I was 31 , the first time that i remember listened Michael was in my 6 , the first time I heard michael was on the TV, my parents and their friends were eating and the TV was on and michael came out on the news, they put a piece of the thriller videoclip and I remember being stuck watching TV. I loved that handsome guy playing zombie ... He was in my head many days and suddenly i heard his songs everywhere. A few days later put the movie the jackson on television and we saw it whole ... I was small but I remember that I felt very bad for michael because the movie ended with a famous but sad and lonely michael.
A few days later a report came out talking about his childhood with pictures of a child and an adult, i was fascinated, his music started playing in my head without stopping. Suddenly dangerous tour in Spain was announced.
his images came out in concert and my eyes followed every step he took when dancing ... they broadcast several videos of michael in hospitals with children and I heard him speak for the first time, I did not understand any English but he seemed kind, polite and shy, I loved her smile, I felt identified because I was also a shy girl and there I fell in love platonically for the first time, in my fantasy as a girl of six or seven years.
since then I listened to each song, I watched each report with great enthusiasm. I always filled their songs with energy and that is still happening today.
I was never a fan of screaming or going crazy, but I followed him for the rest of my life until today, thrilling with each appearance, each new song, each step he took and having a deep respect and admiration for him. I could never go to any of his concerts, this makes me very sad but I was very young and they did not take me and when I was older I did not have money to pay for it, however I watched all their concerts from the television and later from the internet. Over the years I was loving and respecting michel a lot more because of his way of being, for his kindness, I loved him for his spiritual and peaceful thoughts, for his charitable soul, for his depth, I love him for his sweetness and shyness, for his humility , for your desire to have fun and your inner child since I also feel an adult child, I loved him for his kindness and generosity, and grew listening to him, watching him dance, grew supporting and respecting him from a distance, was part of my life, his songs encouraged me in sad days and still do, I also felt a lot of pain when he suffered, and I faced my whole environment when they criticized him and I still do it at 31 years old.
I grew up with the feeling as a part of my childhood and it broke up when he died
to this day I keep listening to his music every day, he brings me energy and I still look spectacular every time I see his videos dancing and acting, he fills me with peace of energy and love with his songs.
I personally was fascinated much more his facet as a person, the humanitarian michael, kind amusing ... I feel a deep respect for him, he was able to cross borders and I personally reached my heart all his energy.