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............. Is what I need

To ignore some spirits in my dreams who's trying to confuse me giving the wrong answers for to put me down...... to keep the faith... is what I need.
 
To TRY to get excited about the concerts is what I need....!!! But I could just start CRYING every time I even think about them because I can't handle having such bad seats. I've always been in the front so far at MJ's concerts because I waited for HOURS for it...and now I'll be at the back just because of money and there is nothing I can do about it. And it just pisses me off. And it is so effing disappointing. I KNOW the show is gonna be amazing and then to know I'll be at the back far away from everything and will basically need binoculars to even see something and won't be able to see Michael (if MJ as the size of an ant doesn't count)...it just really pisses me off. And if I can't get myself to get excited about the concerts soon and can't get myself to be happy about even just being able to GO to the concerts, I think it's better if I just give the tickets away to someone who will appreciate them and not go myself if I'll just be pissed off. I mean, why go if I know I won't be happy? :( Why go torture myself?
 
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