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to let you know that they lost my thread that's way i have to put it back in again
and there'll be change in my storys too o.k :)

hi my name is Emilia i live in canada ont
i'm single living with my mom and dad cause i have learning disability means that i'm slow

when i was 3 years old i was very sick i stop breathing and i was in coma my mom say to me that i have call epileps it's mean i had seizure know i'm grow up know i don't have seizure anymore
two years ago i was sick in hospital with big pain in stomach i can't sleep at all i can't eat at all so that's way i what to hospital and they did many test on me they put me in big machine is scaring they find out i have allot of stones inside of me my gall bladder was bad they test on my gall bladder just in cause they find cancer but great god i didn't have cancer Yay me
then i what home to relax and my doctor say that i have more then million of stones inside of me oh god kick stones oh man that's not nice to have
know i have to take stomach pills to get better and then the another problem is that i run like creazy to the bathroom al the time so they did another test on me i don't what to say it
it was not nice i was scary crying and shaking i don't allow to eat for three days oh man is not fun
then i what to see my doctor she say i have call IBS is not nice to have is not fun at all
so i have to take another pill to help the other pain i'm having on my legs and bum oh man is never end with
and she give me victum D to take at night before bed and help me relax that's good
and my doctor say to me i have to lose weight for the day of march 10 but i have not work out cause my body is hurting me all the time cause of the both what i have is not fun at all
the good news is that i'm well and happier i was before

Know the others is that i'm aunte to my sister in law baby Isobel and my sister baby
Magdalena
i'm proud aunte
they're so cute

also too i know i'm slow in my mind but my heart is smart cause i'm so smart in my music and writing songs i'm on my number 107 books of song i wrote and i still can't wait

my dream is that i like to sing front of people but i'm shy and scary but i real true can sing well
my other dream is that to met Michael Jackson to tell him how much he help me who i'm cause of his music i listen to his music when i was sick in hospital feel like he was with me

so Michael Jackson you're out there and listening or you're on your computer i hope you ready this thank you MJ you help me who i'm cause i'm soul but you learn me how who i'm in this world of love
thanks

i :heart: you :cry:

I also have worker name Maggie she helps me and take me out to places and we sometime go out to dinner or to lunch
maggie was with me over 10 years with me she show me who i'm she change me in woman to become in this world
she believe in me about my dreams to be singer and my songs writting too she reads my songs too
she say to me they're amazing

i have gift of music i understand morely is music is true
cause i write in my dear god book i ask him what morely thing i'll understand in me and in this world of gift give me sign
next day i hear songs in my head i startin to write it down i write 50 songs in hour and know i can't stop i can't stop
Thank You God :flowers:
 
keep your dreams alive, and never forget; It's whats in your heart that matters..
 
wow! i bet you are a really strong person because you have had to deal with all these horrible things since you were 3,i think you most definetly deserve to see michael and no doubt you will one day, then you can sing one of your songs to him!
 
Thanks heff and missmoonwalker :flowers:

i hope i'll see him and i'll sing to him to make him smile and make both of us :cry: together in tears
i'll keep praying for my dreams to come alive
 
Hun, everyone's threads are lost, not just yours. Just wait till they get them back :flowers:
 
That's so nice to hear that Michael has helped you so much! I'm sure he's proud to have you as a fan and I'm sure your love and support means a lot to him! :)

Stay strong and keep dreams alive!! :)
 
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thanks all :flowers:

hey summer your thriller siggy scary me :lol: you're scary :lol: nice siggy

yes MJ will be proud of me if i can met MJ someday i'll sing him asong i wrote for him :wub:
 
I'm so proud of you and I can understand what you're going through! I have been in similar situations since I was 8 months old. Seeing Michael was my dream and when it came true it was the greatest moment of my whole. I hope we will meet him together!
 
thank you


thamks athina_livadi sametime we'll met him together someday i hope so keep praying and we'll soon :)
 
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Hey Emilia,
I'm from Canada too! I hope with All my heart that all ur wishes come true and that one day u get to meet MJ in person and tell him how hes inspired u.... ad that u get to sing with him! Wudnt that be nice:D
Im so proud of u, and I'm sure MJ would be too:)
 
thanks all :flowers:

hey summer your thriller siggy scary me :lol: you're scary :lol: nice siggy

yes MJ will be proud of me if i can met MJ someday i'll sing him asong i wrote for him :wub:

