new book about working with MJ during HIStory

I don't get the fuss about the title either. Elvis was the King of Rock, and people want us to believe it was organic.
It just comes across as jealousy, so MJ lazily tries to dethrone Elvis. So unnecessary and so lame.

Madonna is the Queen of Pop, Britney is the Princess of Pop,
I don't think either of those is a real thing. If they are, they're definitely made up after MJ claimed it.

What other person would be deserving of the moniker King of Pop?
Nobody. It's music. It's not a competition. People should stop going around trying to say they are "better" than everybody else. It's disgusting.
 
It just comes across as jealousy, so MJ lazily tries to dethrone Elvis. So unnecessary and so lame.


I don't think either of those is a real thing. If they are, they're definitely made up after MJ claimed it.


Nobody. It's music. It's not a competition. People should stop going around trying to say they are "better" than everybody else. It's disgusting.
Uh...

I mean, but unlike Elvis, Michael really was the blueprint for a popstar. The first one to ever do it. And Elizabeth Taylor cared about it :)
 
Chapter 13 was all about the news of the allegation and the fallout from it.

DB begins the chapter elaborating on the various projects he had going on. He finally had the master of the Dangerous home VHS and that was the last piece of the Dangerous promo campaign. DB mentions his work with Luther Vandross, and Gloria Estefan. He relates how LV had a tendency of firing people due to his high standards. Additionally, he compliments GE on being media savvy with a tour ready attitude.

By summer 1993 the Dangerous home VHS was ready, and as MJ was on tour, DB had no further contact with him. He clarified that the phone conversations with MJ were always 'goal-driven, collaborative and upbeat' and never 'negative'. But that incessant calls from MJ when he became overly obsessed with an idea were 'draining', however, now that the calls had ceased, DB felt a 'vacuum'.

During this period, the news of the allegation drops. DB shares the news as 'jolting' and 'surreal'. He narrates his thinking at the time as he came to grips with this news. His first thoughts were on MJs love of children and how MJs relationship with women appeared platonic. He found himself questioning whether he had been working for a child molester. He concludes 'I just couldn't buy it'.

He remarks how even though he only knew MJ on a professional capacity, he had observed and interacted with MJ enough to realise that MJs love of children was nothing sinister. He theorises that MJ drew inspiration from the innocence of children, just as he drew the same inspiration from the innocence of pets/animals, and this was because neither wanted anything from him and appreciated him for who he was. He reflects on MJs career as a child star who had to cater to adult demands, and how this had only morphed into a career of being the biggest star and having to give in to more hefty adult demands, and how a lifetime of unhealthy adult interactions would've skewed MJs relationship with adults. DB comments how he understood that MJ might have felt relief from such a life amongst the presence of children and animals who wanted nothing from him.

DB then pondered on MJs naeivity. He was convinced that MJ wouldn't have caused any deliberate harm to any child, but suggests his 'privileged, isolated and rarified' upbringing could have led him to innocently make others feel uncomfortable due to poor social skills. On further examination of his own interactions with MJ, DB couldn't qualify this perspective, as he never experienced MJ exhibiting anything 'disquietening or eliciting any discomfort' in any social context he had witnessed.

DB felt ill equipped to deal with such a serious subject matter in the superficial world of marketing. He felt pride in his work with MJ and felt the urge to defend him. He recalled how friends and colleagues wanted answers from him, but as there was 'no proof either way' he 'couldn't give any answers'. Epic remained 'mute' with no formal discussions, similarly to DB, the few that knew MJ at the label, only knew him in a professional capacity, and lacked the full story to defend him deservedly. And all this silence was translated as guilt by said friends and colleagues.

MJ decided to do a photo op at Euro Disney with a group of children. DB and his colleagues contacted Sandy Galin to urge him to stop MJ from conducting this, to prevent providing the press with more 'ammunition'. SG relayed that MJ was not going to let the media 'dictate how he lived' and that the allegations were untrue and just an extortion attempt. DB felt 'helpless'. He questioned himself on whether MJ was in denial or not acknowledging how serious the allegation was. DB shares that MJ had lived a very high-pressured existence of unrelatable proportions, and didn't know how MJ was coping with the embarrassment on the world stage.

DB writes how his thoughts were on delaying the release of the Dangerous home VHS which was due out soon, with an impending interview with LA Times scheduled for Monday 12th October. DB then learnt that MJs lawyer was set to give a press conference at the exact same date and time as his interview. DB details his internal panic over being questioned about the allegations instead, and the sickening feeling he experienced at being associated with something as disgusting as child abuse. He reached out to Sony, the message from Tommy Mottola was to go ahead with the planned interview. DB continued to panic and called Sony two more times trying to cancel it, TM affirmed his position both times. The interview took place and much to DBs huge relief, the allegation is not mentioned. DB reckons the precarious position he holds in MJs world as a point of contact, and how such a serious subject matter now made his position a vulnerable one.

MJ contacted DB after this time to confirm that the proceeds from the release of the Gone Too Soon track will go to the Ryan White Foundation, and passed on Ryan Whites mother's information for DB to communicate with her. DB was surprised by the nature of a call that MJ could have had someone else conduct for him, he surmises that MJ was handling it personally because it was important to him. DB describes MJs 'warmth' from the conversation. DB provides background information on Ryan White. How RW contracted AIDs through a blood transfusion and passed away aged 18, while bringing awareness to the stigma surrounding the AIDs virus at the time. MJ showed his support to RW, arranged for him to visit Neverland and even gifted RW a car he wanted. MJ attended RWs funeral along with other celebs. MJ made GTS for RW and had repeatedly asked for it to be released as a single, it released on World Aids Day in 1993.

Around mid November, before the release of this single, DB heard MJ news which felt like a 'gut punch'. MJ had cancelled various tour dates due to ill health, now the unexpected news arrived that he was cancelling the whole tour as he was seeking treatment for addiction to pain medication. Elizabeth Taylor had arranged for MJ to go to rehab. A taped conversation was released where MJ explained the addiction was the result of a combination of reconstructive scalp surgery and the pain from the extortion attempt. DB narrates parts of this taped message.

