*Sigh*
I remember I kept trying to access the site that day, but too many people were trying to access it as well. MJJC kept crashing and I was going crazy. I didn't know if the rumours about MJ being gone was true, but all I knew was that I needed to talk to other fans and see what the case was.
As the day went on, I started to hear more and more that he had in fact passed away and from reliable sources too. That's when I lost it. I will never forget logging onto MJJC that day with a total feeling of numbness and disbelief. I was hysterically crying one minute and then I was in shock the next and unable to speak or think. Everything was blank.
I will never forget that terrible day.