Why is it so hard for me to understand? While everyone is saying RIP and stuff, I don't even want to write it, it feels so wrong, I just can't say goodbye
Michael, I love you so much and missing you so so much! You mean so much to me and today is a day... again... where everything just feels empty.
I know, we all have to die one day.. but .. I'm still so far away from understanding!
I'm not only hurted that Michael, who is such a good hearted person, so full with warmth and sympathy for all human beings, left us, I'm also so sad that I never had the chance to say "I love you" in person. Though I've been a fan so long, I've never seen him. I never had the chance but I wanted to change everything in July and show Michael my undying love and support.
I try to tell myself (and others) that he is still with us that he smiling from above and feels all the love we have for him, but sometimes, days like these, it's so hard to believe my own words.
That's it ... I just needed to write what I'm feeling right now...
Michael, I'll always love you
Michael, I love you so much and missing you so so much! You mean so much to me and today is a day... again... where everything just feels empty.
I know, we all have to die one day.. but .. I'm still so far away from understanding!
I'm not only hurted that Michael, who is such a good hearted person, so full with warmth and sympathy for all human beings, left us, I'm also so sad that I never had the chance to say "I love you" in person. Though I've been a fan so long, I've never seen him. I never had the chance but I wanted to change everything in July and show Michael my undying love and support.
I try to tell myself (and others) that he is still with us that he smiling from above and feels all the love we have for him, but sometimes, days like these, it's so hard to believe my own words.
That's it ... I just needed to write what I'm feeling right now...
Michael, I'll always love you