hi Michael, don't know what to write, it's impossible to express with words what i feel,
simply I feel pain, I need to be with you.
I don't care what they will think or say, maybe they'll say I'm crazy to be over you so many years,
and after your death I must forget and carry on...
and you know I do, life is like this, if you all the way feel such pain you will die,
and yes there is time when I just feel that I let you go.. and I will continue life without you.
yes we all do this and and it's not so hard sometimes...
but now I understand why It is said that Love never dies...
I was just sitting there and realized that I would with pleasure say no to every man, if I had you,
there are many sexy, hot guys around, and in hollywood too like johnny Depp and others.. : D
but i want none of them if you are around.... because you are the one,
and I would go with you anywhere and stay there as long as you are there...
I'm living normal life and everything but I loved you as no one else, and this love will never die,
I just gave you my heart and I don't need it back, I want it to stay with you forever...
I don't always feel this pain, but I always feel love
and it is the fact that I feel most happy, most comfortable, most perfect, most complete when I imagine that I'm with you...
I belong to you... I don't know if my place is in your side, you didn't even knew the country from where I am, but I love you so much and I can't change that...
only thing I want know is to be with you, my heart aches so much...
I want you to know this, I want you to hug me... I need this so much...
and you are the only person for whom I cried and for whom I'm crying right now...
please take care of my heart, it's very painful when it hurts so much...