things I just want him back, I wish that was possible it certainly wasen't his time to go. He still had so much he wanted to show us and WOW us with. I feel blessed though with all the great memories he left us and now I just want to keep is legacy alive with the help of other fans. :)
 
I know a lot of people who were forever complaining when Michael was alive - "Why won't he give us another album, NOW!", "Why won't he do another world tour, NOW!", "Why won't he do an interview telling us his future plans, NOW!".

Sme of these people are now saying they don't care about the new music, DVDs, Films, etc. - they just want him back.

Perhaps this is a lesson for life. We need to stop putting pressure on those we love to do things WE WANT, and just appreciate them being around?

For most fans before June 25th, it was't enough for Michael just to be around, they 'wanted' things from him - some 'demanded' things from him.

As they say; you don't realise what you've got until it's gone.

Sorry Michael. :-(
 
deano said:
For most fans before June 25th, it was't enough for Michael just to be around, they 'wanted' things from him - some 'demanded' things from him.
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Do you know "most fans" that well to say these things? No, you don't. So don't say things like that. Most fans were happy that he was here. Of course we hoped he would do something professionally sooner or later, but it's not like most fans were putting pressure on him. If there were some fans who demanded things, they surely were in the minority.
 
JMie said:
Do you know "most fans" that well to say these things? No, you don't. So don't say things like that. Most fans were happy that he was here. Of course we hoped he would do something professionally sooner or later, but it's not like most fans were putting pressure on him. If there were some fans who demanded things, they surely were in the minority.
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I Agree so much.. I don't like it when people say most fans.. Yes you can say fans in general, if you actually experienced that alot of fans really wanted something from him.. but to me, really it was enough to just have him here.. I miss him to much.. Still hurting like h*ll!
 
Dangerous21 said:
This is how I felt after the trial too...Just as long as he had freedom and his children and that I knew he was somewhere out there was enough for me. I don't know how to cope with this. :(
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Me too and that's why I was so happy just knowing he was safe with his children before the TII announcement. I loved seeing new pics of him shopping with his children, that was exciting enough on the forums and for me. I didn't need anything else.

When he announced the TII concerts, it didn't feel right. He didn't seem right, the way he spoke. It wasn't exciting, it was like he was saying good bye in an unconscious way. Can't explain it.

Anyway ever since June 25th everything has been a blur. I haven't stopped grieving since, my life got put on a hold and I want to let go (to move forward) but can't. I really can't handle death and grief :cry:
 
If love was enough to bring him back, he surely would be here. :cry:
 
deano said:
I know a lot of people who were forever complaining when Michael was alive - "Why won't he give us another album, NOW!", "Why won't he do another world tour, NOW!", "Why won't he do an interview telling us his future plans, NOW!".

Sme of these people are now saying they don't care about the new music, DVDs, Films, etc. - they just want him back.

Perhaps this is a lesson for life. We need to stop putting pressure on those we love to do things WE WANT, and just appreciate them being around?

For most fans before June 25th, it was't enough for Michael just to be around, they 'wanted' things from him - some 'demanded' things from him.

As they say; you don't realise what you've got until it's gone.

Sorry Michael. :-(
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I agree, all we cared about was when are we gonna see Michael again, when is he gonna release new songs etc, I didn't get good tickets for TII blah blah blah - I don't care about all that, its like we forgot the simplest and most important thing - him being here. I miss him so much and would do anything to bring him back. Sometimes is still feels like a bad dream and the reality too painful to accept. I love him so much and always will, I honestly do not believe that I will ever get over this.
 
That's all I want too. I've never wanted anything from him; him just being around and happy gave me hope. I just want him here on Earth, alive and smiling with his children. I can't bear the thought of him not being here. :weeping:

I have to remind myself that there is life after death, so Michael is somewhere now, finally at peace with everything. That idea is somewhat comforting.
 