DB narrates how the darkness the allegation bought was now eclipsed by the pitch blackness of addiction. He specifically mentioned demoral and morphine. DB felt MJs 'career was lost', using the metaphor of a rocket that explodes so far in the distance that the devastating explosion is neither seen or heard or even witnessed.

DB didn't hear from MJ again and everything felt 'final'. He remembers the 'silence in the hallways' at Epic. Epic staff consisted of younger staff by that period who largely viewed MJ as a 'relic from the past'. DB ends the chapter describing the whole situation as 'sad. Numbing. And weird'.

My commentary:

This was a hard read, and I took extra time summarising the chapter with due diligence to DBs narrative owing to how upsetting fellow fans will find this subject.

I found the taped conversation for the cancellation of the tour. MJ voice lacks flow and comes across as slow and laboured in parts, possibly pained.


So this was a very sad read. DB gives a real sense of how unprecedented the situation was. I was too young to acknowledge all this when it happened in 1993. By the time 2003 came around, we had a blueprint from 1993. But in 1993, there was no blueprint, and such news must have been earth shattering.

I found myself feeling sympathetic when following DBs train of thought as he was trying to rationalise the news he had heard. Although some of it was uncomfortable, I think it's the type of thinking we have all had to wrestle with when we heard about the allegation for the first time at some point during our own fandom. It's certainly the type of thinking I could see myself experiencing if a colleague had been accused of something so nefarious. And although DB finds himself questioning things, he affirms the negative.

I appreciated how DB had a moment of realisation when he questioned whether he had been promoting a child molester. No one MJ has ever worked with has ever expressed concerns that MJ was guilty. It's one thing if deluded fans defend MJ over anything, but it says something else when not a single work colleague believed the allegations with all their personal interactions with MJ. These people were not going to actively promote/work with a child molester, just as most people in any workplace wouldn't. The fact that the same people still continued to work with MJ does vouch for MJs character. And by implying MJ is guilty, the implication is that all these people deliberately turned a blind eye to a child molester.

It was however sad to read how no one defended MJ at the label, even the ones who did believe in his innocence. I can understand that they did not have the full picture, but I felt they were in a position to vouch for his character based on their experience of him. I didn't think total silence was the only solution, especially as they were answering to colleagues and friends, not the press.

Although, DB does not highlight this, I'm beginning to see a split between MJs personality, and MJs decision making skills. DB comments on how easy MJ was to interact with, he sounds by all accounts a delight to speak with, and DB appears to even miss the incessant phone calls. But then MJ goes to a photo op with children in the middle of this disaster. Of all the places he could retreat to, he chose Disneyland. He criticises the media for trying to 'dictate' his life when it wasn't the media that made the allegation. He stubbornly goes ahead with the photo op. I can rationalise that MJ didn't do anything wrong so wasn't going to change his behaviour over an extortion attempt. I can also rationalise that this was early on and MJ hadn't had the full breath of the experience and was acting out of naeivty. But, as a reader, this does show that MJ was oblivious to how he came across at the time. As a fan, I can appreciate that MJ was grappling with a tour/head surgery/allegation and was struggling to cope at this time. SG also comes across as a weak manager, he relays MJs message and doesn't appear to be concerned or add anything different to the situation.
(Edit: could not find any info online about MJ being in Disneyland at any time period after allegation broke and before the tour was cancelled).

I was surprised that DB relates the RW conversation with MJ so casually. MJs life was blowing up and he was still thinking about charity with 'warmth', even making personal calls when he didn't have to. While DB rightly plays up the horror of that period, he makes no mention of a man still trying to persevere with his values and his promises through that said horror.

While I can appreciate that the allegation along with the news of addiction may have appeared a fatal combination for MJs career, I found the last words conveying the situation as 'And wierd' inappropriate, and only served to perpetuate a media narrative that was unnecessary at this point of the story. DB also expressed no sensitivity/compassion for a colleague suffering addiction to the point of needing rehab, I found this markedly cold which is not how DB has come across so far. But it could be that he was still in shock at the situation.

As a reader, there's an evident change in the pace of this chapter, and it's turning into a page turner.

I found this clip on YouTube, I haven't verified how accurate it is in its claim to be the exact moment MJ was notified of the allegation:
Edit: the dates in the video description line up but as there is no date on the actual footage, I'm not sure how this information can be verified.


Also found the Dangerous home VHS, the classical segment appears to be identical to the one in History home VHS:


That's all folks!
As this was a long summary, I will leave it for today and post more tomorrow.
 
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Thank you so much for your analysis and summary i really appreciate it @jasmine.uddin

I have some deep and long thoughts about this whole thing but I'll leave it out for later
To be fair, you are reading one persons perspective of a book - that's not how a books should be judged or dissected. For example, I've not felt the same about some things as Jasmine has. It's cool that Jasmine is doing this for everyone, but you can't let one persons viewpoint become your own.

While the book comes across as harsh and cold at times - that is because Dan was not there to look after MJ the person, nor did he have any obligation to do so. It turns out he did, though. Dan had a job to do, and MJ was his job. Every opinion in this book is coming across from the point of view of someone trying to sell "Michael Jackson the accused child abuser" (post 1993 obviously) so it is a completely different perspective.

I don't think people will like what is written about the marketing for HIStory, but I think there are many of us who could have seen the writing on the wall.
 
To be fair, you are reading one persons perspective of a book - that's not how a books should be judged or dissected. For example, I've not felt the same about some things as Jasmine has. It's cool that Jasmine is doing this for everyone, but you can't let one persons viewpoint become your own.

While the book comes across as harsh and cold at times - that is because Dan was not there to look after MJ the person, nor did he have any obligation to do so. It turns out he did, though. Dan had a job to do, and MJ was his job. Every opinion in this book is coming across from the point of view of someone trying to sell "Michael Jackson the accused child abuser" (post 1993 obviously) so it is a completely different perspective.

