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Michael Joesph Jackson,
I can't begin even to tell you how much I look up to you, admire you, aspire to be like you and love you. My heart is broken. I feel shattered. All I want is to see you back on Earth with your beatufuil children, living and laughing, making music, creating your joyful art and smiling. I miss you so much, I can't believe you are gone. [FONT="]I discovered you when I was thirteen years old and going through a horrible time. I was in a dark place and seriously considering taking my life. I didn’t feel that there was anything left for me or that there was any reason for me to keep living. My school was putting on some short performances where each year level chose a song and created a dance to go to it. My class chose ‘Black or White’ off your wonderful Dangerous album. It was the first time I ever heard you sing and I was instantly drawn to you. I borrowed the ‘Dangerous. Short Films’ DVD from the video shop that weekend after hearing ‘Black or White’ and I was mesmerized. I was stunned by the beauty of your songs – the magic and skill with which you danced with, the sparkle and joy I saw in your eyes, the warmth and love that radiated from you. It was a speech you made however that really spoke to me and brought tears to my eyes. You spoke about how we needed to heal this planet, starting with our children and you spoke about how important are children are – you spoke about magic and love, you spoke about how you created music and you spoke about you childhood. It was a beautiful speech and something that really spoke to me. From that moment, I felt a connection to you and I knew I loved you. I do love you Michael and I always will.
Everyday is so painful without you...I can't stand this, I don't know how to go on. I feel so lost inside....
I just want you back.
I love you...you are always in my heart
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I can't begin even to tell you how much I look up to you, admire you, aspire to be like you and love you. My heart is broken. I feel shattered. All I want is to see you back on Earth with your beatufuil children, living and laughing, making music, creating your joyful art and smiling. I miss you so much, I can't believe you are gone. [FONT="]I discovered you when I was thirteen years old and going through a horrible time. I was in a dark place and seriously considering taking my life. I didn’t feel that there was anything left for me or that there was any reason for me to keep living. My school was putting on some short performances where each year level chose a song and created a dance to go to it. My class chose ‘Black or White’ off your wonderful Dangerous album. It was the first time I ever heard you sing and I was instantly drawn to you. I borrowed the ‘Dangerous. Short Films’ DVD from the video shop that weekend after hearing ‘Black or White’ and I was mesmerized. I was stunned by the beauty of your songs – the magic and skill with which you danced with, the sparkle and joy I saw in your eyes, the warmth and love that radiated from you. It was a speech you made however that really spoke to me and brought tears to my eyes. You spoke about how we needed to heal this planet, starting with our children and you spoke about how important are children are – you spoke about magic and love, you spoke about how you created music and you spoke about you childhood. It was a beautiful speech and something that really spoke to me. From that moment, I felt a connection to you and I knew I loved you. I do love you Michael and I always will.
Everyday is so painful without you...I can't stand this, I don't know how to go on. I feel so lost inside....
I just want you back.
I love you...you are always in my heart
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