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Is there anyone else who can't listen to his music right now?

It's too soon for me. I know that the time will come when I can deal with it but not right now.:no:
 
I had not listened to his music in a while. I was going to wait until the concets started before I started listening again but now I can't...
 
Penutm here... I am on vacation, and cant be online all the time.. I read about mjs heart attack when it got known, and followed it.... Shit, dont know what to say. omg....
 
they always have the music channel on in the common room at my college, today it was tmf playing MJ's all time top 40. I could hear it from down the corridor as me and my friend walked towards it to get lunch, i couldnt go in. When i did go in i ended up bursting into tears in the middle of the common room with my friend giving me a hug. Eventually however i managed to compose myself enough to sit and watch the rest of the countdown without too many tears. I was proud to be wearing my MJ t-shirt.
 
raisa said:
It hurts but I try to be strong,
I don't want to have to avoid Michaels music, I try to listen to it now, I'm glad they play him all day on the radio...
Michaels music always brought joy to me, and I want it to stay this way
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agreed :)
 
I drove and put on the radio..almost all were playing his songs so i let myself in..I heard some things that are now rezonate so much it is painful.if you are not/are ready pleease listen to will you be there and especially the last verse and gone too soon...these are too moving for words..but all of you know what those experience will give you..please listen when you are ready..because it will hit you..more than ever before , even if you know all the word
 
i cant
i makes me so emotional
espsiacally the solo albums from the jackson era
so sad
and i cant even wacht the videos
xx
 
I can't listen to it right now, it makes me feel like I'm being stabbed and I start crying all over again. I had to take down the posters in my room, too, I just couldn't handle seeing them right now. I want to be able to celebrate his life, but right now, I can't feel anything but despair whenever I think about him. trying to avoid all the tv channels talking about him too.
 
I can not listen to the music either. I just read Lisa-Marie's My space notes and what she said made me feel a bit better. Michael knew how it is going to end....Michael has also said himself, he will not be like James Brown performing until old age.

It is heart breaking to read but makes sense at least when nothing else does.
 
yeh i cant listen to this music no more aswell......just get really upset. Maybe next week :(
 
i havent been able to listen to any mj music too :( its weird because listening to his music was part of my daily routine. now i'm afraid to listen to it because its too confronting about him being gone. i'm not ready to go back and listen to his music, even seeing clips on the news makes me feel lost.

im glad u made this thread because i didnt know if many other people were feeling like me... my offline friends have suddenly started listening to his music all day to celebrate him, but they didnt listen to his songs often before he passed away... maybe thats why.
 
It's weird because I myself can't listen to MJ music either... it's hard because the pain's still there. I try not to though.. Let's all try to think about the happiness and music he has given us.. I'm sure Mike doesn't want us fans to stop listening to his music. He wants us to be happy and not be all depressed. I know it's easy to say this, but hard to do. :(
 
I had to listen to Whatever Happens. For some reason loggin to this site is more difficult. I feel like loggin out as soon as I enter.

I keep listening to his music in my block from cars passing by. I see their point, but it's kinda lame because I never heard it when he was alive though....well maybe once or twice in like almost 20 yrs.
 
Its not like me to not listen to his music. I have every day for years. But it hurts so much to listen, his music is so powerful.
 
I tried to listen to a few songs earlier, but it only made things worse. I cannot listen to his music, watch his video's or look at pictures right now and I don't know when I'll be able to again. Right now is just too hard.
 
Yes, I still listen to the music. Not even his death could stop me from listening. For some reason, I feel like he's watching me shaken and touched my shoulder and saying "It's okay. I'm here with you now."

That's how I feel. I will continue to listen to the music for the rest of my life.
 
Yesterday I was fine...until the video and song for "Gone Too Soon" started playing. That is when I first began to cry.

But I have been listening to as much music as possible personally. I want the world to hear his music. From TV, To Radio, To my own collection... I have played all. I feel like I have to take in as much MJ as possible while all of this is going on. I don't know how to explain it.

It put a smile on my face earlier today as I drove throughout town blasting some MJ tunes and seeing people dance to it. It helped some of the pain somehow.

When I was at the mall I also noticed they had a sign in the music store that said "sorry we are out of MJ cds/dvds". and I kinda made a scene. Something along the lines of "Where were all of you two days ago huh? Now everyone wants to be a Michael Jackson fan"....yeah I'm angry in that regard and people did look at me but i don't care. I go from being happy about all this attention to being angry...its weird.
 
I cant listen to his music neither . it makes me cry .I cant ,I wanna die ,I cant stop crying
 
I tried to listen but it is just to sad right now. RIP sweet Prince....God this is so painful
 
It has been very hard for me to listen to Michael's music or watch his music videos. Soon after they announced that he had died and they showed a clip of Don't Stop 'til You Get Enough, I started tearing up. It hurts so much right now. I am going to try to listen to his music before I go to bed, but I know it's going to be hard. I still can't believe it. I still can't believe it....
 
i cant either it makes me cry when i hear his beautiful voice... a little too soon
 
I can't listen to the radio because the DJs are saying things that make go off (crying)..
Here are a few songs I can't listen 2:
Stranger In Moscow - the meaning behind the songs just tears me to pieces
Human Nature- especially when he starts singing Why, oh , Why
Heaven Can Wait - just because it talks about him going to heaven..
For All Time

I had to take a moment because I just started crying all over again as I was typing that list.
VH1 showed Heartbreak Hotel performance from the Bad Tour.. I just lost it sitting in the middle of my bed.
 
i cant listen 2 any of his songs my tv has been unplugged since i got the news,and i know for a fact that if i hear man in the mirror or will you be there my heart will crush even more
 
I also have found it very hard to listen to MJ's music. Especially songs like Will You Be There, Speechless, Man In The Mirror, Morphine, Stranger In Moscow, Earth Song, etc. I can cope somewhat with Billie Jean and Thriller if I hear it on television. It will probably take me a couple weeks to deal with the death for me to start regularly listening to MJ again. I am still in denial, this is not real to me. I am shocked, saddened, and amazed that all this has unfolded in the past 30 hours. Too much to handle.
 
I went to Best Buy tonight for a memory card for my camera. Every MJ CD was GONE. The shelf was bare on his section. Not a single MJ disc. I didn't check the J5 section, but I reckon it was either empty or close to it. And I don't even live in a particularly big city, it's just sort of middle America where people just go on as usual. That shows his reach.
 
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