I don't think people will like what is written about the marketing for HIStory, but I think there are many of us who could have seen the writing on the wall.
I know, that’s why I'm leaving out my full fledged opinion on it for later. Her analysis is really good anyways. I see yours too.
 
I know, that’s why I'm leaving out my full fledged opinion on it for later. Her analysis is really good anyways. I see yours too.
Oh then I misinterpreted your post, my bad. It wasn't directed solely at you though.

I'd definitely recommend giving it a read.
 
This was the part I was racing to get to in the book.


@jasmine.uddin there is one specific point I want to bring up with you when you get past a certain chapter, and I hope that I remember because it's an interesting / very strange tidbit that I can back Dan up on (not MJ related)
 
This was the part I was racing to get to in the book.


@jasmine.uddin there is one specific point I want to bring up with you when you get past a certain chapter, and I hope that I remember because it's an interesting / very strange tidbit that I can back Dan up on (not MJ related)
Sure, let me know which chapter so I can keep track.
 
I mean, but unlike Elvis, Michael really was the blueprint for a popstar.
Nobody cares about blueprints. It's preposterous. It's all just marketing nonsense. I honestly cannot ever get inside the mind of a person who wants people to call him something like that. With just one move, MJ immediately alienated himself from over a billion people, and over the following decade he never recovered.

At least when Marilyn Manson said he was the "God of ****" it was tongue-in-cheek.

The first one to ever do it.
Just shows a lack of knowledge, to be honest.
 
@jasmine.uddin This is obviously coming up, but it's a sneak peak of what you'll get to later. Variety has an excerpt of the book dealing with TDCAU and the fallout.

I've never heard the version with the revised lyrics, does anyone know what they were? Has anyone uploaded it on youtube?
 
I've never heard the version with the revised lyrics, does anyone know what they were? Has anyone uploaded it on youtube?
I vaguely remember some rumor about Michael trashing a room in the middle of a TDCAU shoot, but I always thought it was the prison video. About the revised lyrics, I have never heard them either.
 
I just bought the book. This is exactly up my alley: in-depth information about that goes on being the scenes, and insight into MJ's life from somebody who has a unique perspective.
 
I vaguely remember some rumor about Michael trashing a room in the middle of a TDCAU shoot, but I always thought it was the prison video. About the revised lyrics, I have never heard them either.
I had the video of Michael throwing stuff in the studio, so I went to watch it again, and I just noticed the lyrics over the video (I had just never paid attention to what was written on the screen before, I was too busy watching Michael throwing stuff around :ROFLMAO: ). So were the revised lyrics "Chew me" and "Hike me"? If so, I can see why he was angry, I don't even know what "hike me" is supposed to mean.

This is the video:
 
Interesting... well, that's a complicated topic. Of course Michael's intention was not racist at all, I understand why he used these expressions. I also prefere the uncensored version. But at the same time I feel like - in this case - only Jewish people should use these expressions, if they want to. Same as only black people should use the N-word...so it's a controversial topic, like it was intended, of course... but don't want to go off topic too much here.

Thank you all for the summaries, that's a lot of work and very interesting 👍.
 
I had the video of Michael throwing stuff in the studio, so I went to watch it again, and I just noticed the lyrics over the video (I had just never paid attention to what was written on the screen before, I was too busy watching Michael throwing stuff around :ROFLMAO: ). So were the revised lyrics "Chew me" and "Hike me"? If so, I can see why he was angry, I don't even know what "hike me" is supposed to mean.

This is the video:
Oooh this is the video I saw! Good find. But I still never found the song with the revised lyrics... maybe I didn't pay attention too.
 
Interesting... well, that's a complicated topic. Of course Michael's intention was not racist at all, I understand why he used these expressions. I also prefere the uncensored version. But at the same time I feel like - in this case - only Jewish people should use these expressions, if they want to. Same as only black people should use the N-word...so it's a controversial topic, like it was intended, of course... but don't want to go off topic too much here.

Thank you all for the summaries, that's a lot of work and very interesting 👍.
Whats interesting about the chapter (which is really really in depth, I never realised the seriousness of the situation before the album release if all thats said is true) is that MJ clearly didnt mean to be antisemitic, and the team did not believe he meant to be (I think) but MJ could not grasp that just because he didnt mean to hurt people doesnt mean that people were not hurt. It seems like it took a lot for it to get through to him that he cannot dictate what hurts others regardless of his intentions. Really fascinating chapter, and you can tell the marketing team are freaking out over this because of the uphill battle already on their hands.
 
Whats interesting about the chapter (which is really really in depth, I never realised the seriousness of the situation before the album release if all thats said is true) is that MJ clearly didnt mean to be antisemitic, and the team did not believe he meant to be (I think) but MJ could not grasp that just because he didnt mean to hurt people doesnt mean that people were not hurt. It seems like it took a lot for it to get through to him that he cannot dictate what hurts others regardless of his intentions. Really fascinating chapter, and you can tell the marketing team are freaking out over this because of the uphill battle already on their hands.
Yes, I guess he was so into his role of "I want to help people to be seen" and "I will fight for you", that he couldn't understand it. Maybe you can compare that to actors who are so dedicated to play their character that they have problems to switch out of it again.

I am not saying he was playing a role, it's just an example. It's more the fact that he was so into the message of the song, that he couldn't look at it from a different angle. Which also explains the anger and desperation.
 
Chapter 14 was all about how the greatest hits album came about with a name and an album cover.

DB begins the chapter stating 'We all knew Michael as a child', then he goes on to chart the many highs and lows of his career that we were all well familiar with, all the way to the 'sleeplessness' in 2009 and his demise in a 'rented mansion' with a 'rented doctor'. He evaluates how none of us needed to be an 'insider to know his anguish'.

But as 1993 closed no one knew about the further nose dive MJs life would take. DB recalls comments by Larry Stessel from the past, LF had forecasted that MJ would 'take his life' one day as he wouldn't be able to handle becoming irrelevant.
DB recaps the acceptable sales from release of the Dangerous home VHS over the Xmas period at the end of 93.

