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Is it ok to be angry?

My_HeartBreaker

My_HeartBreaker

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I feel angry.
Sad, Yes, absolutely.
But I also feel angry.
I feel angry because God did not save him. I feel angry at him because he did something to contribute to his death. Please fans, before I continue, I do not mean anything in disrepect. Part of the stages of grieving is anger - and I am expressing that now. I personally belive their were drugs of some nature to some extent involved,(and Im not speaking of the demerol story) though I hope to God I am proved wrong. These are my opinions, and mine only. THERE ARE RELIGIOUS REFERENCES.

Today as I was driving listening to his music, I cried and said aloud "He was trying to heal the world God, why? Why did you take him? Why did you not save him?

Him, of all people, it just seems so unfair in the worst way. And his CHILDREN. Why did god take him from his CHILDREN. His FAMILY.
WHy?Why?Why?Why?
If if he did so anything that possibly conributed to this.....why, damnit why Michael? Weren't you soluted for being drug free? Weren't you close to the idea of purity? Than WHY?

I wouldn' have cared if he never performed again. Or if he survived and wound up disabled, at least he would be alive! He would still BE THERE
I can't bring him back. No one can. We can talk with him. Pray for him, and love his family. I hope God whisked him into his harms, and held him, and took away all his pain. And I wish I knew his joy, his joy when he saw the Lord...
 
I think it's normal, you should try to not think like that but it's normal. when my mother's dad (my granfather)has gone she was angry even not on God but on my granpa...he was like "how could you leave me?" but it will not be like that all the time...
 
There is no god, life ain't fair.

Be angry, be mad, be sad... In the end it wont bring him back.
Rejoice over the things he has done for us in the past instead.

I'm not saying you're wrong in being angry, i do realise people grieve in different manners.

Take Care :)
 
Im very angry too, but at his doctor...I cant believe how imprudent and incompetent he was...we dont know the whole story but something is very suspicious...

Thank God I dont live in California or I'd be chasing that man down with an axe! :rant:
 
I understand how you feel...I am angry as well.
I know it sounds terrible, but I am angry that there are so many untalented, stupid "artists" out there who are surviving to a ripe old age when Michael didn't have the chance to live as long as he should have..
I am angry that doctors weren't able to save them when less deserving people have been given second chances.
I am angry that many people decided to praise him after his death, whereas while he was alive, they made his life miserable.
 
TonyTiger said:
There is no god, life ain't fair.

Be angry, be mad, be sad... In the end it wont bring him back.
Rejoice over the things he has done for us in the past instead.

I'm not saying you're wrong in being angry, i do realise people grieve in different manners.

Take Care :)
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first of all yes there is a God. Second of all I have lost many people I care about believe me... so what everyone is feeling is very normal. I myself am very angry, sad. hurt and all of the above. We will all get through this. Life is about choices that a person makes in their life. If Michael made choices that were bad for his well being then that is his business. It is always the ones that are left behind that get hurt the worse, The person who passes away is at peace. Believe me I am speaking from experience, I lost my 40year old sister 3 years ago due too alcohol and drugs, It took me a long time to get to the point where I am now and to understand the grieving process. This with Michael has only set it off all over again. But, we will grieve then we will move on. We wont EVER forget Michael but we will learn to live without him my deepest thought is that the doctor is to blame. i cannot help it i just know it.
 
I feel very angry. I'm angry at his doctors, who didn't save him. I'm angry at the people who supplied him the drugs and didn't tell him what they could do. I'm angry at the leeches that drove Michael to be so stressed that he needed drugs in the first place. I'm angry at the media for the bloodthirsty rampage they've been on concerning Michael for the past 20+ years.

But mostly I feel sad. Because there's no changing what happened. What's done is done. I feel so bad for Michael, and I wish I could bring him back.
 
