tarah86
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Since the past 4 days before the memorial I was hurting because I watched youtube videos of Michael and I saw him more as a human being rather than a hero/legend. I felt so sad and hurt from all the pain he had to endure in life. The memorial was no better, I cried several times thinking of all the unnecessary pain people have caused him in life, I cried because I never got to meet him and tell him how much he was loved and how his strength has made me a stronger person. I prayed that I could dream of Michael, since I never met him in life.
I had a dream that very night of the memorial. The dream was in two parts: in the first part I saw some of his life because in the beginning I was him and felt what he felt. In the second part I was myself and I got to meet him at neverland ranch and got to know him. He died in my dream but my mom brought home two gloves of his and one of his jackets. I was happy to have something of his to remember him by. And then I woke up. When I woke up I felt so calm and at peace. Now, I accept that MJ is gone and the pain I felt from his hard times in life has passed. I pray that all of you that are still grieving have a wonderful MJ dream as I had.
I had a dream that very night of the memorial. The dream was in two parts: in the first part I saw some of his life because in the beginning I was him and felt what he felt. In the second part I was myself and I got to meet him at neverland ranch and got to know him. He died in my dream but my mom brought home two gloves of his and one of his jackets. I was happy to have something of his to remember him by. And then I woke up. When I woke up I felt so calm and at peace. Now, I accept that MJ is gone and the pain I felt from his hard times in life has passed. I pray that all of you that are still grieving have a wonderful MJ dream as I had.
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