Around mid November 93, MJ underwent a strip search and released a video stating his innocence. DB elaborates on this video, referring to it as 'powerful and emotional', he describes feeling 'overwhelmed' watching it. The video was recorded in the same dance studio DB and his team had filmed MJ nearly a year ago at the MAW event at Neverland. DB compares how MJ had appeared so 'relaxed' back then, and now appeared 'scared, shaken and desperate' as if 'begging for his life', leaving DB 'heartsick'. Memories of working with MJ seemed distant, and the constant news coverage made him 'shudder'. DB didn't feel he was in a position to contact MJ, and that had he known the situation was going to take a turn for the worse he would've 'packed up and gone home'.

DB recounts how he felt 'stunned' that in January 94 a settlement had been reached. DB questioned how MJ could think that throwing money at the situation could magically resolve the problematic issue of an allegation. He later learnt that MJ was pressured to settle by his lawyers. DB writes about the 'mind-bending' agony that was required to fathom the situation and resolve 'giving Michael the benefit of doubt' while supporting him artistically. However, business was going ahead as usual. DB was assembled as part of a small team to start preparations on a greatest hits album for MJ, an idea from a year earlier. The small team included Joy Gilbert, Scott Spanjich and Lori Lambert.

The greatest hits package was to follow the usual standard formula of including 2 new tracks. DB recalls flying with Dave Glew to see MJ at a recording studio. In the absence of seeing MJ in 6 months, DB was surprised to see an 'almost zen-like' calmness to him and was pleased to see him. MJ played some incomplete songs to DB and DG, and informed them he was working on 5 new tracks. In a bid to encourage MJs creative process, DB and DG did not bring up that the album did not have space for 5 new tracks. Instead they take this discussion to SG, the idea of a double album and selling it for double the album price germinates. DG is particularly excited by this and DB comments how he could see DG internally calculating the revenue. He also states that DG was a strong support to MJ during this time period. They settled on having the greatest hits songs on one disc, and new music on the other disc. DB recounts feeling 'queasy' about how long this project would take, as 'Michael was Michael'.

DB and DG made regular visits to the recording studio to keep tabs on the progress of the album. He remembers that MJ was relaxed and 'free to play' in the collaborative environment of the studio, and it was the ideal place for a 'dreamer' like MJ to get completely absorbed and lost in the creative process, but this came with the added risk of this album being completed 'when he said it was done'.

DB was tasked with commencing the marketing campaign for the 'biggest star' with 'image-imploding accusations' and with the added challenge of a price tag of 'thirty bucks'. However, there was nothing to work with as they didn't have a title/artwork/concept for this album. This caused the marketing team some distress and DB quotes Joy Gilbert about feeling trapped in 'the damn Michael Jackson circus'. DB also pondered on the relevance of a MJ album in an era of Pearl Jam, and whether his fan base still cared. In order to encourage MJ to complete the album DG promised him a thorough 'marketing plan'. DB asked SG if MJ had a title, SG affirmed in the negative and asked the team to come up with one, DB felt this was 'impersonal' and 'ridiculous'.

DB writes how the negative media coverage continued with the widespread use of the term 'wacko *****'. DB informs how the word '*****' had racist connotations as it was cockney slang for 'monkey'.

Polly Anthony, who 'headed Sony's 550 label' was bought in, as she often was where MJ was concerned. She had an established relationship with MJ, and knew SG. PA, DG and himself were the key MJ supporters at the label, as the people who originally bought MJ to Epic had all left. Key figures who were there at Epic during Thriller had also left. DB writes of a sense that MJs music wasn't relevant to their mostly younger workforce with his 'damaged image' further marginalising him . They even kept MJs sky high costs away from younger staff as such spending was considered 'old' and 'obscene' to their minimal palettes in the 90s.

DB narrates how PA inspired DB to come up with clever word play with the title. DB came up with the title while ruminating on the idea that the new songs would tell MJs side of the story from recent events, and the hits would tell MJs musical history, so the title 'HIStory' was born. DB admits he borrowed the idea from when he was working with Cindi Lauper, who wanted to make 'herstory', but this idea had been shelved. DB takes time to thank CL for the idea in the book. Polly and DG are not wholly on board with the title, nonetheless, DB faxed the idea to SG but never heard back.

A couple of weeks after this, DB narrates that DG 'returned in a lather' after hearing many completed tracks from MJ, and orders work on album cover concepts. They have a meeting with Arnold Levine, who was a Sony department head, and they come up with the idea of incentivising creative people within their workforce of coming up with an album cover concept for $1500 to $2500. A month later Nancy (art director) had 60 submissions, and arranged to take them to SGs office to present to MJ.

The day of the presentation arrived and as they unloaded the album concept ideas, someone mentions to DB that Michael has chosen the concept of 'HIStory' from DBs suggestion. He admits to feeling embarrassed about having spent $100,000 on ideas for album concepts when one had already been chosen. They continue with the presentation. DG, SG and Epic colleagues all arrived and sat on seats along the long sides of the table, one end of the table was backed against a wall, and the other end was where the presentation was taking place by Nancy and Arnold Levine. When MJ arrived, there was no seat free for him, DB recollects MJ was 'all smiles' and then climbed on the table and sat on the end against the wall. DB comments how he felt things 'veering out of control'. He notes how MJ said 'hello' to all and then giggled throughout the presentation. MJ expressed his appreciation and enjoyed all 60 concepts and then left without showing any noticeable enthusiasm for any concept in particular, which was unusual for him.