Oooh no, I'm not scary!! :lol: I'm a nice person (I just took a shower...and I washed my hair thoroughly......:lmao: :lmao:), I promise!! :lol:
 
:lmao: that is too :toofunny: summer :lol:


WOW everybody thank you so much all the nices words you all say to me and tell me that you're so proud of me thank you so musch bottom of my heart :wub:
 
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Emilia...you deserve all of this thanks and Love!! Take care sweetie. I hope things work out for you. There is a great website that I discovered about diet and nutrition...it's called SparkPeople.com...and it's free! They have free calorie and nutrition tracking, fitness tracking, a message board, people who really care there...I love it!! You should try it! It's great!! AND the best thing of all is - I LOST 3 POUNDS SO FAR!! I can't affort Weight Watchers, so this is the next best thing. I do have a good digital scale too...
 
There seemed to be a problem with GD. Hopefully it has been resolved. I will move this to GD. Thanks.
 
why are you going to move this into GD what for just asking
not move it i'll lost it again that's why i put this thresd back again :(

ooh know i understand can i still have this one this thead
 
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yes i'm INTELLIGENT but my family doesn't believe in me that i'm they all think of me that i'm slow :cry: how sad is that

i know that i'm tryying to be strong but very hurt to be storng in me

LORD KNOWS THAT I’M NOT PERFECT

EVERYDAY
I WOKE UP
IN THE MORRNING
THE SUNLIGHTING
BUT I KNOW MY MIND
IS NOT SMART
MY MIND IS
SO HARD
TO THINK

IT HURTS
INSIDE OF MY MIND
THE PAIN HURT
I HOPE I COULD
BE SMART
LIKE TO BE EVERYBODY
ELSE
BUT I KNOW
THAT GOD
MADE WHO I AM
I KNOW

CHROUSX5
LORD KOWS THAT I’M NOT
PERFECT
BUT I AM BEAUITFUL
LIKE A FLOWERS

LORD KNOWS THAT I’M NOT
PERFECT
LORD KNOWS THAT I’M NOT
PERFECT

I AM GOING TO BE PROUD OF MYSELF

TOMORROW YOU’LL BE SUNNY
THE SUN WILL SINE
SO BRIGHT
ON MY FACE
IT’LL BE LIGHT, IT’LL BE LIGHT
CAUSE

CHROUS
I AM GOING TO CLIMB THE
HIGHEST MOUNTAIN
AND I AM GOING TO STAND
ON THIS MOUNTAIN
I AM GOING TO STAND
ON THIS MOUNTAIN
AND I NOT COMING DOWN
I NOT COMING DOWN
CAUSE I AM GOING TO BE
PROUD OF MYSELF

I KNOW IS SO HARD
AND I KEEP ON TRYYING
BUT I DON’T GOING TO VRY
CAUSE I AM GOING TO
KEEP ON LEARNING
I NEVER GIVE UP
CAUSE I’LL TRY TO MAKE
MYSELF HAPPY
CAUSE

CHROUS
I AM GOING TO CLIMB THE
HIGHEST MOUNTAIN
AND I AM GOING TO STAND
ON THIS MOUNTAIN
I AM GOING TO STAND
ON THIS MOUNTAIN
AND I NOT COMING DOWN
I NOT COMING DOWN
CAUSE I AM GOING TO BE
PROUD OF MYSELF

I KNOW IS GETTING DARK
I NOT AFRIAD CAUSE
I KNOW THE STARS ARE
OUT
AND SHINE THE HOLD SKY
AND I KNOW THE MOONLIGHT
IS SHINING SO BRIGHT
AND I AM GOING TO LOOK
ALL AROUND ME
AND I SEE INSIDE AND THE
OUTSIDE OF SIDE
IS THAT I AM BEAUITFUL
AND I KNOW I AM FIND
AND I KNOW I FEEL JOY,
JOY ALL AROUND
ME
CAUSE

CHROUS
I AM GOING TO CLIMB
THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN
AND I AM GOING TO STAND
IN THIS MOUNTAIN
I AM GOING TO STAND
ON THIS MOUNTAIN
AND I NOT COMING DOWN
I NOT COMING DOWN
CAUSE I AM GOING TO BE
PROUD OF MYSELF

