What can I say? I've been slowly recovering this past year from the grief. I had to take a breather... it was destroying me emotionally - the sadness. It was almost crippling. SAying happy birthday to him seems so very redundant now. But I hope his kids are doing okay and I pray for them. I hope his soul is happy and has taken with it all the joy and satisfaction he experienced in his short life here on earth and sheared off the pain and the humiliation. I hope that wherever he is, he is okay. I love you, Michael. Always.