DB narrates that 2 weeks after this, he discovered MJ had 'leaped on an idea for the cover art and ran with it'. In the original fax DB had sent for the HIStory title, DB had suggested iconic MJ images for the cover, such as a sequinned glove, or loafers, or a silhouette. DB made the terrifying discovery that MJ saw 'wars, arms, propaganda' and a 'giant heroic structure '. He notes how the momentum had started and it was too late to stop MJ. DB rationalises that since statues were made to memorialise significant figures, MJ was not entirely 'delusional', as MJs career was huge. DB thought about the issue of the risk of the statue being interpreted as 'megalomania'. DB mentions that MJs usual response to any potential career 'misstep' was 'people know I would never do that' with a sincere belief that 'everyone knew him and trusted him'. Following a meeting with Nancy, a computer animation company was arranged to bring the statue to reality. MJ posed for photos. DB felt 'stunned' and 'disarmed', and went to SG with PA and DG, but MJ was 'locked in and happy' and no one could 'turn the tide'.

Although people felt it was 'ill advised', SG and DG were 'happy' to commence marketing. The album cover and title being resolved, the marketing team worked at 'full throttle', their focus turned to MJ completing the album.

My commentary:

I had so many issues with this chapter!

I did like reading about DBs reaction to the Neverland video following the strip search. I was alarmed that DB showed little concern for MJs personal struggles outside of the marketing issues in the previous chapter, it conveyed how DB saw MJ as a product, and while I can accept that was DBs job role, MJ was also a person he worked with. Most of us naturally feel bad watching colleagues go through a hard time, and I felt this element was devoid in DBs writing. DB reaction to the Neverland video felt like an appropriate response to a colleague in distress, and his comparisons to being in the same dance studio with MJ a year earlier were hard hitting. It felt poignant when DB described seeing MJs 'almost zen-like' calmness. I also appreciated that DB addressed the racist connotations to the offending term given to MJ. The story behind the song title was good too.

My issues start with DBs recount of the JC settlement. There are times I interpret things through a readers perspective, this is when I am responding to the information provided within the book. There are times when I interpret information from a fan perspective, this is where I am responding as a fan with my own knowledge base of the subject. As a reader, my only conclusion from what DB shares about the settlement is the prevalent media narrative of MJ paying off the child to silence him. He criticises MJs decision to settle, suggesting MJ should have proceeded to court. He does assert that this was a decision MJ was pressured into by lawyers. He goes on to comment how money did not resolve such serious allegation claims. From a fan perspective I can see how many holes DB has left in this retell. DB does not clarify that the settlement did not prevent a criminal investigation/trial or prevent JC coming forward, that the strip search/house warrant and existing criminal investigation was not influenced by the settlement, that they didn't find a crime to convict MJ of. I was surprised at how misleading DBs narrative was. He mentions how the settlement required everyone to give MJ the benefit of the doubt, the fact that MJ was strip searched, his residence was searched, that grand jury's would not indict him should have also gone some way towards that. Especially as DB references following the news coverage at this time. The possibility of extortion is totally side stepped. And I question whether he is picking and choosing the parts that suit his version of the retell.

The other part that bugged me was the presentation. DB description of things 'veering out of control' when MJ climbs on the table and sits at the end when there were no chairs for him, felt like an over reaction. As a reader, I see a MJ that took initiative after being placed in an uncomfortable situation, he could've made a fuss for a chair but didn't. They were all sat down before MJ entered, why did no one manage to do the basic math to notice there was a chair missing for the very person the presentation was for? I felt it was sloppy for DB to overreact to MJs response to a situation they themselves created. I also felt MJs giggling was not clarified, was his giggling conveyed as mocking/embarrassed/ humoured? Once again, the information needed to fully comprehend the situation being described is omitted.

My last gripe was about the statue. As a reader, I noticed so many gaps through carefully worded writing. DB references megalomania but does not directly stipulate if this was a concern addressed with MJ, or one that others shared. There are no dialogues referencing any of this. The dialogue used of MJ referencing how others would not perceive him a certain way is given as a generic response to career missteps, but not as direct response to the issue of the statue. The fact that everyone was happy to proceed suggests DBs concern wasn't shared by others to the same extent. It made me think back to the overreaction to the RTT kiss, to the worries about MJ droning about his childhood, as @etoile 37 rightly observed was an odd concern to have at the time. And even the redundant panic over the LA Times interview. It all painted a figure of DB with a tendency to disproportionately overreact at times.

As a reader, I was surprised at the return-to-normal feel of this chapter given all the death imagery the last chapter ended on. DB shares his concerns of MJs career being over in a devastating explosion by the end of that chapter. By the end of this chapter, MJ is presenting himself as a statue and in the studio recording new songs when he wasn't required to. While DB admits the statue wasn't a wholly 'delusional' idea, I interpreted the statue as a fitting resurrection to the perceived death of his career from the previous chapter. DB himself acknowledged that MJ faced challenges on a global stage that none of us could relate to, he describes the devastation of a career exploding. Well how does one get back from that state to recording new songs with zen-like calmness? If you have returned from a death like experience you have resurrected and that usually involves taking on something new. It's not a far fetched conclusion, as the use of the imagery of resurrection is a prevalent theme in literature/TV/film/music. DB also comments on how MJ was responding to his critics with his art using the new songs, I think MJ was similarly responding through his art using the statue, my interpretation was that he was presenting himself as rising from the ashes taking on an indestructible form after the horrors he had just experienced. Also bear in mind that unlike the rest of us, MJs career and life were one and the same to him at this point given his unique upbringing. That's the purpose of art, it's subjective, and while megalomania was one interpretation there were others. While I appreciate DB was viewing the situation with his marketing eyes at the time, we are 30 years on, and usually are able to see other perspectives once removed from the particular dysfunction perpetuated by our own profession. DB only seems interested in exploring the aspect that flourishes in the media. As a fan, I linked the statue to MJs comments about wearing a 'suit of armour' to contend with his critics from the Simulchat (95?).

Overall, this chapter felt out of flow with the last chapter, but continues with a fast paced rhythm and is keeping me hooked.

Have included the Neverland footage, as I searched it after reading DBs reaction to it. It was painful to rewatch and I don't know how MJ mustered the strength to sit through it:

 
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Chapter 14 was all about how the greatest hits album came about with a name and an album cover.

