Today, I did a 'brave' thing... Well, 'brave' in my books...
I went to the market today and I bought herbs and fruits and just "soaked" up the feeling of peeps strolling through the market and buying stuff...
I honestly felt 'overwhelmed' when I hit the market... Such a brave step to do such a 'silly' thing as buying stuff at a market and I almost turned around but this soothing voice spoke to me... encouraging me I could pull this off... and I did...
I saw in my mum's eyes when I visited her with stuff I even bought for her... She was proud too...
22 months after the 'trauma' :scratch:and I feel I'm healing but in my own pace... Some people like to be 'pushed' by friends, careworkers, family...
That has just the 'opposite" affect on me...
"Let me come back in own time" Michael protested... :cheeky:
That's what I'm doing...
okay score grief/ healing 0-1 :clapping:
I went to the market today and I bought herbs and fruits and just "soaked" up the feeling of peeps strolling through the market and buying stuff...
I honestly felt 'overwhelmed' when I hit the market... Such a brave step to do such a 'silly' thing as buying stuff at a market and I almost turned around but this soothing voice spoke to me... encouraging me I could pull this off... and I did...
I saw in my mum's eyes when I visited her with stuff I even bought for her... She was proud too...
22 months after the 'trauma' :scratch:and I feel I'm healing but in my own pace... Some people like to be 'pushed' by friends, careworkers, family...
That has just the 'opposite" affect on me...
"Let me come back in own time" Michael protested... :cheeky:
That's what I'm doing...
okay score grief/ healing 0-1 :clapping:
