*Billie Jean*
Proud Member
Days and nights grow longer and colder without you here by my side. Your voice always whispers in the wind as I walk along the shoreline, watching the sunset in the distance. I feel your hands around me when I walk through the fields of grass. As I lie down amongst the ground, I gaze up upon the stars. As I close my eyes, I can always picture your face, your smile, your eyes, your lips, your nose. Looking into the distance, I always see you, standing there, smiling.. I want to just run into your arms, but every time I try to, your image disappears. The warmth of the sun upon my face reminds me of your breathe. When I lie down, I feel your arms wrapping around me, holding me tight, never wanting to let go. As I stand in the rain, I envision you. Tears fill my eyes as I ask God to give you back to me, but I know that your gone for good. I'm sitting here, writing to you, why... I don't know. Maybe its because I know deep down inside of me, I can always feel you. Pushing me, supporting me, giving me strength. I try not to cry, but cold tears run down my face. I can always feel the warm spot beneath my heart, and that's where my love for you will always stay. No matter where I am, I can always feel your love, I can always hear your voice, and I can always see your smile. But I'll always miss you... I know that you'll always be with me, watching down on me from above. One day, I'll see you. I don't know when, I don't know where, but I promised never to let go.