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Aw, I know how you feel. :hug:I have a lot of dreams of Michael, most of them are day-dreams. :happy: I love dreaming about him. Makes me think that he's happy up there. Especially when I have dreams about him running around, with water guns, smiling that beautiful happy smile. That just makes me want to get up and face the day. A few nights ago I dreamed Michael was rehearsing for his This Is It concerts and I was the only person there watching. I seemed to be standing on top of a balcony of some kind and I saw Michael performing but everything was mute but I knew in my heart what he was singing, I had this intense feeling be was singing I Just Can't Stop Loving You. Anyway I looked at Michael performing even though I couldn't hear anything and Michael spotted me up on the balcony area, and I remember him just looking at me, NEVER taking his eyes off me, and he was pointing at me, dunno why, but he was just smiling and singing and just wouldn't stop looking at me, and I was doing the same, like our eyes were locked onto each other constently. And then I woke up. :boohoo:I've had MJ dreams too, me being a guy I don't really dream about him kissing me
The best one was the FULL AND COMPLETED This Is It Concert. There was light man, full costume, all the songs all the dancing and air MJ, I was in the crowd around about where I would have been in B3 Row V.
All I can say is it was AMAZING and I was so sad when I woke up
Awh lovely
AwhhI feel embarrased too. :blush: Michael is a very desirable man. He is beautiful inside and out. He is the whole package. He looked incredible when he annouced his "This is it" concerts. He put other men to shame without even trying. It is sad to say, but men like Michael just don't exist these days. It's like trying to find a needle in a hay stack. God bless and keep him close. Love Michael forever. :heart:
I was thinking of doing that. It might be helpful to just keep a journal during this time. To write one's thoughts, poems, etc.
I think it just happened.. I have my dreams written down with dates in a book, so I can check back when it was, I don't think it was long after june 25th....
I need a hug from him again now
After the dream, I woke up and my heart was beating so fast. I started to fall in love with Micheal and not just like him. From that day onwards, my heart keeps beating fast for him whenever I saw him on tv,videos,etc. My life changed too. I feel more connected to Michael tool. I would spend some time during night just to listen to his songs and looking at the moon and stars. I love him more than my boyfriend..omg. I dont know how now.. but I wont break my boyfriend's heart. I told him that Michael was the only person I love and you(my boyfriend) also, you shared a place with him. But actually I placed Michael in a bigger portion of my heart.I wrote a poem and I'll share with y'all:
In this way that we kiss
Your eyes are closed, still.
I feel your skin on my cheek.
It's so warm, and soft,
and it fills a part of me.
Your lips move with mine,
and mine move with yours.
I inhale, and you inhale,
as though it's too good.
My hands are on your shoulders,
and I pull you closer.
Your arms slip under mine,
you pull me to you.
I can feel my heart beating,
strongly within my chest.
With every beat that comes,
I get deeper into the moment.
I bite your lip and you moan,
and I hear tiny bells inside me.
Your fingers begin to dig,
and your breaths become sharper.
I move my hand to your neck,
and pull you back for a moment.
This is almost too much for me,
I shudder through a breath.
Your eyes are closed, still.
I feel your breath on my lips.
Only you can do this to me,
in this way that we kiss.
Aww
:hug: