I didn't know him like that to know what tabloid choices were his and why (I was thinking at the time that he enjoyed the "Barnanmy" feeling because he could and never gave it another thought until the vibe about it began to create a negative feeling for what he was going through but even then,
I felt it was all up to him to control it IF he so chose because I felt some simple choices as with anything would create what he needed to make all that work for him being that he was the king long before he was crowned, so I never worried about him over things I realized may have indeed been created by him simply to protect utterly, his deeply needed, like every human being, privacy and he seemed to me to be the only expert in everything about his career and his own sense of his own power as we see by the fact that he did what Jesus did and "conquored the world" of music, entertainment and showbiz in the current century so ..., but his private life had to exist or who could stand it otherwise, as much as any human is entitled, and he always to me seemed to be aware of his power to ensure it was in existence for him sufficiently, whether he was standing in that power all the time in at a given moment in time as we all also can relate to...I always use to wish I could be there for him ... not being able to be there as his shoulder at a time when I felt him hurting was stressful and bothersome...
...but he was "the man" one needing to come up with his own answers as the truth rang for him, and that is what he was always listening for, the truth....so anyway, may disagree that its all this "deeeeeeep" and there are as many opinions as ...yadi yadi ... I have only from a distance to perceive a thing and then there's the ole imagination which just gets to running WILD I guess I'm the only one *sigh* YEAH RIGHT - haha y'all know y'all wanted to make a difference in his life somehow - return the love with a feeling of sufficiency ... so anyway, I have no idea at this point, but I still say lay low ftm.