I feel awful. This world is so full of conflict, and I just want to change things so badly. I know I can't save the world, but it would be nice if we all had one peaceful day. It's so sad, this world. And I love everyone but it hurts when I don't know if they feel it. I cried today feeling that I haven't done enough. My sadness is probably the link to why I hadn't eaten for two days then stayed home from school because I was too weak. Last night, I wondered if I should ever have a child in this world. Maybe I care too much.
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