DB begins the chapter stating 'We all knew Michael as a child', then he goes on to chart the many highs and lows of his career that we were all well familiar with, all the way to the 'sleeplessness' in 2009 and his demise in a 'rented mansion' with a 'rented doctor'. He evaluates how none of us needed to be an 'insider to know his anguish'.

But as 1993 closed no one knew about the further nose dive MJs life would take. DB recalls comments by Larry Stessel from the past, LF had forecasted that MJ would 'take his life' one day as he wouldn't be able to handle becoming irrelevant.
DB recaps the acceptable sales from release of the Dangerous home VHS over the Xmas period at the end of 93.

Around mid November 93, MJ underwent a strip search and released a video stating his innocence. DB elaborates on this video, referring to it as 'powerful and emotional', he describes feeling 'overwhelmed' watching it. The video was recorded in the same dance studio DB and his team had filmed MJ nearly a year ago at the MAW event at Neverland. DB compares how MJ had appeared so 'relaxed' back then, and now appeared 'scared, shaken and desperate' as if 'begging for his life', leaving DB 'heartsick'. Memories of working with MJ seemed distant, and the constant news coverage made him 'shudder'. DB didn't feel he was in a position to contact MJ, and that had he known the situation was going to take a turn for the worse he would've 'packed up and gone home'.

DB recounts how he felt 'stunned' that in January 94 a settlement had been reached. DB questioned how MJ could think that throwing money at the situation could magically resolve the problematic issue of an allegation. He later learnt that MJ was pressured to settle by his lawyers. DB writes about the 'mind-bending' agony that was required to fathom the situation and resolve 'giving Michael the benefit of doubt' while supporting him artistically. However, business was going ahead as usual. DB was assembled as part of a small team to start preparations on a greatest hits album for MJ, an idea from a year earlier. The small team included Joy Gilbert, Scott Spanjich and Lori Lambert.

The greatest hits package was to follow the usual standard formula of including 2 new tracks. DB recalls flying with Dave Glew to see MJ at a recording studio. In the absence of seeing MJ in 6 months, DB was surprised to see an 'almost zen-like' calmness to him and was pleased to see him. MJ played some incomplete songs to DB and DG, and informed them he was working on 5 new tracks. In a bid to encourage MJs creative process, DB and DG did not bring up that the album did not have space for 5 new tracks. Instead they take this discussion to SG, the idea of a double album and selling it for double the album price germinates. DG is particularly excited by this and DB comments how he could see DG internally calculating the revenue. He also states that DG was a strong support to MJ during this time period. They settled on having the greatest hits songs on one disc, and new music on the other disc. DB recounts feeling 'queasy' about how long this project would take, as 'Michael was Michael'.

DB and DG made regular visits to the recording studio to keep tabs on the progress of the album. He remembers that MJ was relaxed and 'free to play' in the collaborative environment of the studio, and it was the ideal place for a 'dreamer' like MJ to get completely absorbed and lost in the creative process, but this came with the added risk of this album being completed 'when he said it was done'.

DB was tasked with commencing the marketing campaign for the 'biggest star' with 'image-imploding accusations' and with the added challenge of a price tag of 'thirty bucks'. However, there was nothing to work with as they didn't have a title/artwork/concept for this album. This caused the marketing team some distress and DB quotes Joy Gilbert about feeling trapped in 'the damn Michael Jackson circus'. DB also pondered on the relevance of a MJ album in an era of Pearl Jam, and whether his fan base still cared. In order to encourage MJ to complete the album DG promised him a thorough 'marketing plan'. DB asked SG if MJ had a title, SG affirmed in the negative and asked the team to come up with one, DB felt this was 'impersonal' and 'ridiculous'.

DB writes how the negative media coverage continued with the widespread use of the term 'wacko *****'. DB informs how the word '*****' had racist connotations as it was cockney slang for 'monkey'.

Polly Anthony, who 'headed Sony's 550 label' was bought in, as she often was where MJ was concerned. She had an established relationship with MJ, and knew SG. PA, DG and himself were the key MJ supporters at the label, as the people who originally bought MJ to Epic had all left. Key figures who were there at Epic during Thriller had also left. DB writes of a sense that MJs music wasn't relevant to their mostly younger workforce with his 'damaged image' further marginalising him . They even kept MJs sky high costs away from younger staff as such spending was considered 'old' and 'obscene' to their minimal palettes in the 90s.

DB narrates how PA inspired DB to come up with clever word play with the title. DB came up with the title while ruminating on the idea that the new songs would tell MJs side of the story from recent events, and the hits would tell MJs musical history, so the title 'HIStory' was born. DB admits he borrowed the idea from when he was working with Cindi Lauper, who wanted to make 'herstory', but this idea had been shelved. DB takes time to thank CL for the idea in the book. Polly and DG are not wholly on board with the title, nonetheless, DB faxed the idea to SG but never heard back.

A couple of weeks after this, DB narrates that DG 'returned in a lather' after hearing many completed tracks from MJ, and orders work on album cover concepts. They have a meeting with Arnold Levine, who was a Sony department head, and they come up with the idea of incentivising creative people within their workforce of coming up with an album cover concept for $1500 to $2500. A month later Nancy (art director) had 60 submissions, and arranged to take them to SGs office to present to MJ.

The day of the presentation arrived and as they unloaded the album concept ideas, someone mentions to DB that Michael has chosen the concept of 'HIStory' from DBs suggestion. He admits to feeling embarrassed about having spent $100,000 on ideas for album concepts when one had already been chosen. They continue with the presentation. DG, SG and Epic colleagues all arrived and sat on seats along the long sides of the table, one end of the table was backed against a wall, and the other end was where the presentation was taking place by Nancy and Arnold Levine. When MJ arrived, there was no seat free for him, DB recollects MJ was 'all smiles' and then climbed on the table and sat on the end against the wall. DB comments how he felt things 'veering out of control'. He notes how MJ said 'hello' to all and then giggled throughout the presentation. MJ expressed his appreciation and enjoyed all 60 concepts and then left without showing any noticeable enthusiasm for any concept in particular, which was unusual for him.

