giddyup87
Proud Member
Hearing the news friday morning in Australia 15mins before i had to go to work with my stomach and head aching with my thoughts i decided not to go.
I have since received phone calls, messages etc from family and close friends but this place is just as important to me, to be around people who feel my pain and love him like i do is helping.
I live alone and been sitting on the computer mainly since that friday morning trying to make sense of it. Stages of numbness and tears are all that i'm currently feeling and a shocking feeling of going through the motions as i seem to be forgetting the most basic things.
Thanks everyone.
(sorry if that came out jumbled, my concentration isn't the greatest at the moment).
I have since received phone calls, messages etc from family and close friends but this place is just as important to me, to be around people who feel my pain and love him like i do is helping.
I live alone and been sitting on the computer mainly since that friday morning trying to make sense of it. Stages of numbness and tears are all that i'm currently feeling and a shocking feeling of going through the motions as i seem to be forgetting the most basic things.
Thanks everyone.
(sorry if that came out jumbled, my concentration isn't the greatest at the moment).