"Little Suzie" is precisely what makes me love him so much as a songwriter. I don't know that many songwriters who have that kind of stylistic range. He can do anything from super syrupy ballad, to assembling all that amazing New Jack Swing stuff on Dangerous.
"Little Suzie" showed me where he could have gone as a composer of movie scores- if he would have followed those leanings. I am very grateful that this song exists. It's like a mini movie in itself- just doesn't have a movie with it yet. But intro, song, the way it ends- I immediately have an entire movie playing inside of my inner eye with that song.
I love playing that on the piano, accompanying myself- people regularly fall over at the beauty of that song- it is a beautiful song. Nothing to worry about his state of mind, if you read the lyrics. "Neglection can kill like a knife, oh it will." He was an incredible empath who used his own life to feel for everyone in this world.
I have regularly cried tears since I was 16 because that song just moves me. Very underrated.
HIStory is about the only album that I don't always listen through in one go- and Dangerous and Invincible are sublime in one go, both of them. I feel "incomplete" myself if I can't finish it for whatever reason.