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i'm semi-back

while we're caught in a manic half party/half bawling (isn't that a summation of the past weeks? -_-) i just want to say that i am surprised, like heartbreak, that i'm not the only person who isn't you know "out there" as we're expected to be. i was really thinking i was crashing on my own.

i'm touched to see that we all care about the same issue so deeply. so, thanks, sisters, for being around.

here's mike "playing with himself"

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whooohooo finally home and i see i have 4 pages to read, plus i gotta go back and see all the pics i missed from pages 86 to 100 that didnt load at work.. did ya all miss me?
 
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guys, let me know if this is an inappropriate thread to ask but i want to know why everyone doesn't like jermaine and thinks he is fishy. i'm in the jerm thread in the main forum now and what in the world is going on?
 
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Well this is how I feel about it.. Michael isn't even in the ground yet and he's on Larry King talking about tribute concerts in Vienna and got some website with his face front and center.. it just all seems... Wrong. Or something. I mean I have NO DOUBT that Jermaine loves and misses his brother, but something in my heart just says that his motives are... I don't know. I don't know. I mean who cares what I think, I'm just a fan, I'm not a member of the family so I don't know what's going on behind the scenes..

And yall already know how i feel about other folks singing Michael's songs. I don't wanna hear it!
 
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MichaelYoureAStud said:
Heartbreak, I cry watching a damn KFC commercial.
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thought i was the only one! i've always been a sap and when something hits/moves me, it does it HARD. I don't have ocd, but when i get an urge/craving/feeling about something, it can last a long time. Like, when I first saw Rent it moved me and i watched it every single day for a whole summer, laughing and crying over Angel and Collins like it was the first time i saw it each time. and it was on repeat on my ipod when i couldn't watch the movie or the play online.

Same with this. I honestly just never thought about him dying, my mind just never computed it. someone said it well on another thread: Michael Jackson was an institution, just like McDonalds and Coca Cola. You just know that they've been there as long as you can remember and they are an ingrained part of your life, even if you don't have a dose everyday...it's just THERE. You don't expect all McDonald's to disappear, or for Coke to not exist and produce no more products.
 
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I don't know either...
We tend to judge people with what we would do... trying to put ourselves in their position... for some reason, I tend to believe that those that stayed away from the limelight after Michael's death (auch...) are really hurt and in pain. But that's because I imagine I would do that if I were them.
I can't say anything, but it does feel weird to me too. I will keep the rest to myself for now, we don't need MJ's brother to be judged by people not knowing him personally (me) on this forum...
 
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HeartbreakHotelMJJ said:
Well this is how I feel about it.. Michael isn't even in the ground yet and he's on Larry King talking about tribute concerts in Vienna and got some website with his face front and center.. it just all seems... Wrong. Or something. I mean I have NO DOUBT that Jermaine loves and misses his brother, but something in my heart just says that his motives are... I don't know. I don't know. I mean who cares what I think, I'm just a fan, I'm not a member of the family so I don't know what's going on behind the scenes..

And yall already know how i feel about other folks singing Michael's songs. I don't wanna hear it!
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:\ right, i see

i'm just sensitive because for weeks the investigative forum has been speculating like as if jermaine killed michael. they say his wife is tohme tohme's ex, tohme tohme who is connected to colony capital who bought half of neverland. they say jermaine keeps pushing for mike to be buried there. and some poster even said jermaine was stealing mike's spotlight by singing smile at the funeral.

i just don't get it. about the website, yeah, it looks bad but i don't think jermaine made the website himself so i can't really blame him.

i don't know. :\ it's just too horrible even to speculate.
 
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BadEraSexy said:
thought i was the only one! i've always been a sap and when something hits/moves me, it does it HARD. I don't have ocd, but when i get an urge/craving/feeling about something, it can last a long time. Like, when I first saw Rent it moved me and i watched it every single day for a whole summer, laughing and crying over Angel and Collins like it was the first time i saw it each time. and it was on repeat on my ipod when i couldn't watch the movie or the play online.

Same with this. I honestly just never thought about him dying, my mind just never computed it. someone said it well on another thread: Michael Jackson was an institution, just like McDonalds and Coca Cola. You just know that they've been there as long as you can remember and they are an ingrained part of your life, even if you don't have a dose everyday...it's just THERE. You don't expect all McDonald's to disappear, or for Coke to not exist and produce no more products.
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that's the biggest blow. i never prepared myself for his death. i always play the game of, if ______ died. but i never even thought to think of mike. since i've been born, michael jackson has been alive and in the world. it's just too much shock.
 
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Limonali said:
I don't know either...
We tend to judge people with what we would do... trying to put ourselves in their position... for some reason, I tend to believe that those that stayed away from the limelight after Michael's death (auch...) are really hurt and in pain. But that's because I imagine I would do that if I were them.
I can't say anything, but it does feel weird to me too. I will keep the rest to myself for now, we don't need MJ's brother to be judged by people not knowing him personally (me) on this forum...
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yes, you are right.

i also think for the siblings who are speaking, i feel like if they don't speak, they'll get flack for it too. even katharine spoke on geraldo in the end. they're a show-business family (as the memorial sooo heavily confirmed for me) and their business rarely is their business. the public want to know and think they're entitled to know and stuff.

