breathless.bistra
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maybe Im a weird person - even since a kid
well my mom passed away when I was at 10 - and the only feeling i got then was the long big pain that shes gone - but even since then I kinda started reading and researching about this mystery called death !
Specially just then at 10 I started living with faith in Lord that even more let me free myself from any fear of death and till now I realy read with interest every topic related to death - from afterlife stories and views, immortality of the soul to the postmortem events that occur in the body - even CSI is interesting as they talk about different causes and priocesses of death in the body (actually sometimes watching CSI makes you keep yourself more healthy)...
Hope you dont take me wrong - Im not a morbid freak and its not all I think about, but... - I just started with the time find it like natural event in life (I mean when it occur in natural causes or accidents). And live with internal respect to the dead - Some say their spirit lives around us helping us and supporting us - maybe Heaven is closer to us then we imagine - its just the other side that we dont see.
Of course I feel pain when someone I love passes out and the feel that hes not among us anymore and I feel pain for the world great person waste when hes gone - but sometimes I feel like egoist if they are at better place and I want them back to this world full of problems and pain... So then I start live with the thought that they can still be part of our live - just in other invisible form of live... all I could do is just respect them
Sometimes just for metaphore I could involve it in art and poetry as something normal in our live - but lot of ppl dont get me why I talk of it so free... I realy dont want to freak out anyone... I just dont see death as end of life...
Sometimes I start thinking Im a weird and nuts person when it comes to this...
well my mom passed away when I was at 10 - and the only feeling i got then was the long big pain that shes gone - but even since then I kinda started reading and researching about this mystery called death !
Specially just then at 10 I started living with faith in Lord that even more let me free myself from any fear of death and till now I realy read with interest every topic related to death - from afterlife stories and views, immortality of the soul to the postmortem events that occur in the body - even CSI is interesting as they talk about different causes and priocesses of death in the body (actually sometimes watching CSI makes you keep yourself more healthy)...
Hope you dont take me wrong - Im not a morbid freak and its not all I think about, but... - I just started with the time find it like natural event in life (I mean when it occur in natural causes or accidents). And live with internal respect to the dead - Some say their spirit lives around us helping us and supporting us - maybe Heaven is closer to us then we imagine - its just the other side that we dont see.
Of course I feel pain when someone I love passes out and the feel that hes not among us anymore and I feel pain for the world great person waste when hes gone - but sometimes I feel like egoist if they are at better place and I want them back to this world full of problems and pain... So then I start live with the thought that they can still be part of our live - just in other invisible form of live... all I could do is just respect them
Sometimes just for metaphore I could involve it in art and poetry as something normal in our live - but lot of ppl dont get me why I talk of it so free... I realy dont want to freak out anyone... I just dont see death as end of life...
Sometimes I start thinking Im a weird and nuts person when it comes to this...
