Dearest Paris,
I'm holding you in my arms as I speak to you...I want to tell you something that I've been saying in my heart everyday for the past four years...you are a VERY brave and strong girl...stronger than I am.., and you know what... I am a really strong person. But when your daddy suddenly went to the other side, my world came crashing down...in a moment...because he was my world...I could see no love, no light, no laughter ANYWHERE or in ANYTHING...it seemed that in an instant, and forever, the world had lost all its light...it was all dark...I had lost the will to live, even to exist...I had been a proud warrior in his Army of L.O.V.E for 20 years...all my teenage years had been dedicated to him and his fight...and to his Light...on June 25, 2009, I felt as if all had gone in vain...all my tears, my prayers, my pain...I could not save him from this trecherous, mean world, and now I had to live in the same cruel world that ripped him apart from our hearts, and keep doing my best to heal it just as he taught me to...it was hard...and to compound the mindless anguish and grief everyday were the ongoing lies, slander and abuse...but still, in the face of all this madness, I held on...I COULD hold on ONLY and ONLY because of that Angel of Light who had taught me to NEVER ever give up---your dad...he was Courage and Grace and Faith in the face of all adversity all through his most beautiful, precious, inspiring, but extremely difficult life ...and he won the greatest prize there is ever to win-our hearts and souls...and gave the greatest gift there is ever to give...love and inspiration...So BE strong daddy's beautiful little girl...you are and you can be all that he ever dreamt you to be-YOURSELF, shinning your own unique truth! We love you darling...hugging you tightly, sending you all our L.O.V.E. and wishing you the best of joy now and always...
Remember, he's here, watching over us and blanketing us with his L.O.V.E...let's do him proud...he deserves it...
Love and God bless...
~Ankita,
from India(and daddy’s loving fan family from all over the world!)