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I can't stop crying...

l can't bear it l don't even know what l am doing here on the net ,l am not enjoying anymore..
 
I'm doing better today. Have only broken down a couple of times, but got teary eyed several other times. The Vault (music channel, UK) was playing MJ videos this afternoon and after Cry (which was tough enough) they started with... Gone Too Soon. There is NO WAY I can hear that. NO WAY. I reached for the remote and by the time I'd even gotten the channel changed I just had tears streaming down my face and whimpering outloud uncontrollably. Otherwise, though, I've heard other songs and got through them alright. At one point I even felt happy, feeling like Michael is still "with" us... up there, knowing we love him.
 
I've finally been able to listen to his music again without breaking down...but I still get the sniffles and my eyes want to swell up. He had so many incredibly beautiful songs. For All Time is playing...and jeezus, his voice is so beautiful.

I hope they release his in-the-making album...I so want to hear his voice again, new and fresh.
 
There is always something that seems to trigger my unexpected breakdowns. :( Mostly now it's getting a little better... times where I'm not crying but I'm still really really really really down and depressed and sad, feeling horrible. :( And then out of no where I break down, and wouldn't stop for a long time. It's difficult. :/
 
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