DB narrates that 2 weeks after this, he discovered MJ had 'leaped on an idea for the cover art and ran with it'. In the original fax DB had sent for the HIStory title, DB had suggested iconic MJ images for the cover, such as a sequinned glove, or loafers, or a silhouette. DB made the terrifying discovery that MJ saw 'wars, arms, propaganda' and a 'giant heroic structure '. He notes how the momentum had started and it was too late to stop MJ. DB rationalises that since statues were made to memorialise significant figures, MJ was not entirely 'delusional', as MJs career was huge. DB thought about the issue of the risk of the statue being interpreted as 'megalomania'. DB mentions that MJs usual response to any potential career 'misstep' was 'people know I would never do that' with a sincere belief that 'everyone knew him and trusted him'. Following a meeting with Nancy, a computer animation company was arranged to bring the statue to reality. MJ posed for photos. DB felt 'stunned' and 'disarmed', and went to SG with PA and DG, but MJ was 'locked in and happy' and no one could 'turn the tide'.

Although people felt it was 'ill advised', SG and DG were 'happy' to commence marketing. The album cover and title being resolved, the marketing team worked at 'full throttle', their focus turned to MJ completing the album.

My commentary:

I had so many issues with this chapter!

I did like reading about DBs reaction to the Neverland video following the strip search. I was alarmed that DB showed little concern for MJs personal struggles outside of the marketing issues in the previous chapter, it conveyed how DB saw MJ as a product, and while I can accept that was DBs job role, MJ was also a person he worked with. Most of us naturally feel bad watching colleagues go through a hard time, and I felt this element was devoid in DBs writing. DB reaction to the Neverland video felt like an appropriate response to a colleague in distress, and his comparisons to being in the same dance studio with MJ a year earlier were hard hitting. It felt poignant when DB described seeing MJs 'almost zen-like' calmness. I also appreciated that DB addressed the racist connotations to the offending term given to MJ. The story behind the song title was good too.

My issues start with DBs recount of the JC settlement. There are times I interpret things through a readers perspective, this is when I am responding to the information provided within the book. There are times when I interpret information from a fan perspective, this is where I am responding as a fan with my own knowledge base of the subject. As a reader, my only conclusion from what DB shares about the settlement is the prevalent media narrative of MJ paying off the child to silence him. He criticises MJs decision to settle, suggesting MJ should have proceeded to court. He does assert that this was a decision MJ was pressured into by lawyers. He goes on to comment how money did not resolve such serious allegation claims. From a fan perspective I can see how many holes DB has left in this retell. DB does not clarify that the settlement did not prevent a criminal investigation/trial or prevent JC coming forward, that the strip search/house warrant and existing criminal investigation was not influenced by the settlement, that they didn't find a crime to convict MJ of. I was surprised at how misleading DBs narrative was. He mentions how the settlement required everyone to give MJ the benefit of the doubt, the fact that MJ was strip searched, his residence was searched, that grand jury's would not indict him should have also gone some way towards that. Especially as DB references following the news coverage at this time. The possibility of extortion is totally side stepped. And I question whether he is picking and choosing the parts that suit his version of the retell.

The other part that bugged me was the presentation. DB description of things 'veering out of control' when MJ climbs on the table and sits at the end when there were no chairs for him, felt like an over reaction. As a reader, I see a MJ that took initiative, he could've made a fuss for a chair but didn't. They were all sat down before MJ entered, why did no one manage to do the basic math to notice there was a chair missing for the very person the presentation was for? I felt it was sloppy for DB to overreact to MJs response to a situation they themselves created. I also felt MJs giggling was not clarified, was his giggling conveyed as mocking/embarrassed/ humoured? Once again, the information needed to fully comprehend the situation being described is omitted.

My last gripe was about the statue. As a reader, I noticed so many gaps through carefully worded writing. DB references megalomania but does not directly stipulate if this was a concern addressed with MJ, or one that others shared. There are no dialogues referencing any of this. The dialogue used of MJ referencing how others would not perceive him a certain way is given as a generic response to career missteps, but not as direct response to the issue of the statue. The fact that everyone was happy to proceed suggests DBs concern wasn't shared by others to the same extent. It made me think back to the overreaction to the RTT kiss, to the worries about MJ droning about his childhood, as @etoile 37 rightly observed was an odd concern to have at the time. And even the redundant panic over the LA Times interview. It all painted a figure of DB with a tendency to disproportionately overreact at times.

As a reader, I was surprised at the return-to-normal feel of this chapter given all the death imagery the last chapter ended on. DB shares his concerns of MJs career being over in a devastating explosion by the end of that chapter. By the end of this chapter, MJ is presenting himself as a statue and in the studio recording new songs when he wasn't required to. While DB admits the statue wasn't a wholly 'delusional' idea, I interpreted the statue as a fitting resurrection to the perceived death of his career from the previous chapter. DB himself acknowledged that MJ faced challenges on a global stage that none of us could relate to, he describes the devastation of a career exploding. Well how does one get back from that state to recording new songs with zen-like calmness? If you have returned from a death like experience you have resurrected and that usually involves taking on something new. DB also comments on how MJ was responding to his critics with his art using the new songs, I think MJ was similarly responding through his art using the statue, my interpretation was that he was presenting himself as indestructible after the horrors he had just experienced. That's the purpose of art, it's subjective, and while megalomania was one interpretation there were others. While I appreciate DB was viewing the situation with his marketing eyes at the time, we are 30 years on, and usually are able to see other perspectives once removed from the particular dysfunction perpetuated by our own profession. DB only seems interested in exploring the aspect that flourishes in the media. As a fan, I linked the statue to MJs comments about wearing a 'suit of armour' to contend with his critics from the Simulchat (95?).

Overall, this chapter felt out of flow with the last chapter, but continues with a fast paced rhythm and is keeping me hooked.

