Half a year without you, my sweet Peter Pan. It was six of the most difficult months of my life. It's Christmas, but I can't be happy or smile, because I miss you so much, more than you could ever imagine. I am thinking of you all the time. I wish I could change the situation. I wish you had a second chance to find the happiness and see your children growing up. Everyday you, Prince, Paris and Blanket are in my prayers. I LOVE you, Michael, so much that ALL I WANT IS THE BEST FOR YOU AND YOUR KIDS.
To be honest I never stopped praying and begging God for a miracle. I still have the hope that maybe you are alive. This thought gives to me the strength I need to continue my daily life. I love you, my Beautiful, Shining ANGEL, I really do with all my heart. My feelings for you are absolutely strong and sincere. You mean everything to me. You are so valuable and irreplaceable in my heart and I will never stop missing you. My heart will always belong to you. Forever yours, with all my strong and true LOVE, my endless ADMIRATION and RESPECT, my sincere DEVOTION, my deep FAITH and blind CONFIDENCE to you, until the end of my life…