my day's been OK, but I've really been missing Michael the past few days. It feels so useless and empty without him. I've just watched some of the special features on the TII dvd, and god, it made me sad. To see the costumes, to hear about him being so excitied. Everyone has to die, but did it have to end like this for him? for the greatest..?
I'm so hurt and confused about everything, the excitement, the build up, the preparation and then......WHY? I'll never understand it. I dont think I'll ever be truly excited about anything ever again. :weeping: I love you Michael :heart: