DancingToTheEternity
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it has been delayed ....
Even his autospy is delayed...
that somehow tells me that they found something unusual or whatever...
You know, it is surreal!
I think I am grasping the bare concept of this whole 24 hrs, but the reality has still not set in at all. I kinda scare myself. I hope I'm not becoming dissociative or anything like that.
Right Safira
I also experienced a long period of MJ drought where i didn't visit sites, listen to CDs etc. Basically I had "gotten over" my MJ addiction but of course I would still support him if he released new material etc. But I would do that as a normal fan not a hardcore one. And you know what... I was quite happy about it! The reason was that it was never easy to be an MJ fan. I felt free somehow from this "addiction" and that I would be protected from heartbreak. And then... it came March and the press conference of course. I guess I reacted as LMP and my indifference was converted to interest and finally full MJ addiction yet again... I somehow feel that I would take it less hard if those concerts were never planned, as I would fall from a less high ground. But with Michael that's impossible I guess...yea I know what you meen.. and the strange thing is - these past weeks I've decided not to go all crazy about MJ nomore. Because I felt it was so surreal to love a person that you don't know, as much as I did.
And then when he passes away my love for him becomes 10 times as "big".
When I say love I do mean the type of love that MJ himself expressed towards his fans so often.
And that is what I will miss. To be his fan. To feel his love for us..
maybe they found out michael is half a robot and that's why it's so hard. You know, dancing machine...