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Wingfoot

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You probably don't recognize me off the forums since I haven't been here since 2007.
Like the rest of you, I am incredibly sad and depressed. I decided to return to a forum that I had unfortunately long-forgotten because I knew that there I would find people that I could turn to, who shared the same thoughts that are going through my head.
I have only now realized that the last few years, I have been missing something that had brought me so much joy in high school. My passion for MJ was buried underneath the stress of university life, and only now I realized how much I've missed him.
I am unbelievably sad that I'll never meet him, or even see him. His death seemed so surreal, and only today, after having attended a tribute to him last night, does it really seem to sink in.

I want to say thanks for providing me with a place where I can talk about this. A lot of people wouldn't understand why one would cry at the death of a person they had never met. :'(

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Originally Posted by Shamonee
that's so sad :sad:
did you not ever think about him not even once when you didn't visit the forum since 07?

well done for sharing x

No, I didn't stop thinking about him. I want to make it very clear that I never stopped being a fan. I was here before and during the trials, sent prayers and emails of support through fan sites, and let EVERYONE I knew know that he had been acquitted.
I am only trying to say that since I never posted on the forums since 2007, I haven't had anyone to share my "MJ love" with. I don't recall why I stopped posting -- I got busy with the start of university, I guess. But just because one isn't on MJJC does not mean that one isn't a fan.
After the death of MJ, it took me a couple of hours to sink in because I couldn't believe it -- it didn't seem possible. It took me a couple of days to realize that I really needed to talk to somebody about it, but who? None of my friends would really understand, no matter how much they knew I was a fan. Hence, the reason I came back here -- you all would understand how I feel.
 
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You have come to the right place. I am sure we all feel really really bad, some just are dealing with it better than others. We all love and Miss Micheal
 
Hi everyone! I'm so heart broken over MJ's untimely passing. I've come here to greive. Let me just say upfront Im not a flip flopper. Ive listened to MJ since I was a little girl, and in high school when everyone made fun of me. And during the allegations and trial and even now when people say mean things, I would try to explain what I saw in MJ, which was a heart of an angel, who trusted the wrong people.

I'm not fanatical and Im really not into celebrity, but I really understand what we've lost. Im not just speaking in terms of music or entertainment, but in terms of a wonderful soul, and the beautiful heart of a man. I havent been this devasted over a public figure dying since Mother Teresa, who I did my first book report on in grade school and is my life long hero, passed away.

This last week has been like a horrible nightmare that I want to wake up from, but cant. Im crying all the time and I just cant believe this happend. And when I think about how badly Michael was treated and NOW that he's passed people are showing him love....it makes me even more upset because he's not here to see it. IT'S NOT FAIR! Why does God take all the good ones and leaves the ASSHOLES behind??!??!

I know people say he's in a better place, but my faith in god and the afterlife has been lacking for a couple of years since my grandmother died. I just wonder if thats something we've fooled ourselves into believing so we can deal and feel better about death. And even if I truly believed in heaven, I'd still want Michael HERE on earth. I want him back!

Anyways, Im sorry for being such a downer and thanks for letting me unload.


P.S Sorry for the horrible grammar and crappy sentence structure, but Im thinking and typing through tears.
 
Welcome back Wingfoot!!!

And welcome Harlow!!!

It's good you've found your way (back) here! We do need to stick together in these times!
 
Welcome, Wingfoot and Harlow!
MJJC is a great place to be, many amazing people around and we all understand how you feel since we're all in this big MJ fan family. :)
 
Wingfoot said:
You probably don't recognize me off the forums since I haven't been here since 2007.
Like the rest of you, I am incredibly sad and depressed. I decided to return to a forum that I had unfortunately long-forgotten because I knew that there I would find people that I could turn to, who shared the same thoughts that are going through my head.
I have only now realized that the last few years, I have been missing something that had brought me so much joy in high school. My passion for MJ was buried underneath the stress of university life, and only now I realized how much I've missed him.
I am unbelievably sad that I'll never meet him, or even see him. His death seemed so surreal, and only today, after having attended a tribute to him last night, does it really seem to sink in.

I want to say thanks for providing me with a place where I can talk about this. A lot of people wouldn't understand why one would cry at the death of a person they had never met. :'(
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that's so sad :(
did you not ever think about him not even once when you didn't visit the forum since 07?

well done for sharing x
 
Shamonee said:
that's so sad :(
did you not ever think about him not even once when you didn't visit the forum since 07?

well done for sharing x
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No, I didn't stop thinking about him. I want to make it very clear that I never stopped being a fan. I was here before and during the trials, sent prayers and emails of support through fan sites, and let EVERYONE I knew know that he had been acquitted.
I am only trying to say that since I never posted on the forums since 2007, I haven't had anyone to share my "MJ love" with. I don't recall why I stopped posting -- I got busy with the start of university, I guess. But just because one isn't on MJJC does not mean that one isn't a fan.
After the death of MJ, it took me a couple of hours to sink in because I couldn't believe it -- it didn't seem possible. It took me a couple of days to realize that I really needed to talk to somebody about it, but who? None of my friends would really understand, no matter how much they knew I was a fan. Hence, the reason I came back here -- you all would understand how I feel.
 
Wingfoot (welcome back). I understand your pain, we all do and Harlow, welcome to the community. I hope you have a good time here with us. We're family.
 
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