I hope you all won't hate me for saying this but I don't mind it. I love him so much, like my children, it doesn't bother me to see them trying to save him. I wouldn't mind seeing it if it was someone in my family.
In fact it kinda gives me some comfort because it comforts me to know he left here in peace. And painlessly. I thank the merciful Father for that. Not a gruesome plane crash, not a gruesome car accident, not a shocking assassination, not a flesh deteriorating disease, not even a drug overdose as far as we have reason to believe - just Michael, beautiful Michael, in the middle of his life and suddenly needing cardiac assistance and getting it, and not even being aware of it. Beautiful was just sleepin' with that thing over his nose to give him oxygen ... saw the difibulator in the guy's hand .. made me know he died being loved and attended.
:boohoo: