Okay I dont know how many people are interested in reading my story, but it's fun typing it hehe
Hmm... I really don't know the exact year of when I became a fan..
But as I was born 1992, my only sources to know how great MJ IS, was through my brother and parents.
When being a kid, I remember my brother always talking about him to my sister and me.. He sometimes made up pranks that my father and MJ were best friends(being a child I believed that, hehe)
But he also told just how amazing MJ was.. My brother was born 1986, so he really also didn't live through the Thriller-era but he still knew how amazing MJ was.
I remember when we as a family were gonna watch "Moonwalker" on VHS at home.. It was the first time for us as a family to watch this movie. I think I was round 3 years old or something like that, so I really don't have so many memories from that moment, except some little flashbacks.. I remember how amazed I was by that lean on smooth criminal, how cool I thought it was to see MJ become a car!! haha! But it was just overall a wonderful experience!
I also remember how "Black or White" was my favourite MJ track back then, and how I used to loop it all the time on our old stereo(Today I really don't know which one to pick as one favorite.. its probably between Smooth Criminal, Beat It, You Rock My World, Thriller and Black and White
)
Basically during my really young childhood MJ was one of the greatest people on earth for me... He was a huge thing in my family, even though my siblings and I mostly missed great parts of when MJ revolutionised(if that is a word) the music industry.. I guess it was really through my parents(especially my father) that MJ really reached out to us. Also I guess my brother, born in 1986, did get to be around some parts of MJs great career.
As I started getting older for some strange reason I started to forget about MJ.. With "older" I now mean like when I was around 8 years old I almost had forgotten totally about MJ.. I don't even remember myself having memories of when the Invincible album was released, except when I watched the amazing "You Rock my World" video..
Even though I'm saying that I started to forget about MJ, I must have still inside of me loved him..
Cause this I remember in detail. I was around 11-12 years old when my art teacher, in school, decided to talk about how great she though MJ was. Suddenly I started remembering those childhood memories again.. So one day, when I was bored I took out the HIStory Volume I and Volume II that we had on the shelf.. I looked through ALL videos and performances on there.. and WHOAAAA!!! I suddenly realised once again how great MJ was! I understood what had made him such a huge part of my childhood memories!
I was once again a true fan! I remember how glad I was when the trials were over! Every year I hoped that this was the year that new album, that Will.I.Am kept talking about was gonna come out! Then to see him live also with his new album.. THAT WAS THE ULTIMATE DREAM!
So came that day when my friend posted a link from billboard.com on MSN. I read it and EUPHORIA!! It was in London, so I didn't actually know if I was gonna be allowed to go or not.. But when my father heard the news he was just positive! We were gonna see the show as a family! It was gonna be the same as when we watched Moonwalker!
I woke up an hour before the general sale of the tickets.. But i missed out! some problem with the site and I had to start over again. But by then most tickets were sold out except the feb 2010 tickets.. I was going down to ask my parents if that was an okay date, but at the time we came to a decision the tickets were sold out!
I was bummed! My friends in school saw how sad I was..some of them were MJ fans too, but didn't have the opportunity to go.. Heck even when I talked with a friend via cell that day he could understand how bummed I was..!!
But then,, A MIRACLE OCCURED! I remember the day exactly! It was a Wednesday and usually I do have Italian until 05.00 PM(Swedish time) which meant I was gonna be home around 06.00 PM. But JUST THAT DAY Italian was cancelled and we were allowed to go home.. I came home around 04.50 PM when I went into the "mail.app" on my Iphone. I saw that I got a mail from a MJ forum I was registered at(not this one), and the mail came just a minute ago! What did it say? IT SAID THAT TICKETS WERE ONCE AGAIN AVAILABLE AS SOME PEOPLE HAD GOTTEN THEIRS CANCELLED! I was having that "OMG OMG WHAT AM I GONNA DO" moment then..! I rushed up to my brother talked to him, he called my father and told the news.. We decided to order immediately! I tried the date August 10(it is the day before my birthday so I thought that would be nice
) and WHOPAAA I GOT TICKETS! Now it were upper tier tickets BUT STILL!! Euphoria Euphoria!!
What happened next is just too hard to explain.. :'(