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Sleepy thread this is! giggles!

It's morning here, and the sun is shining! yeey

Gonna read up with you guys, like 100 pages, lol
 
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MichaelYoureAStud said:
I'm in denial.
I just tune out the fact he's gone.
I try to think of happy thoughts or memories.
I've only lost one other person I was this close to.
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Billie_Jean09 said:
Am crying like I did for my own mother................10 yrs this Dec 20th :-(
MJ my brother- my friend- FFS what do you do when you feel like this?????
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I haven't been this devestated since my nephew's passing. That's another reason why I don't get so emotional around my family. I'm afraid they'll get offended. I can just hear them "How can losing someone you never knew or met even compare to losing Errick, who is family and you supposedly love so much?" Well, all I could tell them would be that Michael was my childhood. I may not have known him personally, but I could tell he was a beautiful man with a beautiful heart and soul and tremendous talent. Now he's gone, and my life is not the same. I don't think it will ever be the same. I look back on stuff that happened, before the 25th, and I think "Wow, that was before Michael died, when everything felt more complete back then."

When I frst found out the terrible news, I was just totally shocked. I didn't cry. I was just like "Holy shit, now way! Michael Jackson died!" I know that sounds horrible that I didn't cry but I didn't. That whole weekend I just felt so numb. It didn't really hit me until Monday or so. I did talk about this with my mom. She reminded me of how I was fine right after a robbery/hostage situation we were involved in a few years ago, and how I was fine for a few days afterward but then it sunk in and hit me and I was crippled with emotions for a while, and now it was happening with Michael's death. I cried each and every night for two weeks straight. It didn't start to get bettter until after the memorial. I'd think about Michael, and how he isn't with us anymore and I'd feel this pain in my chest, like my heart was being tugged at. I just can't even describe how I felt. Hell, I still do feel this way. Actually, I think I have to admit that my reaction to Michael's death is even worse than my nephew's. I was prepared for my nephew's. Deep down we knew that he wasn't going to recover from his injuries. I was devestated but yet I was relieved that he wasn't suffering anymore. His Aunt Ashley loves him dearly. I'd give my life to have him back with us, though. Michael's death was so sudden. It just hit us. He was a huge part of my life as well, just in a different way. This is what my family would never understand. I'm not saying at all that Michael meant more to me than my nephew. That's for sure. I certainly hope you all know what I mean.

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It's 4:30 AM here. I went to bed for an hour and woke up and couldn't get to sleep. I actually not feeling to good, like I may be coming down with something :( I think I'm gonna try to go back to sleep. MYAS, and Billie Jean, I hope the both of you get some good rest and feel better. Just remember we're all going through the same thing. We all miss him horribly. It has to get better someday :group:

Ilymoar appleheads, and most of all Michael :love:
 
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morning appleheads!
London I am calling you! I will be here for about 2 hours on and off, if you can make it here I will have some coffee with you in the morning.
Callie? Jump in with your coffee. You always spill it when you jump but who cares really? :heart:
 
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Limonali said:
Well helou London :chillin: I went yesterday to the niiice sheeeesha slash tea slash a lot of cushions on the floor place and had some good masala :chillin: and I am in a masaladout state :chillin: what's up darlin'? :)
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oooh, that sounds good girl! did you have a chillin good time? :lol: now i want some bad irish curry! YUM

all is great this morning, sister! going to put some sunshine back into appleheads again.

mike, how are you?

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ok, keep it sexy, baby!
 
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Limonali said:
Lol pearhead :) I was talking like 230948765-24-0rw3r4 pages ago about making us all fruit-hoes :p I wanted to be a cherry! to cheer up (cherry up :p) or I can be a lemon :p to limon london out :p
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:lol: cherry up
you are such a nerd. it's wonderful!

you can be lemony, for sure. i will be smelly jelly. it's kind of made out of fruit! :p

mike, what do you think?

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ok, keep it sexy, baby!
 
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Limonali said:
I corrupted Callaendia by text to come and spill some coffee on us but she is not responding. In bed with Michael? Wants some private time? :p:p:p
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it better be romania michael or i will cut her up :p

perhaps, she was up all night yesterday. she has a michael-shadow now so she doen't have time for us anymore :naughty:
 
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Limonali said:
lol... Michael shadow :) Polish merchandise! But seriously I don't think they are paying anything to his kids... :( AND I am sure it's some of Romania Michael. And some of Black Panther, and some of Ghosts.I know her preferences :p lol
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sounds dirty. :lol: calla is already corrupted.
yeah, i'm sure the kids are not getting the money but there has been bootleg mjj merchandise since forever. his kids will be ok with the rest of the millions. :p

Limonali said:
Smelly Jelly who's a nerd here? :nerd: :p
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um.. mike?

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ok, keep it sexy, baby!
 
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London, sunshine, I have to abandon you! :cry:
it's because I don't get much time with my bf, and it's like it's sunday, and he made me a suprise breakfast, and I am like @lmao at self you should have seen me, first I said I am not hungry so that I can come back to appleheads :lmao: :lmao: but then I figured he is working different hours than I do all week, and this is like the only time we can have breakfast together, so I kinda said "ok, but I need to let someone know"

lol I still have no life, London !! :huggy:
I will check here before I leave home for sure, and I'll check you-know-what :huggy:
 
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Limonali said:
London, sunshine, I have to abandon you! :cry:
it's because I don't get much time with my bf, and it's like it's sunday, and he made me a suprise breakfast, and I am like @lmao at self you should have seen me, first I said I am not hungry so that I can come back to appleheads :lmao: :lmao: but then I figured he is working different hours than I do all week, and this is like the only time we can have breakfast together, so I kinda said "ok, but I need to let someone know"

lol I still have no life, London !! :huggy:
I will check here before I leave home for sure, and I'll check you-know-what :huggy:
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:lol: you are so silly girl! go eat your breakfast. what was it? yummy!

go out and have a great day. say hello to the boyf for me. :p

see you soon. i'll be there~ ;)

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Limonali said:
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morning appleheads!
London I am calling you! I will be here for about 2 hours on and off, if you can make it here I will have some coffee with you in the morning.
Callie? Jump in with your coffee. You always spill it when you jump but who cares really? :heart:
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*stilling some coffee from Limonalli and making herself comfy :)*
 
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Callaendia said:
work?
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Not quite yet. We need to go first and check on some migration rights etc.
There's a forum out there for immigrants to Ireland (from outside EU), I wanna know and learn more :) and then work again :( But tomorrow I have almost all day to myself ... and you, charming appleheads :p Can't wait for you to come here :huggy: we will keep corrupting apples from the Emerald Island :p What time are you landing? :bounce: can't wait!
 
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:lol: my plaing takes off @ about 22:00 pl so will be there 23:05 irl - just for all appleheads to know :lol: Are you going o work that day? I guess you are? So I can go to the city and wait for you till you finish your work?... does it sounds ok? :confised:
 
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