For me it's exactly the opposite. Before June I had a diary. I mean, I have one since I was 5 or 6
And even when I certainly don't write there everyday, I used it every now and then. I even have my memories of the concert I had the chance to go back in 1993 (uuuuuuu... talk about my age :lol
. But after the 25th, as much as I wanted to, I couldn't write. I tried and tried, but I just couldn't do it. Eventually, almost a month later I managed to write something... and then stopped again. I have written here and there, small notes while on meetings, or on my way home, but then, I just can't do it. I can't just sit and put all in words, in paper. And I really, really, really wish I could, for I know it is healing, but I can't. I guess it's a way to escape from the pain and the fact he is not here.
maaaannn.... thanks for the thread... maybe I should try to write again. Maybe this would help. I mean, I know it would help, it's just that I am not able to do it :depressed: