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Has anyone started a diary? I mean to write down what you feel about Michael or MJ related things?

Or do u write letters?
 
I have written two cards to Michael to express my feelings to him and to tell him things. I wrote small on the left and right side of the card and I have posted them August 15th to Forest Lawn so the cards will be there on August 29th.

I also have a dream diary in which I write important dreams, also Michael-related dreams, and thirdly I sent Mrs. Katherine Jackson two cards as well, because I felt that she needed some support and comfort. I honestly hope that what I wrote in these cards about her son will comfort her.I wrote how he means so much more to me than just the music that i love, how he has inspired me, how we happened to both plant a tree on June 25th, she in Gary, Indiana, me in my backyard.

If you want to do this, just do it. There is no right or wrong. It can even help in the grieving process. There can be a multitude of reasons to start a Michael diary. It's a wonderful idea actually!

Good luck with it!
 
I used to blog but then it became too much effort so now I'm sticking with visiting the forums, to reflect and share my feelings.
 
I have a diary. I started to write entries in it around July 09. I don't write everyday but I try to write as much as possible. Mostly just about my emotions and feelings. I didn't start it intentionally. Michael's death was really having an affect on me and I couldn't share that with anybody who would understand. So I started to write it down.
 
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i started mine today. I have alot of things i need to write but getting them from my head to the paper is another thing all together. I know what i want to say but it all gets mixed up... I bought my mj journal and decided i needed to get some of the stuff down. I know it will help but i also didn't want to be found nuts.
 
Yeah, I have my MJ Journal. Every time I feel really, really sad I write about it because it's not good for anyone having such a negativity inside.
Soetimes it works, some other times I feel the same sadness.
 
Honestly....it would be too much for me. I visit forum...I listen to him 24/7..I stare at his pictures ...I think about him all day long...I dream about him..
Michael is all around me and if I start writting about him, then I am totaly lost. ( getting there, anyway...:) )
 
For me it's exactly the opposite. Before June I had a diary. I mean, I have one since I was 5 or 6 :) And even when I certainly don't write there everyday, I used it every now and then. I even have my memories of the concert I had the chance to go back in 1993 (uuuuuuu... talk about my age :lol:). But after the 25th, as much as I wanted to, I couldn't write. I tried and tried, but I just couldn't do it. Eventually, almost a month later I managed to write something... and then stopped again. I have written here and there, small notes while on meetings, or on my way home, but then, I just can't do it. I can't just sit and put all in words, in paper. And I really, really, really wish I could, for I know it is healing, but I can't. I guess it's a way to escape from the pain and the fact he is not here.

maaaannn.... thanks for the thread... maybe I should try to write again. Maybe this would help. I mean, I know it would help, it's just that I am not able to do it :depressed:
 
I had a diary when I was a teenager. I wrote poems, things to Michael and my thoughts, but then I stopped. I have saved my day today. I stopped writing in the diary, but after seeing this thread, I think I'll come back with this habit. I see the diaryas a best friend that you can reveal all their secrets and private thoughts that will be registered there and nobody will ever know. Just keep in place very secret for anyone read. After all, the diary is very private and intimate. :wild:


I need to buy a new diary. Where can I buy online? :scratch::blush:
 
I think this forum is pretty much my mj journal.
 
I think this forum is pretty much my mj journal.

mmmmm... good point.
I think I have turned the Remembering MJ of the forum like my diary.
yes... many thoughts and feelings are there too.
 
I used to have one, but It's like did I really write these?
It makes me realize I don't know myself and somethings are better left unsaid.

It creeps me out so I stopped... O_O

I had letters I wrote to him..... Somewhere... But all and all my words started to sound the same...
 
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