Have included the Neverland footage, as I searched it after reading DBs reaction to it. It was painful to rewatch and I don't know how MJ mustered the strength to sit through it:

Yes I have some issues with Dan's opinions about some of the artistic choices for the HIStory era, as someone who loves the cover I think the cover fits well with the concept of the album. Nothing compares to the HIStory era for me, artwise.

My eyebrows have yet to come down from the top of my scalp as to Dan suggesting the HIStory album title and MJ going with it. I can't just accept that.

Then again, I do appreciate at times that Dan also represents people who weren't MJ fans, so I can see his point of view also. HIStory wasn't supposed to be marketed to MJ's fans that never left him, it was the ones that lost interest over the years due to X, Y or Z. I can see why a marketing person would be less than thrilled with some of MJ's ideas in 1995.
 
It just comes across as jealousy, so MJ lazily tries to dethrone Elvis. So unnecessary and so lame.

It could be MJ just liked the title 'King of Pop' for marketing purposes or ego, but I personally think there was much more to it:

From his notes and scriblings it seems MJ really felt that people like Elvis were not 'worthy' of the title 'The King' since they took so much of black artists. And so MJ wanted to become the first black artist liked by everyone, even the white kids


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Chapter 15 was about how the idea of the History trailer teaser came about.

DB begins the chapter referencing MJs 'curious' obsession with everything 'bigger and better'. He considers himself a fellow 'dreamer' but found the scale of MJs dreams unfathomable. He marvels at MJs ability to realise his dreams but compares it to how children believe in the impossible till they grow up, and they were all waiting for MJ to grow up.

DB remembers how he and Nancy had concerns the cold image of the stone History statue did not connect with the warmth a greatest hits album should evoke. But MJ was 'locked in', and a combination of his stubborn nature and enthusiasm prevented MJ from compromising his vision. Nancy attempted to add warmth by adding colour to the background.

DB relates how MJ had grand visions of creating a short film with the statue, and grander visions of making the statue come to life. DB remarks 'it started innocently enough', that SG and DG settled on releasing a trailer instead to encourage MJ to complete the album. DB notes that there were concerns about rushing out the album to avoid further scandals.

DB met with Scott Spanjich from video production to come up with ideas for this trailer. DB remembers how MJ made his mark in music videos due to his excellent collaboration skills with highly talented professionals. MJ respected these figures he worked with and didn't 'micro-manage' the project. But the scandal of 93 greatly affected MJs ability to secure these talented people. SS suggested director Rupert Wainwright and set up a successful meeting between MJ and RW. However, the information from the storyboard they collaborated on indicated MJ was in full control of the project. In a bid to recreate the Michael-mania of yesteryears, which was mirrored in the Dangerous home VHS segment, 'crazed fans, classical music and military power' were used to convey a 'grandiose' version of the album cover. DB remarks how similarly to Elvis Presley, MJ was keen on military imagery, using it on his clothing and surrounding himself with 'police and soldiers'.

DB thoughts went back on FD and wondered if such 'histrionics' would have occured under his watch, and questioned SGs lack of 'control' in this scenario. He observed that there was no one on a creative level to 'stand up' to MJ. And with the absence of a highly respected/talented figure MJ would have willingly listened to (gives John Landis as an example), MJ was in charge with RW as essentially his side kick.

My commentary:

This chapter was another uncomfortable one for me.

The part about MJs dreams read to me as DB complaining that Peter Pan wasn't growing up. They didn't have a problem with MJ being Peter Pan when he gave them the figures they wanted, but now that those figures were in jeopardy they were fed up with the very same Peter Pan.

It was interesting to find out how the teaser came about, and I wholeheartedly agree with DB about MJ needing people to manage his creative direction, which is something I commented on in an earlier chapter.

I guess where DB only sees megalomania, I see a natural continuation of the History statue. DB remarked how MJ came across as 'begging for his life' in the Neverland statement video. If you have had to battle for your life, then military imagery is an appropriate metaphor. It's not as if this was new imagery MJ was using. He'd been using such imagery since Thriller days, the imagery of an army he'd used since Bad era. It comes across as his artistic response to being constantly attacked in the public glare, and interestingly, the army imagery intensified in the Bad era, when these attacks were getting worse. I failed to see DBs need for this dramatic portrayal of all the military imagery, like he was seeing it for the first time.

It's becoming increasingly clear that DB doesn't understand that MJ the product and MJ the person are not two different things, as MJ himself could not distinguish between his career and his life. I am surprised at DBs lack of awareness of this, he himself was part and parcel of marketing every aspect of MJ, he himself was part of filming MJ at home when MJ was uncomfortable with it.

It's also increasingly clear that no one could say no to MJ. In the last chapter they created a double album because they couldn't bring themselves to ask MJ to limit his 5 new songs to 2 songs instead. Now, DB has a problem with the storyboard but there's no one to say no again. They all treat MJ like a spoilt child and then complain he doesn't grow up. SGs absence in everything is becoming glaringly obvious too.

As a reader I can see DBs concern but can also see the military imagery does link with what has been revealed so far. As a fan, I can see the gaping holes again, and as DB had been part of MJs world since the Thriller days, I see no excuse for him to be so selective with how he represents things.
Overall, this chapter was a disappointment, I can see how this will escalate to blaming MJ because no one wanted to take accountability for using the word 'no'. I would like to hold MJ accountable in this chapter, but if no one is saying no to him then I can understand why he would charge ahead with his creative process. Also, DB has given examples from previous chapters when MJ has accepted the word 'no', and has accepted group consensus, particularly when presented with a united front. This adds more confusion to DBs claims in this chapter.

That's all folks!
Will catch up some more tomorrow.
 
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I had the video of Michael throwing stuff in the studio, so I went to watch it again, and I just noticed the lyrics over the video (I had just never paid attention to what was written on the screen before, I was too busy watching Michael throwing stuff around :ROFLMAO: ). So were the revised lyrics "Chew me" and "Hike me"? If so, I can see why he was angry, I don't even know what "hike me" is supposed to mean.

This is the video:
Whoever came up with those lyrics were not trying that day. Why not "Use me" and "Bite me?"
 
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