Here's part 1:
I had my first boyfriend in my freshmen year of H.S. His name was Jacob, he was not shy, he asked me out, we were going down the hall for testing. As we were going down the hall, he asked me, "Kelly, we've known each other for 7 months right? I replied, "yes, we have."
He continoued, "Well, we've known each other for 7 months and I was wondering if you'd be my girlfriend?" I was shocked, I didn't know what to say. I thought about it and then I said, "Yes, I'd like to be your girlfriend."
After that we told all of our close friends, My best friend Seth was in disbelief, he was like, "You're kidding right?!?" I replied, "No, I'm not."
Everyone knew about it, it was ok at first--But then It got out of hand.
During this time Seth told me, "If anything goes wrong between you and Jacob, I'll always be here for you." It got bad, Jacob told everyone that he wanted to marry me after High School. I couldn't handle it. I decided to break up with him, he didn't take it very well.
He kept asking me, "Why are you doing this to me?" I told him that I could handle his bragging about our relationship to other people. One day, he followed me to the ladies room after lunch, I was doing my business, I heard him and Levi fighting.
I came out and asked what was going on, Levi told me that Jacob wanted another change, I said"NO!" He then asked again WHY? Levi said, that I was never going to go out with him again. Jacob looked at Levi and said, "You know what Levi?!?" "One of these days you're gonna see my fist shoved down your throat!"
I was shocked and scared, I went to my last period class. I had this sad/ Scared look on my face, Seth asked me what was wrong. I told him Jacob had followed me to the restroom, He had a pissed off look on his face. He looked at Jacob and said, "Jacob, come here." Jacob came over, Seth looked at him in the eyes and said, "Jacob, if you ever follow her again, I'll kick your ass." Jacob's reply was, "You kick mine, I'll kick yours."
The next day at breakfest, I told Seth's girlfirend what Jacob threated to do to levi, She looked at Jacob and yelled, "Jacob!, You're gong to see my fist shoved down your throat!" That every same day, Jacob, Seth Levi & I were going getting ready to leave for work experince, Jacob got mad at me, so mad that I had tears in my eyes.
I was trembling, Seth asked me what was wrong, He was hold my hand trying to calm me down. Mrs. Fagerness asked me if I wanted to stay at school, I told her I did,Seth hugged me before he left. After They got back from the worksite, we told the teachers, Seth and levi came to my defense say that I no longer wanted to go out with Jacob, Jacob got angry at me.
I asked him what the hell he wanted from me, he said again that he wanted another chance, I again told him no, He got mad again, the teachers told him that when a girl says no she means it..
Jacob told them to Shut up, I got mad at him and told him that he needed to keep his mouth shut and treat them with some respect. Mrs. Fagerness then aked Seth and Levi if they saw me as more then just as a friend, they both denied it. Seth said, I've seen all my previous girlfriends go through the same thing, I just want to be there for her to help her get through it."
I thanked him, he replied, "No problem Kelly." Needless to say Jacob and I weren't the only couple with problems, Seth and Ashleigh broke up after 5 years togther. After his break-up with Ashleigh, Seth and I spent more time together.
Seth and I grew very close, so close it made Jacob mad, It didn't make Ashleigh mad because she already knew that he liked me. We were riding the same bus, expect Seth had to get on a different bus because he was in a different part of the county then I was.(I was much closer to home then he was)
We were talking about him trying to find his dad, and then he looked at me and said, "I love you, Kelly", I gave him a puzzled look. He gave me a serisous look and said,"No Kelly, I'm serious, I love you as if you were my little sister."
Seth started dating a girl named Heidi, I was Jealous. I had a bad feeling about her, I was afriad that she was going to try to hurt him emotionally. We rode the bus home, we switch buses like always, before he got off, he came over and kissed me on the cheek, My face was read as a cherry. :wub: Mrs. Dyer got mad at him and told Mr. Appearson.
The last time I saw Seth was in January 2004, In Feb. I had problems with my chair, and didn't come to school for three weeks. Seth called me and told me that he was worried about me, I told him that I had problems with my chair. He told me that Heidi had accused him of raping her, I told him," I can't believe that this is happening to you again." He told me he could believe it either, He said, "After this is all over I don't think I'm going to get another girlfriend."
When I heard that, it broke my heart, I wanted to tell him that I wanted to be his girlfriend, but I couldn't say it. I also told him that I was willing to go court and testify for him, he thanked me. I told him, "I love you, Seth." He replied, "I love you too, Kelly." That was the last time I talked to him on the phone.
I was still having problems with my chair, Katie came into my room and said, "Kelly, Seth's in Juvilie hall" my jaws dropped to the floor. It didn't really sink in until I came back to school, Ashleigh said she saw the cops take him away in handcuffs.
Heidi said that Seth tried to rape her, I didn't want to hear it, I didn't even want look at her because I was so angry. School never felt the same, I did get two letters from Seth, but I didn't keep them. I knew from reading them that he wasn't coming back home. Mrs. Mckalister asked me, "You miss Seth don't you." All I could do was nod yes because I was so close to tears.
Jacob always told me that Seth was going to come back, but Jacob lied to me to cheer me up. He really mad me mad, I told him, "How could you do that to me??, you knew how much he meant to me." He replied, "I did that to cheer you up, cause I don't like seeing you sad."
Jacob also told me that Seth told him, "Jacob, if you ever ask Kelly out again, I will ****ing kill you." Seth already know that I didn't want to go out with Jacob ever again, and he made damn sure that Jacob wasn't going to do that. It has been 4 years since, I've seen Jacob and Seth, I don't know where seth is at but I hope that he's ok.
Seth will always be apart of me, I started this thread, so that I could relese all of my feelings that I've kept bottled up all these years, talking about this has helped me see all of the negative feelings that I had towards Heidi and Jacob. I wish NO HARM on them, but I don't think I could ever forgive them for what they did to me, because of Heidi, Seth can't have a wife or kids, he's now a sex offender. I wanted to be the one that would've given him children, but now that's not going to happen (not with him at least)
I hope sharing my story has heiped you in some way, if it has, I'm glad.
Part 2 will come later...
