I'm Missin' You Michael...

[MsMo]

and still Speechless, Dear One.

Love ya,

Monica

 

[MsMo]

It's taken me all of this time to gather my thoughts and find the words to express how I've been feelin' since you went away...

Vacillating in disbelief
OH GOD,
Oh NO!
God WHY?

Alright Lord...I know

and even though
he gave us everything You created him to give
ALL any one soul could, and more
still You know, I HATED to see him go...
home.

The utter SHOCK, that numbness...

just goin' through the motions
fightin' back the tears
afraid to feel what I was feelin'
that if I really let go, and just let them flow
I wouldn't find my way back

Michael's light
so brilliantly bright

I held on to it in my mind's eye
as tight and for as long as I could
because I knew that glow
would be gone from this life
for good

but like the goodnight of the sun on a winter day
the warmth of his presense on the planet,
the Sonlight that he emits
has gone away
and while coming to terms with it
my world suddenly grows darker & colder

that pain for days
it just would not go away
God, it hurt SO bad
caught up in the middle of mad and sad

OH NO, No, no
I don't want to let go
this beautiful human being
I'm missin' him so

No one will ever replace
fill this empty space
his place
in my world

Never lost the presense on earth
of anyone before
so much a part
at the very core
of my heart
there he will remain
though it's hardly the same
and I know
it never will be.

Grateful to find comfort in knowing
he's finally at peace
my sorrow bittersweet

it's one of the most difficult truths I've ever had to accept
but he taught me to love, to be strong, that faith must be kept.

Thank you SO much Dear One
for ALL that you have done
for me

I pray for wisdom and the strength to do my part
to fulfill the desires of both our hearts
to Heal The Kids, Heal The World, and in the midst of it all, to Smile.

I'll be missin' you Love,
my Angel in disguise.

 

[pauline]

i feel same as you,
so unbelievalbe to me...

 

[MsMo]

Dear sweet Michael,

What a final send off you got...

A full moon lit up the sky just for you!
It was so beautiful and bright,
I could still see the clouds at midnight.

Well Dear One,

I hope that you, Mr. Brown, Marvin, Barry, John and the rest of your musician brothers & sistas are creatin' glorious, joyous music together now...(Smile)

I still think of you everyday and trust that you are finally at rest in His peace.

Love U,
Miss U,
Eternally,

Monica

 

[Billie_Jean09]

Smile though your heart is aching..................:-(
Michael saved my life through this song......................