:cry: I want him back to! I want everyone back who ive lost in this life already! But so sadley, we can't. We can't let our lives be destroyed by loosing the ones we love, i've learnt that from experience. Life must carry on even when you feel you dont want it to anymore, the ones we loved wouldnt want our lives to be ended with theres! :cry: They have to live on through us!
 
i think about michael every single day, i miss him so much. :sad2:
i was happy when michael was not doing anything professionally because to me that meant he wasn't stressed, exhausted etc i felt weird when he announced the tii concert, it didn't feel real somehow. i just wish he had stayed with his kids away from everyone. i hope he didn't feel he owed us anything, because it's us that owed michael for all the love he gave us. he gave his life, and now it's too late :(
 
Every now and then, I slip into forgetting Michael is gone... does anyone else get that? Like its still unimaginable sometimes or something? :(
 
mc8755 said:
Every now and then, I slip into forgetting Michael is gone... does anyone else get that? Like its still unimaginable sometimes or something? :(
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yeah i know what your saying. this happens me all the time. then times im like 'omg he's not here no more' :weeping: then i get all sad and cry!!
i pray to michael everynight.. i saw a wee prayer and talk to him... letting him know that i love him... etc.. :heart:
 
I would give anything to see his smiling face again, but I know I just have to think about him and I know he's there. I felt his presence a few times, and obviously others have, too. I do, however, wish things were different and that he was here to watch his children grow up. I would trade all the happiness he has given me in this world for him to be there with his babies. I know he is, from afar, but still. :(
 
mc8755 said:
Every now and then, I slip into forgetting Michael is gone... does anyone else get that? Like its still unimaginable sometimes or something? :(
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Yes, I do that, too. Some days, though, it feels like he passed away 100 years ago, and other days, I feel so raw about it, almost like it happened today. I have never dealt with grief on this level. I've lost people, I've grieved, I've cried, I've accepted and I've moved on. With this, I haven't been able to get past the grieving phase. I just don't understand it.
 
I wish the same thing. When he was here I did hope he would sing again or something but it was never a must thing to do. He loved music and creating and that wasn't going to stop. I had hoped when he wanted and was ready to do something he would. I would never demand that as a fan. I always hoped when he was here he was happy and well. I wish he was here and with his kids and that's it.
 
witchanna said:
im going tell a short story that will make cry and think about michael would like you to do to rembmer him
im not asking to bring back our michael
back in jesus days
michael's brothers/sister michael has died
but jesus seen it all/more saw that michael was buired alive
few days jesus made michael a saint by rising michael from the dead
that was a mircale in its self that one person can accidently get buried alive
his brothers/sisters never knew mircales can happen did not believe it
till michael become a living saint

in our days not much persons don't believe in god/jesus
and experinece that god has other plans for them
what michael want us to do is not forget about michael
just live our lifes know that jesus has other plans for us without michael in our lives

we can keep michael legacy a life by
listen to michael's music
watch a few tributes on youtube
do few things that michael teach us- give money to charties
we tell other persons about what michael meant to us
reality michael died and nothing can bring back michael
plans that jesus has michael can not be undone
and if believe in god and what plans he has us without michael in our lives
you will feel/see other mircales happen around you
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its a bible story about SAINT michael
like i say before jesus does have other planes for us without michael in our lives
yeah i would give anything for things to be different in my life
bibble storys always help with things that happen in my life
i like writing poems
there will never be any better/worst then michael that can teach us things
when michael part of me died and it can't be undone
 
im speaking from my exprince of losting someone you love/ know most of your life
its hard to move if you think too much about them it just makes you cry
but what you do is just think the good memmberies you have
you try to talking to the one you lost/ say a short prayer
light a candle
if you are lucky they mite just show up in you dream and leave you a message

losting michael is like part of me died?
like i say before jesus has plans for michael
and for us michael fans who have deal with losting michael
i know our lives will feel empty/different without michael in our lives
about going back in time to bring michael back?
i say its a bad idea
this things happen for a reason and can't be undone
 
I want MJ back too!! :boohoo: :boohoo: :boohoo: I miss him so MUCH! :boohoo: :boohoo: Why do people have to die? :( Why? Why can't we live forever? :(
 
^ I wish we could live forever too... I'm 23, I wish I could stay 23 forever. I don't want to get old and die. Its so weird to think about, I don't think about myself dying one day yet we all will. Its weird. I don't understand death. :(
 
It hits me hard in the stomach every day... 2 or 3 times like a huge bolt....or like someone punching me in the stomach.
 
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