No Kidding. I feel angry....because Michael could have made better choices....and I say that because they hurt them

I HOPE YOUR HAPPY SNEDDON
I HOPE YOUR HAPPY GAVIN
I HOPE YOUR HAPPY CHANDLER
I HOPE YOUR HAPPY ARVIZOS

You know what I have to say? **** *** *** ** *****
 
My_HeartBreaker said:
No Kidding. I feel angry....because Michael could have made better choices....and I say that because they hurt them

I HOPE YOUR HAPPY SNEDDON
I HOPE YOUR HAPPY GAVIN
I HOPE YOUR HAPPY CHANDLER
I HOPE YOUR HAPPY ARVIZOS

You know what I have to say? **** *** *** ** *****
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YEASS YESSSS... I HOPE YOUR HAPPY RANDY PHILLIPS AND ALL THE AEG MANAGEMENT
I HOPE YOUR HAPPY DR. MURRY

guyss... i am tooo so angry...hurt, sad and angry... i hope i amnot being disrespectful to anyone, but i feel God is so unkind... forgive me for saying this..
i am a muslim, christian... but i just feel He is unkind. i don't understand.
i feel it wasnt the drugs, i don't buy the drugs story coz Michael wanted to live forever. the dr. called the 9ll after 20-30 minutes, why didn't he call the 9ll rightaway??????????
and now all the rumors of the drugs, i believe, is just made and encouraged by the AEG, because if the report comes that Michael was taking painkillers and drugs that led to his death, then they will take all the insurance money... so i beg you, don't trust in the texcology report coz alot of money is invested in that report....


i feel that AEG, and the Dr. had our Michael's blood on their hands...
and i am sorry, but i am angry with God........i don't understand his ways......i don't undeerstand wats happening... his kids, those little angel... Michael suffering all his life and then having to pass away this way ...i don't understand..
i am hurt....sad... in soooo much pain and in anger... GOD, WHY??? WHY DID YOU TAKE HIM?????
THEY say everything happens for a reason, but i don't understand God's reasons.....and i don't understand why i cant go on..God will be angry if i take my life now, but then, do i really have to go on suffering like this. i don't wana suffer. i wana go away, i wana sleep forever... why do you take Michael and not me???

sorry for this, i am sorry if i disturbed anyone, i meant by noway to be disrespectful to anyone.
 
God doesn't "take" people from us. God gives us 'free will' to choose how we want to live our lives. It's up to each of us how we choose to live that life.

I'm a father of 2 lovely girls. I 'instruct' and 'guide' my children to help them through life. I don't 'command' or 'order' them to follow my ways, especially now they are adults, but I lovingly guide them - as God does with us.

We make choices, because a loving God allows us to, and we live (or sometimes die) through those choices.

I am not saying that Michael died because he made the wrong choices, although that could partly be the reason if he took too much medication, but I am saying it is wrong to blame God for everything we don't like.

Even if prescription medication did contribute, I believe it was the 'leeches' and 'liars' that caused Michael's untimely death - not God.
 
i'm extremely angry at everyone in the world that has even had a negative thought about michael. all the tabloids, the media, the people around him that were trying to take advantage and manipulate him, his dad, and all the people in the world that repeated any of the negative lies thinking it was funny or entertaining. THIS WAS HIS LIFE! yes he was an entertainer, but he was a person, a sensitive person, and a beautifully sweet person who deserved all the respect and love in the world. and i can't even comprehend why all these less deserving people are still freely walking around on earth and the person most deserving of life and a magnificent life at that is not here. since it happened i can't help but think of all the people i wish it would have been instead. i don't feel guilty at all for my anger. i feel it is completely justified and i hope those people throughout his whole life that have contributed to this outcome will feel my anger and that of thousands of others and know that this is their fault and feel horrible about themselves for destroying the most incredible beautiful soul this world will ever see. some news people are asking if michael was a victim of his own success, NO HE WAS A VICTIM OF GREEDY LYING ASSHOLES!! DON'T TRY TO BLAME THIS ON HIM!! i can't believe that they don't even see how much fault they have in this and how they are trying to justify their intrusion of his privacy.
 
My_HeartBreaker said:
But is it wrong to be angry at him?
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No it's not. I feel the same way I'm angry with him, I am angry with his doctor and now, more than ever I'm mad at Michael's hater..so I suppose it's just a stage of our grieve
 
Im angry, I dont know what at exactly. But I often feel anger.
 
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