I AM GOING TO BE

PROUD OF MYSELF
 
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yes i'm INTELLIGENT but my family doesn't believe in me that i'm they all think of me that i'm slow :cry: how sad is that

i know that i'm tryying to be strong but very hurt to be storng in me

LORD KNOWS THAT I’M NOT PERFECT

EVERYDAY
I WOKE UP
IN THE MORRNING
THE SUNLIGHTING
BUT I KNOW MY MIND
IS NOT SMART
MY MIND IS
SO HARD
TO THINK

IT HURTS
INSIDE OF MY MIND
THE PAIN HURT
I HOPE I COULD
BE SMART
LIKE TO BE EVERYBODY
ELSE
BUT I KNOW
THAT GOD
MADE WHO I AM
I KNOW

CHROUSX5
LORD KOWS THAT I’M NOT
PERFECT
BUT I AM BEAUITFUL
LIKE A FLOWERS

LORD KNOWS THAT I’M NOT
PERFECT
LORD KNOWS THAT I’M NOT
PERFECT

I AM GOING TO BE PROUD OF MYSELF

TOMORROW YOU’LL BE SUNNY
THE SUN WILL SINE
SO BRIGHT
ON MY FACE
IT’LL BE LIGHT, IT’LL BE LIGHT
CAUSE

CHROUS
I AM GOING TO CLIMB THE
HIGHEST MOUNTAIN
AND I AM GOING TO STAND
ON THIS MOUNTAIN
I AM GOING TO STAND
ON THIS MOUNTAIN
AND I NOT COMING DOWN
I NOT COMING DOWN
CAUSE I AM GOING TO BE
PROUD OF MYSELF

I KNOW IS SO HARD
AND I KEEP ON TRYYING
BUT I DON’T GOING TO VRY
CAUSE I AM GOING TO
KEEP ON LEARNING
I NEVER GIVE UP
CAUSE I’LL TRY TO MAKE
MYSELF HAPPY
CAUSE

CHROUS
I AM GOING TO CLIMB THE
HIGHEST MOUNTAIN
AND I AM GOING TO STAND
ON THIS MOUNTAIN
I AM GOING TO STAND
ON THIS MOUNTAIN
AND I NOT COMING DOWN
I NOT COMING DOWN
CAUSE I AM GOING TO BE
PROUD OF MYSELF

I KNOW IS GETTING DARK
I NOT AFRIAD CAUSE
I KNOW THE STARS ARE
OUT
AND SHINE THE HOLD SKY
AND I KNOW THE MOONLIGHT
IS SHINING SO BRIGHT
AND I AM GOING TO LOOK
ALL AROUND ME
AND I SEE INSIDE AND THE
OUTSIDE OF SIDE
IS THAT I AM BEAUITFUL
AND I KNOW I AM FIND
AND I KNOW I FEEL JOY,
JOY ALL AROUND
ME
CAUSE

CHROUS
I AM GOING TO CLIMB
THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN
AND I AM GOING TO STAND
IN THIS MOUNTAIN
I AM GOING TO STAND
ON THIS MOUNTAIN
AND I NOT COMING DOWN
I NOT COMING DOWN
CAUSE I AM GOING TO BE
PROUD OF MYSELF

I AM GOING TO BE

PROUD OF MYSELF

hun prove them wrong thats what ive always thought anyway's
im very slow at some things other things im fast at

like gettin up in a morning :lol: im extremly slow :lol: geez have better chance waking me up with a steam roller than an alarm clock :lol:

typing on the laptop im fast but put me on a desktop and i slow down

u have a talent hun u can write and u can do graphics so dont put urself down
 
:lol: :lol:

i know that who i'm if i show it what i can do and what i can do right what i can do so will and show other people what i'm really i'm they'll understand be better who i'm when i show them what i can do but they don't care or believe in me
but god knows that he is always watching me and Michael Jackson does too
 
Thanks you're nice :)

my other thread the one call iw rote a song call change the world i put more song in my thread but i what to change my title of my thread not this one the other one call i wrote a song call change the world you know how too cause i don't know how to

thanks
 
:lol:

i was watching a movie on t.v today the movie call I AM SAM oh my god i was emotion inside of me cause i was think of me i hope it never will happen to me :cry:
 
i feel like i'm outsider is very sad cause i'm cryying :cry: it's sad

all time when we get get together with everybody in my family i get pick on all the times hurts my heart makes me :cry: :cry: :cry: why? me :cry: :cry:
 
when i listen to music i listen to mostly to the beat of the soul in me i reallt understand music and i understand writting songs i can't stop cause i'm at my 109 songs of books i'll never stop

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