in the morning before my flight I had a strange dream as if Michael was watching from above, then I woke up, went to the air-port, took one air-plane, then I took another air-plane and then they brought news-papers with MJ huge photo on the front page saying he has passed away. As I don't really believe the newspapers I decided to wait for the end of my 10 hour flight untill there will be some more explanation. But I just couldn't take a newspaper and read about it or look at the photo. I felt very sad only some months later when I saw some MJ videos at youtube again. I wasn't watching any memorials or so. Some months later I was still at that location at the beach, they issued "this is it" song, I recorded it on my player to listen at the beach and felt sad that I could now walk and enjoy beach, ocean, sun and for MJ it is all already over and he can't feel it or enjoy it anymore. Also I couldn't believe somebody could do it to MJ, could dare touch him or do something to him, but unfortunately it happened.
