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If Michael Was Reading This Thread...What would you say?

my heart used to be strong
full of hope and full of love
But since You flew away
now it's just out of the way
too lost and confused to know what to do
go on beating and lives on
or stop and end it all
it doesn't want to beat no more
but they tell her, she should...
?????????????????????????????
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:heart:Michael You may tell her what to choose for i am sure she will wholeheartedly! do whatever You decide even if its impossible for her.
:wub::angel::wub:​


i love You no matter what! :give_rose:
 
Michael.....you are one of a kind.
Your heart is big as a universe. Sometimes...I was wondering...how were you able to love so much...after everything you went trough.
I would give anything to have you back.
I love you with all my heart.
Forever.
 
My dearest Michael... :heart: :give_rose:


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Nothing in this world is bigger than the pain of losing you. :( I know this pain will never end and I will be sad and I will cry forever. A part of me died... forever. :cry:

But every day I try to survive it thinking of you in my thoughts and having a beautiful image of his eyes, his smile and all his physical beauty (and inner).... From his amazing dance, his voice, his songs.... and all his art. :heart:

You'll always be my eternal love... FOREVER! :wub: And I'll carry you with me wherever I go... within my heart and my thoughts... ALWAYS! :heart:

I love you my angel... :girl_in_love: My love for you will never die... :heart:







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Today I would say to Michael .... the bright snow gently falls like the tears of us who have lost so much. I look to the sky in this peaceful light and wonder how you are, I truly hope you are happy and feel our love in your heart and that you keep it with you in your beautiful soul.

Michael, we all miss you so very very much. Our hearts could not contain any more love for you! We are yours Michael.

Suzie
 
Christmas is coming...

My dearest Michael.... :heart: :give_rose:


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I just want to say that this Christmas, you're with me... :heart: :blush: In my thoughts and in my heart. :wub:

Of course, PPB (the three beautiful angels :wub:) >>>
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... will also be in my thoughts and in my heart. :heart: I hope they have a great Christmas. :angel: I'll be thinking of you all. :girl_sigh: :heart:


Well... I finish saying... I love you more than yesterday.... :blush: and of course, I'll always love you more each day... ALWAYS! :girl_in_love:


I miss you so much my dear... every day and every minute... forever. :cry:
 
I just wish some how, some way, that I could have bumped into you in a normal fashion and had a conversation with you about The Arts...about the light in a child's eyes.. and then we just decided to go hop on a roller coaster and laughed so hard it hurt.......
 
YOU GOT A 18 YEAR OLD, who left her everything, just To be in this MJ world and to know if you are okay or not, but i have got nothing or no response, never... I LOVE YOU..if i have been doing it for 2 years now, leaving my life imagine the future...
I LEFT EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD I LOVE, I MEAN EVERYTHING, JUST TO BE ON THE NET AND SEARCH YOUR NAME AND SEE WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOU...
 
Merry Christmas my lovely one, my magic man. I hope that your children can feel your love and spirit on this Christmas Eve and day. I don't know how they are able to go on without you, for even I still find it hard to go on without you. I wish you and your children, and family much happiness for this holiday season. I know you want me to be happy on Christmas, and I will try. I love you the most. :angel:
 
Dearest Michael,
actually we just spoke, as I was walking in the middle of the night, while bright moon glowed. I mean I was talking but still...
Just... Blessed Christmastime. Guess I'm missing you more and more :( I love you.
 
the nights are getting darker... It's almost 3am I still can't sleep and stop crying while thinking of you. How should I breathe with no air? It's been 18 months now, will it ever be better? I need you, Michael. I need you so much. It's selfish I guess, to cry cause of my own grief over you, that's how weak I am now - you were the one making me stronger... Love you so very much, please help me earn the Heaven, so I can meet you there... :(
 
:heart:Michael
words don't come easily but i'm gonna put all my heart and soul, so i can express it.

....


don't wanna talk about what i dream anymore... for my dreams, all left me alone.
don't wanna talk about what i wish to happen, how to happen or ... for everything i had planned turned out different.
don't wanna pray for me no more... for God doesn't help me at all.
don't wanna....

i simply DO NOT KNOW and i am so scared to wish, believe, dream, or pray.
faith and patience let me down like God did.



BUT i know one thing for sure... I :heart: U UNconditionally and i will never stop praying for You, believing in You, and dreaming of being close to You and giving You back all that You are still giving me.

How can i realize that dream, i only beg You for that.


see :heart:Michael, ... YOU are the only one left in my life. please, if i deserve it, don't leave me alone. but if leaving will bring You peace, i'll never beg You again. i swear :angel:




not so sure that's really what my heart meant to say but i did my best to translate her fears and sorrows. *sigh*
 
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Goodness Gracious...such "Beautifully Breathtaking" Reflection of Thoughts~~~

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Peace, Happiness, L.O.V.E

God Bless Always :angel:~~~

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