Don't mind it's big, it B-E BEAUTIFUL!!!!!
I love to read stories about how everyone became a fan and why they are a fan!
So keep posting them please!
I wil post mine here too:
I am actually and old/new fan, haha!
Just as you Femke, I was around 10/11 years old when I became a fan.
I saw the video from "Earth Song" and was addicted to MJ from that moment on.
At the time I only cared about his music and his voice and the way he looked
Me and my best friend could talk about nothing else but Michael, Michael, Michael......
And we got the chance, thanks to our lovely parents, to see him perform live in the Arena.
I never felt happier before at that moment!!
But the years after I have to admit that Mike slowly started to fade away for me.
I got older, got interested in other artists, other things in live also.
And Michael got less and less active in the music field.
Although I would still read things about him when he was in the news or something and listened to his albums now and then, it was more of a sentimental feeling, you know.
Like, with my friend, saying: "Ah, remember the time
with good old Michael?"
And even when he announced the This is it concerts I was like: "Nice, but I am not gonna go or something".
And then.........june 25th.
It hit me harder then I could ever imagine...........
And since that day I've been a bigger fan then I ever was before.
Because I now also see, apart from the singing, the voice and the looks, the art of his videos and his dancing and above all.........the beautiful person he was.
It is as you guys already said.
I admire him so much now, that he inspires me every day.
The way he thought about live, the way he treated other the people, the way he wanted to heal the world, help the children..........and so on and so on..........
I have also felt much pain since he died.
I never thought I would feel so much sadness about his passing, but I do.
Partly because of the reason Angela mentioned before, that I feel like I abandond him for so many years, but mainly just because this angel is gone.
He made the world a little brighter and now we have to do it ourselves!!
May that also be his lesson, to do everything in the name of L.O.V.E, just like Michael used to do.