:sigh:
 
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london said:
:\ right, i see

i'm just sensitive because for weeks the investigative forum has been speculating like as if jermaine killed michael. they say his wife is tohme tohme's ex, tohme tohme who is connected to colony capital who bought half of neverland. they say jermaine keeps pushing for mike to be buried there. and some poster even said jermaine was stealing mike's spotlight by singing smile at the funeral.

i just don't get it. about the website, yeah, it looks bad but i don't think jermaine made the website himself so i can't really blame him.

i don't know. :\ it's just too horrible even to speculate.
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Get out of them damn conspiracy threads girl!! :lol: I don't think that Jermaine killed Michael, NEVER NEVER has that thought even crossed my mind! But like Limonali said, I don't want to be someone who's bashing Jermaine. That was his brother, regardless of what happened between them in the past and I have no doubt that he loved Michael. I am also one of those who think that the ones who were closest to MJ are the ones we aren't hearing from... but that's just me. I judge Jermaine not .
 
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HeartbreakHotelMJJ said:
Get out of them damn conspiracy threads girl!! :lol: I don't think that Jermaine killed Michael, NEVER NEVER has that thought even crossed my mind! But like Limonali said, I don't want to be someone who's bashing Jermaine. That was his brother, regardless of what happened between them in the past and I have no doubt that he loved Michael. I am also one of those who think that the ones who were closest to MJ are the ones we aren't hearing from... but that's just me. I judge Jermaine not .
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:doh: JFC i'm taking the crazy pills they're taking! you're right wtf is wrong with me :lmao:

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london said:
their business rarely is their business. the public want to know and think they're entitled to know and stuff. :sigh:
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We do that too, sisters... with love and care, and so on, but sometimes I stop myself and think... they don't REALLY owe the information to me, do they? ... Well, ... it's like with the fox in Little Prince - 'we are responsible for what we have tamed'. MJ made us love him - it was natural, and we happily gave this love, and he liked having it - so ... do they owe anything for us for our love, after his death, or not?
I guess this is all very difficult. So many people in pain.
 
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london said:
that's the biggest blow. i never prepared myself for his death. i always play the game of, if ______ died. but i never even thought to think of mike. since i've been born, michael jackson has been alive and in the world. it's just too much shock.
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I never played that game with MJ. Cause I never thought about it. Michael Jackson CANNOT die. He won't. It's never gonna happen.. And if it does I'll be older, he'll be old, it will be TIME. You know.. but not like this. I never coulda imagined it would be like this.

I felt the same way you did. That night I went out with a good friend of mine and we got so drunk. I was like Michael Jackson has been a part of my life for 31 years. (I turned 32 6 days after he passed. It was the saddest birthday ever. I cried like the whole freaking day...) How can we live in a world without Michael Jackson??? I still cannot comprehend it.
 
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london said:
:doh: JFC i'm taking the crazy pills they're taking! you're right wtf is wrong with me :lmao:

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:lol: Yeah them conspiracy theorists will have you questioning everything.. Did london kill Michael Jackson??? :lol:
 
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And it's like - one Jackson was already called a weirdo. If there's anything I can learn from MJ's story.. is not to judge too fast.

*end of profound thougths for tonight, it's 3:36 am here!! that's why I turn so philosophical! I need to jump to them conspiracy threads for a while! :p*
 
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LOL i love all of yall

it's like you said earlier, heartbreak, either everyone else is wrong or we're all crazy together :lol:

:cheers: !
 
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london said:
to be fair, mike stole his producers, lol. mike was ruthless in business, no doubt. but jermaine retracted it.
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Well, I just gotta say this:
I have four brothers and four sisters.
If they had done that to me, I'd have b*tch slapped them on National television. I would never ever ever had laid their sh*t bare in a song. That ain't right.
 
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HeartbreakHotelMJJ said:
Well this is how I feel about it.. Michael isn't even in the ground yet and he's on Larry King talking about tribute concerts in Vienna and got some website with his face front and center.. it just all seems... Wrong. Or something. I mean I have NO DOUBT that Jermaine loves and misses his brother, but something in my heart just says that his motives are... I don't know. I don't know. I mean who cares what I think, I'm just a fan, I'm not a member of the family so I don't know what's going on behind the scenes..

And yall already know how i feel about other folks singing Michael's songs. I don't wanna hear it!
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what heartbreak said plus.. right after he was on LKL and starts going on about how much Michael wanted to go back to Neverland, im like no he Fing didn't.. why are you pushing for something that he didn't want.. for money thats why.. it turns my GD stomach tbh..
 
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Just a Gril said:
what heartbreak said plus.. right after he was on LKL and starts going on about how much Michael wanted to go back to Neverland, im like no he Fing didn't.. why are you pushing for something that he didn't want.. for money thats why.. it turns my GD stomach tbh..
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i understand the neverland qualms, i do, but at the same time i guess because i'm so attached to seeing how much more joy than pain neverland brought michael and tons of other kids that i can't hate on neverland. (kind of a don't let the terrorists win sort of thing.) i guess i'm just attached to seeing mike when he first got the place say, 'i will never sell neverland, never, never, ever.' and as we can see, he still didn't sell neverland when it would've made more sense financially to. i like to believe it's still a good place.

his giving tree is there, how can it ever be bad :cry:
 
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